So I came to rant again this time because I can't sleep. This happens to me a lot I don't seem to have a sleep pattern. I just fall asleep at anytime but still manage to get up at decent times. Or not either way I am sleep deprived I think I got myself accustomed to sleeping with the TV on. That it helps me sleep like the noise from it sooth me but when it's off I find it hard to sleep with out...

Well its been a while since my last post on this site I have been doing other things on other site. I am still on its just that I am using mostly drafts my imagination doesn't seem to take breaks. When I get an idea for a story the first thing I get is my smartphone hope onto Mibba and go straight to drafts and type away that new idea! So I was reading my old entries and I was like 'My goodness I...

So one of my best friends who is a guy is madly in love with me he told me more then one time that he loved me.But me being stupid pushed him aside he now that I am in high school and he is one year older then me our friendship is still really close even though I know he loves me.I haven't told him that I like someone else but see what about the someone me and him act like friends.But see I think...

Have you ever bin hit with a song that you haven't listen to in a long time and when you listen to it changes you? Well I have bin hit with some old bands that I haven't listen to in a long time they changed me in some way. I know all songs have meaning to them and when you go look up the meaning of that song it either makes you sad,happy, or laugh.Like when the meaning hits you it is like an idea...

Okay a started high school last week I was a loner walking the halls till I met some of my old friends.I still felt like a loner because I didn't know there frineds sure I have some old friends there from my old middle school but it still felt weird.I feel like I was a loner with them I was like the black sheep that didn't belong with the white sheeps and the other black sheeps I felt out of...

Okay my family is keeping under close watch thanks to damn journal that I wrote when I was 11! That journal wasn’t supposed to see the light of day! I hide it from everyone but I guest my grandmother found it. She thought it was my eight-year-old cousin journal well his mom thought he wrote what I wrote. When they found out it was mine all hell broke lose! They told my mom and she got really...

Okay I have the Green Day CD it's really good I love the song Peacemaker. It's a song that I never thought it would mean something else.But it always makes me think what happen the this world?Why is there some much killing going on?People dieing from hunger I always thought when I was little girl there was nothing bad in the world. But as the years went by I was DEAD wrong as my eyes open more and...

I'm sick with the cold and all during school I just wanted to jump around. My nose is ranning my ears are pluged but I still feel like dancing to a happy song and skipping around.Which I did during lunch when the bell rang I start dancing to music in my head. I was listening to Dead by MCR and started dancing to my class. My friend saw me dancing because she was walking with she was talking and I...

For the few weeks I have bin crying myself to sleep.I don't now why but it helps me sleep I listen to my ipod so I could sleep. I listen to Desert Song by My Chemical Romance that song make me cry like a baby.I played that song at my grandpa's funeral I would always fell an emptiness in my heart.I try to stop listing to that song but I never could the part in the song that goes 'I can see you...

Okay I'm just asking who makes a good vampire? Because lots of girls think Edward from twilight makes a good vampire. Because one of my friends think he makes a good vampire but I think Gerard way make a very good vampire.So who makes a good vampireGerard Way ( He can bite me!)OrRobert Pattinson(Really don't even get near me.)there is also other(Mostly there is some one else who makes a good...

Happy New Years to all!I'm kind of happy it's almost new years for me because everyone is going to forget about the stupid things I did.Since I live in ca.Mostly what I'm happy is because my birth bay is coming up and I'm going to be four teen!Ha one more year closer to death XD.But why am I so happy is beacause after my birthbay I'm buying tickets to the Taste of Chaos tour.Haha with my birthbay...

Okay have you ever felt like one or two friends are fakes?Shit I have I feel like I never get the true friends and always get the fake.You feel sad aren't friends suppose to make you feel better?Not make you feel worse.Well I got on of those friends and man she makes me just want to scream in her face.I was always getting in fights with her and sometimes I feel like she is talking shit be hide my...

Man I hate toy spiders!I have a bad fear on spiders ever since I was a little girl.When I was small I went to a zoo.I loved going to the zoo I liked seeing all the animals but one thing that I had to be stupid enough to see was the bug house.That was a very bad idea but I was young and I wanted to see everything in the zoo.But when I got in the bug house it was a week for spiders and there was...

Okay I like on of my friends he is fourteen and man he is cute!He has the problems like me but he has them more worse.But to me he looks like a fun guy to hang out with but his brother poison his mind!Now he only talks about sex!Me and him use to fight as if we where going to kill each other!But he now only comes during fifth period the only class i have with him is p.e.That is when me and him...

Okay I love music so much!I grew up listening to music like techno,rap,pop,hip-hop,rock,and classical.But when I was small I loved listening to techno and rap.But techno was my favorite and still is.Every time I listen to techno I just was to jump out of my seat and start dancing to the beats. Rap music well...I stopped listening to it when they kept playing the same songs over and over again on...

Have you wonder if some where else in the world there was some one just like you?They don't look like you but they think and dress like you.They listen to the same music as you and have the same problems as you.Have you ever thought of that I have.That was bin bugging me non stop my whole life.I think some where else there is someone just like me.An what if you fine that person who is just like...

Okay sometimes I feel like I'm not me when I'm at school.Because sometimes I feel like am some else.I'm not crazy or anything but I'm saying that I just don't feel the same.Usually I would be saying something weird and random like I would say 'Chicken' out of no where.An all my class mate laugh at me for saying that.One of my friend see that sometimes I'm not me because she already nows me.She...

I'm sad on Christmas that is not normal!On Christmas I always use to be happy but I'm not.I guess Christmas is for me because I lost my grandpa and my only friend in December.I could remember since I was small.On Christmas I would go with my grandma and my grandpa to church and watch the play the church had about Jesus.I would sit in the middle of them and watch the play with great joy in my...

Okay like on November I got in trouble for drinking at school.My best friend brought the stupid bottel.I thoguht it was coffee because it looked like coffee I Took One Sip.And spit it out it tasted like shit.The my other two friends came along and drank like half the bottel.I don't know what got over me to drink but what ever it was I'm glad it was over.I was out of school for three days!Not that...