I’m starting a new chapter in life, one he’s not a part of. I’ve finally realized that it’s time I move on. I don’t want to, but I need to more than anything else. I may regret it, but at this time, that’s fine. Staying is hurting me more than he’ll ever understand. Moving on is going to be one of the hardest things I’ll ever have to do, but it has to be done. From now on, I’m...

Someone I held close to my heart committed suicide recently. I'm really struggling with the fact that someone I love, is gone. But more than that, I'm struggling with what I should feel. I'm broken, and I'm so upset about it, but then people keep on telling me that I should smile, and be happy. I understand that someone being sad isn't what friends like to see, but I mean, give me a break.I'm...

Let me start by saying; life is fucked up. Typical from a teenager right? Wrong. Most teenagers aren't going through what I'm going through. I know I know "things can always be worse", but, can they? Am I really lucky because my parents don't beat me and I have friends? I don't think so, because no one is looking at the rest of it. The family problems, the invisible abuse, the friend problems,...

My friend has lung cancer. I'm not sure if he's going to get chemo or not. Ever since I found out, I keep thinking about how much he deserves to live. I have always been willing to risk my life for people, but ever since I found out, I've been thinking about something...I want to give him my lungs. I want to die, so he can live.No, this isn't just a wish because I want him to live. It's not that...

I've been in love with what I consider to be the most amazing guy ever, for about seven months now. He's everything I've ever wanted and more. He's perfect in my eyes. I love his grey-blue eyes, his hair, his rare smiles, his hands, his body, his cheek bones, everything, but more than anything, I love his personality. Though other people may think he's a no good asshole and everything, I think...

It's hard to even think about everything I've gone through in just over a year. If it hadn't completely embedded my mind with the memories, I probably wouldn't believe it all. I honestly don't know how I've made it through everything that's happened. I don't want people to feel bad, I'm simply talking about it because I honestly don't think I can keep it in anymore, or I'll do something horrible...

I know I'm not perfect, and I'll probably be the farthest from it. I can be the biggest bitch in the world most days, and I really don't care what people think. I never think about what I say before I say it, which is a horrible idea, but I don't care. The fact of the matter is, that whether I am perfect, or a total low life scum, I'll still be happy, even when everyone realizes I'm worth...

These are my goodbyes to all the people that have left me alone. I loved them all, no matter what. I will never be the same without them, but no matter how much it's going to hurt, it's time I let them all go. I can no longer hold on and continue wishing they are here with me, when it's killing me. It's not healthy, and I know that's not that they'd want...so I'm moving on. If there is a heaven...

I'm so sorry about everything...so so sorry. You will never know just how horrible I feel... but I don't want you to think there's a lot of things wrong with you...because there's not. Really, honestly, there isn't at all. In fact, though you may have a few flaws, which everyone does, they just add to the list of things that are amazing about you:1. Kind2. Caring3. Loyal4. Fun5. Sweet6. Smart7....

I know I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, and I can never take them back, because no matter how much I can regret them, the wounds impacted my them are going to stay forever. I realized something today though, and I think it's one of the hardest things I've ever had to admit. I know I'm not perfect, hell I'm really far from being even remotely close to perfect. I do really stupid things,...