i know “i miss you” & “i love you” are just three words.but you gave them a meaning, it was like i never really knew the words before you.i thought i did but they were not a even a scratch on how i feel about you.When your not here it kills me, every minuete of everyday im counting down till you come back. I dont show it because i want you to be happy, i'm so afraid that for some...

and guess what i said:"Sorry if i smell bad.." as to that he replied"its cool babe, im sure i smell bad too."then he hugged me, i got a pictre although his hands covering half my face, ill post it on here when Dan uploads up onto facebook.I then got kicked out as i was under 18 and it was 11pm! Oh wow.my mom told me not to come home past midnight, seeing as im ment to be grouded, ^^The gig was at...

i was just wondering if anyone else feels the same when they reilise that they can never get back the past they had with their bestfriends?What are you supoesded to do, When your too in love to "let it go?"I havnt seen him in 7 months since you moved and i still miss you as muchg as the day you left. idont think anyone understands just how im feeling right now.yeah my other friends miss him too,...

soooo, i am slightly hungover and bored.so it seems a perfect time to do a journal thing.'coz for though of you who left the party at Sadies last night and dont know what kicked off, here it is.we all went to a party last night, and some of us got complely smashed, well, most of us. it actually was a sikk night, until some dick'eds robbed off with Gaz's faggs, then hell kicked off,haha.Matt who at...

Heyy Peoplee,So soryy i havnt been on her in agesss!I think its safe to say that i am in a lot better place now, than i was before. Everything just felt to much and like i couldnt go on, but now about a year later, after many trips to the doctors and counseler, things are starting to get better.So i just wanted ti write a quick journal, to let any of you guys that might be currently sufferig with...

So i know that most of my friends read this and to some who dont.I Just needed to get this off my chest.Im sure you know who you are...1. I Hate You. I Hate The Way You Used Me, And All the other girls in tha past.I Dont even know why i went out with you after what everyone else had told me. I Wanted to belive,to belive in you. Belive you where diffrant. And we were ment to be happy together but i...

Heyy guys,So i havnt wrote a jounral in awhile.I Just need to up date on the last few weeks of the hoildays.So i broke up with Connor then i went out with David,it was going really well untill about 4 weeks later he told me he had cheated on me with Holly. Who is a friend of ours.A use the term "friend" lightly.So i was disturut. As i really hadnt felt like this about anyone,ever.It sounds really...

Woop,Gay pride on Sturday,hence the title,anyways.I havnt done a journal on here for awhile so i thought i would fill you in with whats been happening.So im still with Connor,Things are getting a bit better with his friends.Hopefuly they understand now that i never ment to hurt anyone.But hes on hoilday at the moment,so i cant see him although i miss him quite terribly.Anyways so this weekend its...

Heyy Guys...Ahh so today has been...Erm...Fun....I guess you could say.Well this moring strted off normal.Like any other.I was in form and Calum turned to me & Hayley and jokingly said."I dont want to go to tech.." So we didnt.Me & Calum walked out the gate (We could fake a note in out planners on Monday - easy.) whilst Hayley went into tech to get registered,so aleast she would be marked...

Hey Guys,So i wasnt at school today beacuse i was "ill".But i mean there is vallied oint to why i wasnt at school,its not like i skived off just for teh sake of it.1.I did feel slightly sick when i woke up.2.I had P.E first lesson,in the cold,in shorts,in winter !!3.Jess is in Vaga at the monet so i would be stuck with Hayley,pretending to be my friend then leaving me and backstabbing me as soon...

Hey,So Im Sitting here in English ,period 2.First Peroid i had Cross Contry....Greeeet.Now im all wet and cold and my feet hurt and i have no tie and i have new shoes and they hurt my feeet........Anyway I just had to say that,So im going to the doctors again tomorrow.I didnt make a journal on last week,thinking about it,but anyway....Grrhhh,I hate doctors.Theres so annoying,theres nothing wrong...

Hey,So I'm sitting here in Class and i deiced to a Journal on my favorite bands right now.(They change alot!!)1.Tokio Hotel - Through the monsoon.2.Metro Station - Kelsey.3.Wednesday 13 - Bad Things.4.Nickelback - Gotta Be somebody.5.Cobra Starship - Hollaback Boy.As you can see i have a very wide taste in music but i just thought that while i like them i may as-well make a journal on them.All...

Hey Guys,So last night i went to the Kerrang tour,It was hard getting there,as we went on the bus into town.But at the last minute two of my other friends decieded that they wanted to come also.So there was;Me,Hayley,Jess,Grace,Emma,Ben and Dan on the bus!It was really funny as we met two 16 year old boys on the bus and they promised to show us were rock city was if we went to see there band play...

Hey GuysLast night was so fucked up:I took 17 PainKillers,I diecovered Cobra Startship !Have 4 Cups of coffee..Lol and i didnt die!I relise that last night i was upset and stuff,it was really stupid of me to take that many Pain Killers...God im so glad that my friend had told me to stop it coz i might have been in Hospital right now if it wasnt for him.So yeah im ok and everything just to let you...

New years Resaloutions:They are unforfilled promises to yourself,To be a better person or to get more exersize,we all know that we wont be able to keep them.Yet somehow we all still mangae to m ake them...<b.My New Years Resolutions1.To try and be nicer to my family,even though they dont deserve it.My Mum esachally shes not all that bad.3.Try and be more sane around people that dont know me.And...

Hey !So there is so much that i need to update you guys on,But you know..its monday and im in clas (as normal) so i really dont want to keep writing and droning on at everyone.So TWILGHT was awsome,i liked the books better but the film was ok,i guess.I expected Edward to be much "hotter" i guess.So anyway twilight aside,my Christamas was awsome i got Rock Band (i think its Gutair hero) its really...

Ommgggok so On Sunday i went to see that best band ever !AKA Fall Out Boy ! ! !Ok so i was REALLY exited coz i went with my two best friends,Jess and Tasha...Tash is my sister but i dont live with her so shes like my best friend...So we were right at the front,our seets were in the second block but then no one was sitting there and so we decided to move down a few rows so we were RIGHT at the...