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The Girl Who Cried Rape
I wonder how many people would come to my funeral. I wonder how many people would mourn for me, would shed a tear at my untimely demise. I wonder how many of the people who turned their backs on me in my one moment of need would show up.
I wonder how many people would feel partially if at all responsible for my death, my sudden death. I wonder if they would realise in that moment that I wasn’t lying, that I wasn’t making up a story to excuse a drunken night of bad behaviour. I wonder if they would know they caused this.
But mostly I wonder if they would finally understand I was telling the truth.
I was born and raised in a small Louisiana town, where football is bigger than god and country. Football is the greatest thing to sweep my small town, and the players are put up on a pedestal so high that no one can touch them. They are hailed as being the best and nothing less simply because they can kick a ball and run fast. They are free from judgement and accusations.
I learnt that the hard way.
Their pedestal is so high that not even the accusation of rape can knock them down, trust me I know.
*** Chapter titles taken from All Time Low songs***
**Don't steal, I own characters, story line**
I wonder how many people would feel partially if at all responsible for my death, my sudden death. I wonder if they would realise in that moment that I wasn’t lying, that I wasn’t making up a story to excuse a drunken night of bad behaviour. I wonder if they would know they caused this.
But mostly I wonder if they would finally understand I was telling the truth.
I was born and raised in a small Louisiana town, where football is bigger than god and country. Football is the greatest thing to sweep my small town, and the players are put up on a pedestal so high that no one can touch them. They are hailed as being the best and nothing less simply because they can kick a ball and run fast. They are free from judgement and accusations.
I learnt that the hard way.
Their pedestal is so high that not even the accusation of rape can knock them down, trust me I know.
*** Chapter titles taken from All Time Low songs***
**Don't steal, I own characters, story line**
- I've Never Told A Lie And That Makes Me A Liar.
- I Still Hear The Rain
- My Heart Is As Cold As The Clouds Of Your Breath
- Don't Make This Easy
- Don't Waste Your Time On Me
- Forget About Me, It's What I Deserve
- My Words Are As Timed As The Beating In My Chest
- Call Me A Name
- Dressed To Kill
- If It Keeps You Around Then I'm Down
- Speak Up
- Keep My Conscience Clean When I Wake.
- There's An Aching In My Back
- I'm Restless
- More Than Just a Moment Of Truth Between The Lies Told
- And Memories Never Seem To Fade
- Cleaning Up The Messes That You've Made
- I Ditched The Car and Left You To
- It Hurts Too Much To Bare
- Throw The Bottle, Break The Door, And Disappear
- But I miss you
- I Can't Let You Go
- But From My Brain Is Where I Bleed
- When You Need Something More
- Even Good Love Has To Die
- Hearts Breaking Even
- But What's The Difference When You Beg For Love
- Be Careful Making Wishes In The Dark
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I'm So Afraid of Defeat
The Party: Part One -
Hold Me Now I Need To Feel Complete
The Party: Part Two - Note to My Readers