I really haven't written anything about myself for a very long time. I haven't done much to better my writing abilities at all, whether I'm creating characters, or complaining about day-to-day life (which really shouldn't be complained about.)I've been busy lately-- so unbelievably busy-- and though now I'm married and pregnant, I have yet to be domesticated. In fact, after moving with my husband...

Should I start small and build up? Yeah, I think that sounds like a good idea. Well, I got my third tattoo, at long last :D My first one is boring. It's a little lightning bold on the side of my neck. My second is on the inside of my left wrist, and says "Mad as a hatter". But this one.... This one... GAH. I can't stop staring at it. I love it. It's on my right forearm and it's got the 28:06:42:12...

I had the bomb dropped on me Saturday night. I saw it coming, but that doesn't mean that there was any less of a chance that it would shatter everything. The Doctors told me, last year when I was diagnosed with Leukemia, that there wouldn't be much time. It was just a time bomb. So here we are, nearly fourteen months after the first tests, standing at the end of the tunnel. I don't see the light...

Hey, guys, I haven't updated TBT in forever, and I feel bad about it. I've been getting messages asking me to keep it going, and I promise I'm working on it. I started chemo and radiation again and it's making me sick :/I should have some kind of new chapter by the end of the week.Thank you for all the prayers and things you've been filling my inboxes with. It makes me so happy to know (well, sort...

People have seemed to be very interested in hearing what life is like living in and out of the oncology ward, and being pricked with needles, hooked up to machinery, and eating jelly day in and day out.Obviously, everyone in the place would rather be home, instead of seeing all the sick people being shipped in, and sent down. Three people have passed on while I've been here in the past couple of...

So, if you're reading this, and you have no idea who I am, I wouldn't be surprised. I don't have much of an impact on things. I'm normally the one that people impact themselves.i suffered a major blow earlier today. I was diagnosed with leukemia last year, and after chemotherapy, and losing all my hair, I'd gone into remission. I wasn't cured, I wasn't safe, but for the moment, I was healthy, and...

OneI was out to dinner tonight with my family, and my grandmother was coming to meet us. She's in her seventies now by a few years, and after my grandad died, she's become somehow of a slut. She always dates people, we call them her "manfriends" because they are definitely no longer "boys", and then dumps them after a few nice dates out to dinner and a show, or whatever it is old people do.She's...

Well, Mibbians, I am finally back after a long hiatus of doing nothing. This may not be too exciting to any of you, but I've come back with a new story about the Maine, which seems to be the only subject I've ever had successfull stories with.But not that it matters.Anyways, other than shamelessly plugging my new story... YOU SHOULD TOTALLY CLICK THIS LINK!...I've been home sick with strep, and...

I haven't said much about what's going on lately with my friends, my cancer, or well, anything. So I figured if I need to let it go, why not do it on the internet? Yeah, right. That's legit. For sure.Friends/Etc.Giovanni and I are still together, and it's been... six months today, actually. Whooooop!Roxxy and Wee Ember are both still healthy, though my best friend and I haven't talked in...months....

It's day sixteen, and I'm back in Bucharest, back in my hospital gown, and the same flannel pants that I've been wearing in this goddamned hospital room. I know it's gross to be wearing the same pants for about a week at the time.Oh, well.No one's visited me since I got here, so I don't care if my hair is one monsturous cowlick, or that my nail polish is chipped to shit.I've never lost faith in...

OMGSH!I went to the Fall Out Boy/ Hey Monday/ Cobra Starship/ All Time Low/ Metro Station/ Al Kapone concert in Cleveland last night, and I've got some very interesting stories to tell you all.1). I met this guy, who looked like a tranny, but he was an uglier version of Jack Black with dyed red hair, and sparkly gold eye make-up. He was next to us in the "mosh pit" that Trace Cyrus demanded me...

I'm watching Rob & Big.Mini Horse is eating an ash tray, and "smells like a dirty cigarette! Look at his dirty face!"I just wanted to let every one who's been asking that Little Ember, Roxxy's daughter, is doing fine. She had pneumonia, or however you spell it, but she's doing fine now. We threw her a pointless party, and she tried banana pudding for the first time. She threw it up all over my...

I have an interesting story for you...It happened today in my Art Techniques class, at about noon-ish this morning? I don't quite remember when, but this was the conversation.Raea-- She's nuts. She's loud, she's abrasive...She's quite hillarious, but that doesn't cloud the fact that she's nuts.Flanhalf-- Mr. Flanhalf is my balding AT teacher. He sweats a lot, and he's got freckles on his bare...

Okay, so I don't have much time to give you a little update on the life of Ember Thai Artenie. I'm sure you're riveted with excitement. Hell, you might even be on the edge of your seat for this, but don't worry. I won't be able to tell if you're like 'hmmph'.I was admitted to the hospital. Just diabetic stuff. No big deal. I got the cast off of my hand as well, so typing is now a hell of a lot...

Roxxy fell down a flight of stairs this morning, and when we took her to the emergency room...the doctor said that her baby will survive was about a 17% chance of making it out alive.Little Ember [the baby] really needs our prayers, so if you're reading this...Please keep Roxxy and her daughter in your heart. Roxx loves her, and now she's risking losing her. She's not far enough along to premature...

OH MEIN GOTT! I don't know if any of you knew, but about seven months ago, I applied for this art college, because I graduated high school when I was sixteen, and I got EXCEPTED!I'm freaking excited! AHHHHH!This journal is going to be really short, because I only have one more thing to add...Roxxy's pregnant. She's seventeen...and pregnant. Gah. My heart goes out to her, but now she's trying to...

I'm sure most of the people who are reading this have been a treadmill at least once in their lifetime, but has anyone actually fallen off of one?I have. I'm willing to admit it.So in my poor attempt to get my lazy butt in shape for the new sport's season, I've been running like a maniac, and eating like Christie Alley on Jenny Craig.I've been doing push-up, and squats, and jogging, and jogging,...