I'm a failure. A complete failure.I've been on the edge of falling back into an old habit. Cutting. And yesterday I failed, and did a number on my leg. But it felt so right.Yesterday I decided I was done being ignored by my first boyfriend. I didn't want to be with someone who "didn't want to talk to me" He starts telling me about family trouble he's been having. And I feel bad, I really do. But...

The scars on my arm are gone, the scars on my legs are fading. I should be happy, so why is it that part of me misses the lines?April, I haven't cut since April. The memories of my mother finding out still hurt. Her telling me that it was stupid. That I was being stupid, that I was just doing it to be cool, still hurts. Instead of the comfort the understanding I needed from her I got the opposite....

PipxDamienPip: Oh, good day Damien, my name is Phillip, but everyone calls me Pip because they hate me.Damien: Then I will call you Pip.Pip: Right-o.Only I would become obsessed with two characters from South Park. Well not only me, there is a lot of fan art, but sadly a lack of stories, or at least on mibba. Granted who wouldn't love the son of Satan paired up with a lonely British boy.I swear I...

I Danielle Kelly am 13 and I just had my first kiss today, Saturday June 19.And I'm disappointed with it. I thought first kisses were supposed to be these romantic magical moments in a girl's life. But it was nothing like that at all.We were standing next to a smelly creek. With some stray dog following us and eating leaves, quite loud too. He had to ask me, and I really didn't feel magical at...

I'd like to start to this journal with some not to negative news. Just to prove I'm not a whiny bitch like all my other journals would suggest.I've been listening to Billy Talent for all two weeks straight and have now decided they are my new favorite band. Nothing to Lose, River Below, and Standing in the Rain are my fave songs.My 14 year old friend who is sadly a whore is now pregnant. Not...

Happy April Fools!No one tricked me. For once the fact that on one really knows me came in handy. But i tricked two of my friends. Although the prank was really weird. I told them that my mother was sending me to a hospital because she thought i was going to try to kill myself( don't worry I'm not)Loves a bitch, especially when the person you care about doesn't even know your alive. And when...

Something happened to me the other day that made me start thinking.I was in line at breakfast the other day when this girl taps my shoulder. She asked a really weird question "Can I see your face?" I turn around because i just thinking What The Hell? And she just starts laughing and so do her friends.So when I sit down I tell my friends, one of them asks " Who was it describe her to me?" I didn't...

Well let's see, I have been called an ass twice a bitch once and I think a whore. Not really sure about the last one it could have been something else. And all my this from my "loving" mother. She gets in these moods where it like she wants to see how much she can piss me off and make a scene and problem where there is none. My mother just loves the drama. It started this morning like 5 minutes...

Okay heads up this is a self pity journal and if u don't care then don't read.I really don't ask for much in life. I have never really had a boyfriend, but that never bothered me much before. Of course that is before I met him.We shall call him T. T is in 7th grade I am in 8th, which would have made it a little bit hard for me to know him but we have theater arts together which is my fave class....

Okay Nickelodeon's hit show Avatar the Last Air Bender is something I fell in love with when it first came out. So of course I'm really excited when I hear they're turning into a movie. That is until i found out more about it.The first thing is the director, M. Night Shyamalan. He directed pieces of shit like The Lady in The Water and The Happening. Two of the worst movies EVER!!!!! Well the movie...

As we all know summer is coming to it's end. Time for back to school shopping and all that good money wasting stuff. Well I'm on the poor side of life so my mother doesn't have the money to go out and buy me a whole new wardrobe as some parents do for their children. My mother bought me 8 new and very cute tops. Nothing to do with gangs, death, or sex shirts that most school dress codes would...

Ha there i said it! And i know there will be a bunch of crazy fan girls after me for saying it. I know it and i don't care, it is something i feel i really need to say. I am sick and tried of hearing about them.It's like every where you look you see the Jonas Brothers. Really they are nothing special, they are not even that good looking.If they weren't famous and rich they wouldn't have dates....