I just want to cry

I bet you're wondering why I want to cry. Well, here. My best friend died and they just found his body. Over a month ago he went missing after a fight with his mom. No one's seen him in weeks, and the police found his body Tuesday. They identified it yesterday. He's been dead since the night he went missing.Here's where I wanna cry. He committed suicide. He ended his own life. He took a bunch of...
March 21st, 2014 at 05:00pm

My Secret OTP with a secret story I wrote about them...DONT JUDGE ME!

A while back, one of my beeeeeeeeesties, Bryce, started a chapter of this story he was writing for his boyfriend, Kayden. Kayden's OTP. Just a basic smut story with no plot line. His OTP is....Jarry Von MonStyles. [Jayy Von Monroe/ Harry Styles]When I heard about it...I gagged! That couple sounded sooooooo outrageous! Then I read the chapter that Bryce had written. I LITERALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH...
March 5th, 2014 at 08:34pm

SMUTTY REQUESTS!

I'm going to start taking sum requests. May it be anything and anyone. They're all for a story I'm starting. Just a bunch of one shots. Just give me a promt and the characters. I'll try and have it up a few days afterwards :) just message or comment.I write Jalex, incest (get over it), and just about anything. Throw your pairings at me. You'll like the results ;) I promise you will. If you don't...
February 15th, 2014 at 08:20pm

Someone kill me

My dad, I think, broke up with his girlfriend, who is living with us. I've known her since birth. She's been there when my own mom turned me away. She's my mom even if not by blood. She's made a big impact on my life. She's packing right now. I feel so torn and sad. Her and my dad had a huge argument and...now she's leaving. She's living and taking my two youngest siblings (her and my dad did have...
February 12th, 2014 at 11:54pm

I NEED Q&A QUESTIONS BEFORE 6!

Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase send me questions! I'm making a YouTube video and I need some! Please I'm begging you guys. Ask! Ask away! Ask me anything! Please! I need questions. Any questions! Sorry, I'm trying to make this a hundred words. Please please please. I'm begging you. I'm desperate. I really wanna make this video. Just please. I will mention people and where I get the questions....
February 4th, 2014 at 12:43am

I'm A Girl Dressed Like Boy...What?!

So I'm talking to this guy. He's just some random guy in my neighbor hood.I am some what a transgender. I'm very feminine sometimes. Ok all the time, but only when it comes to jeans. I wear Miss Premiums ;3So I dress normal for once. I'm in a pierce the veil shirt, raving rabbids beanie, and in skinny jeans. I went to go get the mail and there's this guy there. He says he likes my shirt and we get...
February 2nd, 2014 at 11:56pm

STEESE

Steese guys. Steese.Lol I'm in a bunch of ships XD I mean I'm in Javery, RaStone, TA (me and my boyfriend. No one can combine our names...Tj and Avery...hmmm), and NOW STEESE. Steese is me and Richy, BringMeTheFuentes. It's more of a bromance than I full on romance. Lol I ship it. Thanks heroes. XD. If anyone wants to check this ship out, go look up Give Me A Light To Folow by BringMeTheFuentes!...
February 2nd, 2014 at 09:47pm

My Music Career Is Taking A Step Up

So I'm on YouTube if some of you don't know. I play guitar, piano, bass, and drums. Back to the point. I did a mini cover back in November. It was just the first verse of Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri. I enjoyed making it so....I did a full on cover of it.I don't really post videos of my music or of my covers. I sorta just play for friends and family. Everyone tells me that I should do...
February 2nd, 2014 at 05:44am

Best friends

I got into a fight. I know I don't seem like the fighting type. Anyway. I got sad, I cried a bit. I was talking to my boyfriend who couldn't do anything for my depression. I felt so sad. I thought he understood how I felt...and he didn't seem to. He can't even relate. I'm sitting outside in the cold. 36 degree weather. Crying my eyes out. About school, home, and my boyfriend. I felt miserable. I...
January 30th, 2014 at 02:44am

2014 and 2013-Debate

So my lovelies, 2014. Great year so far right? I mean JB's arrest and Miley started off the year (New Years in New York) in CLOTHES. Omg! We haven't seen that in what...like almost two years? Not only that, but JB's mug shot looks like Miley! Oh! Maybe they're twins!Blood on the Dance Floor has hit it with the new cd, Blood unplugged. Which I'm getting the first week of Feb. SIGNED AND SHIT...
January 27th, 2014 at 04:58am

Hell YA!

Here we go! youtu.be/Z9vGUTvYlf4Took me a motherfucking week of pain but seeing it posted makes me feel da LOOOOOOOVE. Check it out and while you're at it, like and subscribe!Oh, most of you (if not all of you) know, IMAN ANIMATOR! Wooooohoooo! I love what I do, and hope to get better :) I love to write as well. So this is my New Years stuffs. Get more reader and viewers! So far so great! I know a...
January 27th, 2014 at 04:39am

ALERT

So I've been in a slump with my writing. I know my friends enjoy it, some even go to the extent of becoming such a big fan on one story and start fangirling about it...then make me write more. But on here, I don't think people enjoy some of my stories. My close friend went on here to look at my readers. She said just to focus on one story that's doing extremely well...so she's right. That's what...
January 21st, 2014 at 03:06pm

What I feel and want can NEVER be explained in words

I can't, I just can't.Hi, if you guys don't know me, I'm Avery. I'm a teenager with a bunch of issues. More than I can count. When I feel upset, sad, or even happy....I can never explain it or even express it. The fact is, I'm still confused about my life. I wake up some mornings and I just don't even know who I am. I don't know how to go on living my life, or even how to get out of bed. Compared...
January 17th, 2014 at 12:31am

Gitters

I'm having late night gitters! It sucks! Can't sleep! Can't think! Can't really move! It's awful! I wanna cry and just fade away somewhere in my dark mind and heart. Nothing's working! It feels like I'm Ina horror movie! Ugh! This sucks! I feel like I'm bout to vomit! I hate nights like these. My whole body's sore today, so that doesn't help. I'm not really good at this blogging stuffs so bear...
January 16th, 2014 at 04:26am

Hay hay hay and anyone wanna colab?

So I left Mibba for a bit, just take a break. But I'm BACK. I will try and post a blog entry every other day. I wanna start up new debates and topics with you guys :D I'm gunna try and post more stories and finish some of the ones that I started. I also wanna colab with someone :) please message me or comment if you're interested. I've been good guys. Just got back from visiting my best friend's...
December 3rd, 2013 at 11:33pm

Needing advice--Debate3

So debate time again, guys. So I wanna to do some crazy stuffs with my body. Like get a piercing. But should I get it on my nose or lip? And which would be less painful? Another thing, I wanna dye my hair again and blue. Right now, I'm letting my red fade, but I had made some mistakes dying it. See, I used splat. But, guess what? I had some problems. The bleach burned my scalp, soooooooooo I ended...
November 23rd, 2013 at 01:35am

Tell me the truth: reblog

Tell me the truth-- am I just writing words out to cyberspace? I feel like I'm just posting stories for no reason now. No comments,few readers,and one--ONE-- subscription and recommendation. No I'm not begging for readers or followers. Just no. I'm not desperate. It's just that all my life I've been a writer,and I get A's and commended on my writing. Essay or a free write....I just feel like I'm...
November 21st, 2013 at 02:56am

Debate2-- Emos and preppies, and in between

So lately these days us teenagers are mostly divided by emos and preppies, that's what I call them, at my school. But in here to clear things up...IN A DEBATE!!So emos. These days they are soulless humans that look miserable. Not TRUE in my opinion. I am an emo. And I am up beat and eccentric to the bone.Preppies. People who seem normal. Like cheerleaders, football players, and kids on the chess...
November 20th, 2013 at 09:31pm

Debate

Anyone up for a debate?I don't really believe in Christianity. Or any religion basically. I have to many questions. So this blog is just up for debate. Usually I don't like to talk about religion, so it's time to get out my comfort zone. I'd really just like someone to debate with, cause I'm pretty good at that.The reason I don't believe is because people use religion as a way of life yes. BUT...
November 20th, 2013 at 12:00am

I'm....alive?

Last night, I had a melt down....I felt so sad, so alone. If you ask where my boyfriend was, he's away for the weekend with some friends. I drew butterflies, and I began to cry.I had nothing to comfort me, and I was scared to live in this depression. I took 3 sleeping pills, each 100 grams. I was almost passed out in my bed thinking "Fuck...I don't wanna really die!!!!!!!" I really felt like I was...
November 18th, 2013 at 01:54am