She's still in the hospital BUT completely woken up from the coma, no more hullicinations, and best of all, Her Kidneys are half working, but atleast there no longer shut down. I've been talking to her a lot on the phone lately, and I went and saw her for the first time in a month yesterday at the hospital, Its good to see her laugh and joke around again. I don't feel like the sky is falling...

So, An update I suppose. Hard to write when these tears won't stop falling. It's been almost a week or so since she went in now, and she's still not much better. Her kidneys had shut down on her a couple days ago (As far as he knows their back up and running.She's waking up now, But when she is awake... She hallucinates... She sees PEOPLE. They're now testing for aneurisms... I looked it up on the...

Shes had a stroke... they think anyway.She's been out since 7pm last night... she hasn't woken up yet. Her sugar was 40 and she's a diabetic... :SI love you mom.. Please wake up!I don't think I've ever felt like sad in my life... I'm more then sad.. I'm down right depressed. I love my mom with all my heart and I dont want anythign bad to happen to her :'(I'll let you all know when she wakes up :(...

Have you ever felt like you were torn in two? One part of you loving your husband, Living with ease and the other part...So dead and lost feeling, hurting and trying to get to that other person.He's my bestfriend, Although we are so much MORE then that. We do more then flirt... Do more then just care about each other. I need him like I need a heartbeat.. Like a lung needs air!I thought that when I...

GOOD MORNING! lmaoI'm AWAKE! :DSo, What are your plans today?Mine:ShowerMorning walkbabysittingLUNCH!more walking,Reading a bitMORE WALKING lol.Yes, I have started back up my diet! :D I am determined to lose weight so I can get pregnant! (I'm diabetic.. I can't get preg until the doctor gives the go ahead!!)I still cannot believe I am up so EARLY :DI'm so ready to get out their and have my morning...

I don't update anymore.. Hm.Well, Lifes okay, I'm still married, still working on my diabetes ALTHOUGH I am no longer on insulin but back onto pills (Happy dance?)I got rejected by the Welfare agency for my request to return back to school (They want to help us find jobs, But won't let us get an education so we can do so?) They said I could go back on my own, But I couldn't receive benefits to...

I have an older sister who's Bipolar, And for years now I have seen some signs of this behavior in my little brother.I knew that eventually, Someday he would turn out to be like her.He got his cell-phone taken away this morning for texting at 2AM in the morning, My dad's one of those guys who doesn't allow computers, Cell-phone etc at night when your sleeping.My brother got mad and decided to run...

So I go into my appointment today, And about 10 minutes in he says "So you've been taking fast reacting insulin AND slow reacting insulin every morning, Is that correct?" My mind went completely blank!NO! That is NOT correct, What was this fool talking about? So I asked."No, I've only been taking slow reacting insulin before bed" I told him"And breakfast too" He said"No, Just at night!" I...

She's gone... My husbands cat is GONE :'(. She might not of been mine, but out the three years I've known him, I've grown attached to her... She had a heart disease... and had to be put down. I miss her... We got a new kitten... two actually... But it's not her... It's.... It's different, Their different. I''ve cried most of the day... Does this make me a baby? Maybe. I don't care though... I will...

So, as many of you know tomorrow is "moving day" Yes folks, it's finally here! YAY :) I'm so excited to be into my apartment, and have all my boxed up things back lmao.Today isn't such a happy day though, The pharmacy messed up on my insulin and gave me insulin developed for a syringe.. not a pen -_- some people are so friggen stupid!TOMORROW, TOMORROW... TOMORROW!Bad news time: I won't be getting...

I need to check my sugar four times a day, to insure I don't have a low blood sugar attack, and yesterday my sugar was 6.9... that's PERFECT, I felt so great and I wasn't tired or thirsty or sick, it was like I wasn't even diabetic. I could actually enjoy doing things I love for once, I even had a glass of beer (Which I normally can't do because my sugar skyrockets)It's not just the great sugar...

Have any of you heard the song "I hope you dance" by Lee ann Womack? You should really consider listening to it.It's about taking chances in life, Not giving up and always giving it your all. It's an amazing, Inspirational song, especially if your upset or stressed.When Danika and Kyra grow up, I hope they listen to this song!Speaking of Kyra, She's back from the hospital now guys and healthier...

My three month old sister Kyra is in the Hospital. While drinking her bottle she made a small sound then stopped breathing and her eyes rolled back into her head, She acted as if she'd been drugged, and It scared the living day lights out of me.. I almost passed out from worry and I literally felt sick to my stomach thinking that something bad could happen to her,She was fine though when the...

My computer is broken, completely BROKEN! I hate this, I have every book i've ever written on here! We're getting rid of the computer if it keeps messing up like it is.Also, My doctor told me my fasting level was 8.9... that\s high.. I think I need to start working on ME, And stop being on the computer so much. I'll be back, I can promise you that!! But for now... I'm taking a small little...

My best online guy friend and I have been friends for 3 years, Through all the fights and hateful words, I've never doubted our friendship, Up until recently that is.He's the kind of guy who is (or was) always there for you, no matter what. He'd help you through anything.I recently became bestfriends with his friend from Ohio, Alisa. Before then, Chris had never complained to me about her, and now...

I'm bored with my username, I'm really looking for a change, Any suggestions?? I'm open to all suggestions.Anyway, Since a journal must have 100 words, I'm gonna do some useless chatter. I'm going to be changing myself for sure tomorrow, Steady dieting, always a smile on my face, Writing AGAIN and for GOOD! Composing Poems once more as well!I love Martina McBride... There's this song called "She's...

So, I haven't written anything since the Erotica I decided to write. I think the reason I get writers block is because I keep wanting to go back to the vampire-romance novels I USED to write, I really wanted to break away from that, So I wrote "Ginger" A basic everyday love story, become bored with it since there was no.. action?That's my problem I think, Boredom.I get bored easily, very easily,I...

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So today I'm going to do something a little bit different, I want to know your favorite recipes, songs, and health sites. You've all seen MY opinions, recipe choices and playlist, Now I'm eager to see what you guys like or dislike :)GOOD LUCK TODAY GUYS, IT'S DAY FOUR!Remember that you can always go back into older mibba diet journals and re-read them if you need ideas or want to do some extra...

SITES:http://www.sparkpeople.com/resource/fitness_articles.asp?id=1638http://www.sparkpeople.com/resource/motivation_articles.asp?id=503DAILY RECIPE:SAUTEED CHICKEN WITH CHERRY TOMATOESIngredients3 tbsp extra virgin olive oil1-1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts4 cloves garlic, chopped6 tbsp shallots, chopped3 cups cherry tomatoes1-1/2 tbsp ground oregano6 fl oz white wine1 tsp salt1 tsp...