duifgeifngiefijsdngvjdfngjdfnjnfdgfdgi know i need to be a little bit more understanding and more patient and know that he meant the best...but it's like...i don't understand people these days. God must get some good dad humor from placing me in such a time period even though my mindset is meant for the past.i don't get people. they think there's something wrong with me because i don't drink or...

it's been great i guess, but i am going to for real delete it soon and take down my writing because i'm going to college and won't have time for it and also I'm majoring in English with a Creative Writing emphasis and don't feel it will be good for me to leave my writing up on here.anyways...thanks erryyybody who has ever commented, liked, read, whatever.peace out.

yes. for realzzz.and i feel good about it.

For real, like really, but not all of them. just the good ones.It's like "The Scientist" by Coldplay or something.

Once again, have failed at putting photos on here...and the ones I uploaded earlier somehow disappeared??? I just made a youtube video where you can see them.You can see the photos here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugYk6V1G6uEAnyways, I like to make music. I have one single for sale on iTunes, Amazon, Google, etc.You'll find the cover art for this under my photos.I have two songs that I want to...

...and I really didn't do anything...Regina Spektor's new album, What We Saw From the Cheap Seats, came out today, but I think I'll let my parents get it for me as a birthday present, since it's only in a couple of weeks. :))))I love Regina Spektor. If you haven't listened to her, you should!Well...I've been watching alot of Melissa Villasenor videos on youtube lately. She's this cool comedian who...

These past 24 hours I've been feeling a lot more positive.I think it's because I went for a walk.It always helps me feel better when I listen to music and get to enjoy nature.Also, I filled out a few job applications.I think that made me feel not so loser-ish.Hopefully I get one of those jobs.Anyway, just scoping out this new Mibba.Hope all is well with youand thank you everyone who comments and...

well. i guess this will probably be my last journal before they switch over to blogs.i made myself stay up until 1:30 last night.in my closet.i sat in my closet.staring off.crying here and there.wanting to suffocate myself in the hems of my plus size dresseshid my to write love on her arms shirt somewhere where i couldn't see it.pink razor.pink scarson my pale thighs.it's terrible.i just hate...

So I've added alot of the poems back on here that were deleted when Mibba got the hiccups.Thought, I'm pretty sure I lost a couple of journals forever. Oh well...Anyway, I have a blog where I talk about my weight problem if any of your wanna check it out:foronceandforever.blogspot.com---and check out my youtube: youtube.com/eyeofinnocence----Enough plugging though, it's time to TALK!I'm graduating...

please talk to me.i can't trust very many with my secrets.but you...perhaps i can trust you.somewhere far, far away...across the states, oceans, or maybe, the world...---i have heart heavy.a brain that i am positive is messed-up.please talk to me.help me through.talk me down.build me up.my new friend.i need you to be my friend.i need you to rest at the edge of my bed.and help me through my...

So you got yourself this beautiful skinny girlfriend.She has good taste in music...Hell yeah, it hurts.It hurts to see that it seems you're doing so well in photos.As much as sometimes I wish you would be having a crappy time,I know you don't deserve it...I'm sorry I came along.I'm sorry I wasted so many words and thoughts and melodies on you.I'm sorry that I just love the fact that you're so...

You know, confidence, self-belief, and acceptance don't come by how many compliments you receive in a day, a slew of comments on your latest default picture, or the amount of contacts you have in your cell phone (and how many of those numbers you actually call)...yeah, those things and friends can uplift us, but I've come to realize that the problem (especially with myself) is not "me not...

I am exceedingly joyous to say that I am his granddaughter. Now he rests, in a place far better than here. He passed with peace as he slept. There's a photograph of him, eating fire on the bob hope show back in the day, that was scanned onto Facebook that my siblings and I kept sharing around. It is among the great many that could be easily and readily found in my grandparents’ Arizona home. I...

well, I haven't been on here in awhile...because i broke my ankle doing something i really didn't want to do, and had to get surgery the day before school started. i started my senior year a week and a half late yesterday. today i decided i want to be homeschooled now. i don't want to go to school anymore. i don't like all the attention i get. i hate my math class. i have a horrible teacher. i...

hey.so in my last entry, i said i was going to start adding all my old journal entries from my life...i think i have changed my mind about doing that.anyway, i just finished writing lyrics to a song i am working on. i am not quite sure what they are about, but i was following a picture i had in my mind.it's called "sandy shoes."you can read it underneath my poems. I would love comments and...

Hey everybody! I became an aunt for the second time two weeks ago and I am out visiting my first niece!I have been trying to write in my journal the past few days. I'm really bad about writing in my actual journal and I've been trying to cover all the details of the past couple of weeks, but i find it's so hard to remember things! Writing at least a sentence everyday would probably be beneficial...

I just wanted to let you guys know that I posted a prologue to a new story, entitled "Opaque". I would thoroughly appreciate it if you guys would read it. This is a chapter story I actually really and positvely plan to finish and am going to finish.In other news, I get to become an aunt for the second time very soon. Hopefully today, in fact! I'm so excited. She's a little girl, and my sister...

Hey there. It's Freitag...or friday. What's new with you?I haven't been on Mibba for a little while, so I thought I'd come drop a note by and tell you about new things going on in my life and also, my dreams for my future.Well, I'm now an Aunt. My brother and his wife gave birth to a lovely son in April. My eldest sister is also pregnant and due today to have a baby girl. I am very excited about...

Today I led the music once again at church. Today I liked it though. The songs were beautiful.---Anyway, I just wanted to talk. I feel dissatisfied with conversation. I wrote this poem last night called "soul and bones." . you can read it under my poem section if you wish.Last night, I went to a party at a friend's and me and some of my other friends sat and laid on the trampoline talking. It was...

I have no rhythmI have no beatI stared at wood grain and carpet specklesAnd down at my feetmy clam hands were pinkwith sweat and displeasureno oysters with pearlsno shell with the ocean insideI stared at wood grain and carpet specklesAnd down at my feetI have no rhythmI have no beat--------------------------------Ugh. So at church I've been having to lead the whole congregation in song. I don't...