oh my god, you guys. i was traumatized last night/this morning. like, i thought i was going to die. i was legit crying. like... i swear to god i had a miniature heart attack.yesterday, i took 3 concerta, 4 ritalin (20mg per), 9 benadryl, and then drank about 9 heavily caffeinated beverages. this was at about noon yesterday... now, i was recently clean for about 75 days, so, obviously, my tolerance...

I would like to start this journal with a question: why the fire truck is Kreay wearing a Chicago Blackhawks necklace in the Gucci Gucci music video when she says in the song that she's representing Oakland? Please explain, 'cause I'm totally confused.I think, once I get all of my contest entries written, I'm going to write a Kreayshawn one shot. Like, seriously. I have such a crush on that woman....

I'm on my phone, so please excuse any stupid typos..Okay. So. I used to have two stories, both of which only had a single, short chapter posted from months ago... I know a lot of people liked what I had posted, but, I just... lost every single little hint of muse that I had for either of them. Thus, "Vincent." and "Another Missed Call" have been deleted, and there's pretty much no chance of either...

hi. for those of you who don't know me, my name is rosary, and i'm addicted to cocaine. now, just recently, i had 74 days clean and sober... then, i relapsed on ritalin, and i felt horrible, but it felt amazing. i was sitting in my bed last night, and i couldn't sleep, and i was thinking a lot about my relapse. and then, i had this... epiphany-ish thing: the reason i keep relapsing is because i...

oh hello. i haven't been on here in ages, but i'm getting back into writing, so i decided i'd finish my stories on here because, well... i love it here. anyway, that's not what this journal is about. this journal is about my addiction... and about my relapse. i need help. anything i can get. just please, please, please do not just be rude. i feel shitty enough already.for those of you who have...

ohhello. so, you guys, i have this friend named lloyd, and she used to have a mibba before she got banned for having a picture of weed on her layout. but, anyway! lloyd owns the complete works of the brothers grimm, and she's decided to take all 215 of the stories in there and write a one-shot based on every single one of them. well... besides the ones she doesn't understand or that won't...

H I would like to start out by saying that I'm writing this on my phone, so please excuse any stupid typos. This is just going to be a quick little ramble... First things first!I have a good friend named Lloyd, who used to have a mibba before she was banned for having a picture of weed on her layout. Anyway, Lloyd still makes basic html mibba layouts when she's bored. For instance, she coded my...

so, i figure i get bored a lot, and i figure that it'd be cool to get to know some mibbians, so, when i get ridiculously bored, i'll post 15 facts about myself. i know, most likely, no one will even read this. but, whatever. xD1. my initials are r.g.l.2. i love plaid shirts3. i refuse to eat at hooter's4. i've dated a transgendered person5. i love my ass. i have a ghetto booty. ;D6. i have a short...

so, if you read my first journal, you know that i just got out of rehab. i was sent to rehab from the hospital after overdosing on coke. i kind of just want to get out all this shit, but i'll make it short so you don't have to sit here and read my entire life story. so, here goes:i started snorting coke when i was thirteen, so, i did coke for about three years. i mean, i did other drugs, too, but...

kay, so... i'm going to start a story called "another missed call", and it's going to be a travis mills (t. mills) fanfiction. it started out as a one shot, but i decided i wanted to develop it further. basically, there's this girl, runa devine, and she is a drug addicted, anorexic, bi-polar high school drop out. runa works for a sex line so she can manage to pay for her dump of an apartment. but,...

kay, for those of you who i talked to on here, you may have noticed that i randomly disappeared for about a month with no warning not long after joining. this is because i overdosed on cocaine and was sent to a thirty day rehabilitation center, aka, rehab.i don't really feel like writing about it right now, but i'll post a journal about it sooner or later.i'm pretty much just posting this so that...