Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance.Right now I'm stuck between Denial and Depression. I, and many others, recently lost a very good friend. Cripple (his nickname) was killed in a roller over on Sunday night. He was such a good friend. I still can't believe this is happening.I went to school with him, I even graduated with his brother from high school. Cripple was such a good guy...

It's been two years since I've been on Mibba, and my goodness did it change. Not complaining, looks better actually.Apart from that, I've made some major changes in my life. I'm graduating with my Vet license soon, and I've moved to the best city I know in Texas, I'm living my life and I honestly couldn't be happier. Well, that's now. A few months ago, I hit the lowest I've ever hit in my life. I...

Merry Christmas everyone! It's just christmas eve here and Im loving the laughter coming from my uncles living room and the baking from the kitchen, it's amazing and I love my family. I haven't spent Christmas with my Dad's side of the family in a really long time. Ten years to be exact. Seeing some family for the first time since I was 9 and some I haven't seen since I was three months old. Well...

This weekend my high school celebrated 100 years! It was great to be back with all fellow ex-students and to be with my best friends again. What was awesome was playing in the ex-student volleyball tournament! My team won, naturally haha. But I had fun.Aside from that, I've been super stressed and I have no idea how I coped with it in high school. I was just as busy then as I am now in college. So...

I'm sick...and it sucks and I want to kill some people for making me sick! My throat is on fire, my head is pounding and my nose is getting stuffy...I hate the flu!So anyway, yesterday I went to a softball game that lasted a gazillion hours, didn't finish until 3 am. Weird huh? So right now my family, (tired from last night) is cooking a storm because the Cowboys play tonight! GO COWBOYS! I'm a...

So I was reading some of the poems I've posted on here since I've joined (don't read them their lame XD) Anyway, they are pretty damn sad. What the hell? Some don't make sense, but when I read them I can just remember how I felt when I wrote them. Wow. So to my friends who let me get that way...what the hell? lol just kidding. It wasn't your fault I decided to become a whiny bitch who expressed...

So throughout high school, I spent locked in my room, every now and then my parents would let me out for some fresh air. Other than that, my nose was in the books and I had no life. Wasn't my decision, I wanted to hang out with my friends, go to the movies on Friday nights, or just hang outside on nice spring evenings just chilling with some of my bestest friends. But they never let me.Since I...

So for a week I've been in New Zealand! And let me say, it was so much fun! I've never had this much fun before and the scenry is goregous here! For those who live here, you are so LUCKY!Anyway, Kyle and Trio both accompained me on this trip and we had a bunch of laughs and smiles, bunch of tours that were supposed to be quiet and all we did was laugh our asses off lol. Drinking age is 18 here and...

I trained all spring break for tennis, because I thought that I was going to get to play when we got back to school. So I get back, getting ready for the doctor's appointment that was going to make my senior year a blast!! But oh effin no!! The doctor called and said she wouldn't be able to take me in until the 30th of March. That's when tennis is coming to an end. I really hate my senior year...

So I was looking at all the upcoming releases and I see Gerard Butler's name next to Jennifer Aniston's. So I'm like , "Anything with Gerard, I'm up for it." The dude is insanely hot who makes me drool with the very site of him. He makes my heart beat furiously against my chest. God I love him. Anyway......So I see the preview to his new movie and it looks hilarous!! He's perfect for that movie,...

I have a really sore throat, so it's kind of hard to discuss things verbally with anyone.Anyway, has everyone heard about Brittnay Murphey? They ruled her death "accidental" Something that she was sick and took too much drugs, something like that. What do you think? I thought "Ok. Poor Brit." It's sad that she's gone, she was one of my favorite actresses, but her laugh always threw me off. I loved...

All week we have been setting up for a funeral. An ex-student passed away Monday afternoon of an infection. He had cancer too. The cancer was clearing up but he caught an infection, and from his body being so screwed over from all the radioactivity, his immune system couldn't fight off the infection and he died. Today the weather is cloudy and rainy. Usually I find days like this so peaceful and...

I'm really bored, so I just want to ask a random and overally asked question to all you people on mibba. Do you beleive in ghosts? I do. I know this will sound...what's the word...damn...well stupid? But I live in a haunted house. I'm not seeking attention or anthing but I can feel when something is watching me. Who knows it might be a bug...or a mouse...or one of my dogs. Who knows? But it gives...

I have the most stupidest coach ever! Oh my god! My fellow classmates will agree with me. I mean when it comes discussing sports like NBA, NFL stuff like that she's pretty kick ass to talk too. But when she's in school she tries too hard to earn people's respect. NO ONE respects this chick, I mean she cries to her mom and dad (who work with the school) when someone tells her to do something....

Saturday morning I woke up with a stupid tickle in my throat. I knew what that was, I'm getting sick again. So then I roll over on my stomach and my dog screams in pain, when I pull my blankets over he's lying right next to me looking at me like I'm a fucking idiot for not realizing he was right thereSo I walk to the bathroom supply myself with a handful of cough drops and start my day. I clean my...

So I woke up this morning.......feeling great and finaly got in some sleep. I began my day by putting on some music, I danced and sang along to all my songs on my Ipod. So I check my email......and load behold is a message from someone I used to hate. So I thought, "Wow....awesome." I read the email and it goes on and on about life. Then he says something that really throws off my day. "That was...

I finally found him. I can’t stop smiling or laughing, this is all so new to me. I sit on the floor and he wraps his arms around me, I drop my head back and feel his cheek on my head. I can feel his heartbeat against my back; it beats unevenly and very fast, just like mine. He twines his fingers with mine; I stare at our hands amazed on how warm they feel. I blink my eyes, and now he’s...

So when I was ten years old Harry Potter put a spell on me and captured my attention. Then when Twilight came out I read the books and fell madly in love with Edward (Of course). For three years my obsession with twilight has made twilight lovers hate twilight. I couldn't seem to get enough of those books, and like any other teenager girl here I couldn't but help compare my self to Bella.Then...

Sorry about the delay, summer came and it was busy busy busy!!!so to all my subcribers out there, i've posted three new chapters to the story and will post more later. When I had time this summer I sat down and wrote the rest of it out. Just two days ago I was able to finish the whole thing. Now i'm working on part two called "Shake: Complicated."thanks to the people who just stop by to read it...

So today is the the last day on Mibba........for a while anyway. I have to turn in my computer back to the school -since it's ending- I will continue my days on here, but it won't be as much anymore. I have a stupid job this summer at the most hated place near my town. GIR.So i'll be on every saturday and sunday, maybe sometimes during the week, but that's a little possiblilties. So in the...