I haven't been on here for real in a long time, aside from posting a story and subsequently logging off and not logging back on because all the changes are really hard to get used to. I remember when everyone was talking about updates happening and they never did and then one day after I had walked away from mibba for awhile I logged on and the changes had actually been made.I've been pretty...

I'll tell you dear, old mibba, I'm feeling scared lately if I'm going to be honest.I have a deep shivering at the very bottom of my heart and I can't shake it.I feel like I'm losing myself while at the very same time, I want to change. I'm feeling trapped within my own shortcomings. I am the kind of person that is unnoticeable and that terrifies me more than anything in the world.It means that I...

So I'm tired of bull.I'm tired of it. I'm ready to leave petty dramma behind and enjoy life. I'm so sick of worrying what everyone thinks about me.What if I do this wrong?What if this happens?BLAH BLAH BLAH it's all so boring. So uninteresting.I want to lead a life that they will teach in history classes. That's my new goal, live a life so amazing and interesting people will want to learn it, to...

Here's to life. It's beautiful and worth living.We go through it just surviving but where's the love, the fire, the fun in that? We should thank God or Zeus or who ever the hell put us here, because although originality is out of the question, life is the one thing that separates all of us yet brings us all together.It's a paradox. It's a harmful truth worded in a strange, unfortunate way that we...

There is something wonderful about being here. Really being here.It’s the difference between existing and living. The difference between stars and the moon. The difference between hearing and listening, looking and seeing, touching and feeling.It is living and it’s the stars. It’s listening and seeing and feeling. It is the hairs on your neck standing up at the cool breath whispering in your...

Okay so, I have a situation.My friend is setting me up on a "blind-ish date type thing," it's with her boyfriends friend and I really wouldn't be so awkward about it but I'm hanging out with the guy tomorrow with my friend and I'm nervous and weirded out a bit...But today after I got home from school my friend called me and the conversation went like this:"HEEYYY, what are you doing?""Uhm. I'm at...

This journal is dedicated to my love for Chad Sugg or Backseat Goodbye.His music is the kind of music that makes you dance down the sidewalk and smile real real big.I'm sharing this with you, because I think he's fantastic and should get more recognition for it and also because I know his music makes me feel like bad days don't matter so much anymore and I think that that's important for everyone...

Inspiration.The blissful helper and the vengeful force against all writers.When inspiration flows excited through our veins, there is no food, no sleep, no sound - nothing until our ungraceful attempt to bumble out words onto a piece of paper that only seems to be laughing at our effort to write small enough so that all our words can fit neatly and legibly onto the page.Inspiration turns us into...

I loaded a video to YouTube a little less than a year ago, and I decided to watch it today - I still haven't set any real New Years Resolutions besides have fun and go all out, but while I was watching it, I saw how ridiculously happy I was there - not to say that I'm not happy now, but I think things felt more simple then.It got me thinking though now as I look back on it, just a year ago life...

Why do we write? Why do I write?It's a question I find myself asking more and more as writers block slowly gnaws away at my creative mind. Why do we write?Why do I find that as the days go on, my need, my want to write increases, growing so large it feels as if my wind pipe is about to be closed off and will eventually result in my death?Others go about their lives feeling absolutely no desire to...

I write. It's part of who I am, it's what I do.Both my wrists are permanently damaged and are in extreme pain most of the time, because I write. I work through that pain, because it's part of who I am.It's what I love.People are put off by it."Whatcha up to?""I'm writing.""For school?""For fun.""Why?"I tell those people it's my passion, they don't get it, that's fine though - some day they'll read...

I'm in need of some good reading. Suggestions for stories on here, or in the real world are welcome.I'm up for anything original. Maybe a cute romance with an twist? I don't really know.Just anything goes.________________________________________________I'm so excited about the new year. I love it a lot, it's like a whole new beginning.For some reason I'm not going about saying "This years going to...

I just downed a small black coffee with caramel in it from Dunkin Donuts in a few minutes. Maybe 6.You might think that's strange... because for most people that's rediculous, for me it's kinda slow, well not for a hot coffee, but I have finished a large iced coffee in less time then that.I don't really like food all that much - I'm a drink person, like coffee, cider, soda, juice, WATER. My...

http://www.myspace.com/backseatgoodbyeThis boy makes me happy. His music, his passion, his lyrics, his FACE.I'm sitting here blasting his music so loud that my headphones are vibrating from the bass and the drums and I'm smiling like an idiot because I can just tell that he love what he's doing and it makes me happy.I think you guys should check him out. His name is Chad Sugg and he's super...

Dear Mibba,Today I drove into the city and on the way up, the sunset was breath taking, it looked like the sky was on fire. It was like the sun was melting into deep reds and tangerines and then finally to blue.For some reason this sunset made me feel relatively nostalgic, well the combination of that and the U2 pumping through my headphones.I looked at all the cars driving around, all the people...

It's the second day of NaNo and I'm already behind on my schedule. I'm at 2,116 words and I should be at 3,334 words.But the day isn't over yet. I confess, I completely blew off NaNo yesterday, THE FIRST DAY, despite that I do feel pretty good about this. It's not really what I expected to write, but I like it.I might upload it once I finish it.For some reason, my internet is being unbearably slow...

For NaNoWriMo I think I'm going to write 5 interweaving stories that are based solely on emotions.I see it as set in a Coffee Shoppe, with various people inside, because a coffee shoppe is just about the only place where no matter who you are, you end up - maybe you want tea or a yummy looking dessert that will make you feel like you gained ten pounds after finishing it or maybe your friend or...

You see, I used to think myself to be possibly and quite probably insane, but now I realize I am simply just a writer.We all have our strange rituals and our ridiculous idiosyncrasies that get us through those long chapters when all we are doing is rewriting things that you have already re-examined in your head so many times it's a second nature to you now. These idiosyncrasies make us seem...

Just as I had finally weeded out all the drama from my life this happens.I had a really great day, a friend of mine who I had a fight with and haven't been talking to for around a month talked civily and we where okay.I finally have a metting with my chemistry teacher so I can switch out of his class. I'm pretty sure my third failing quiz grade was enough to make my mom call and set that meeting...

I kind of want to go blonde. Which is a bit of a drastic change, as I haven't been legit blonde for a really long time.But I feel like blonde is really just what fits me right now.I do want your opinions though.Thats what my hair is now, just with worse roots. I really want to go blonde, but I don't want to damage my hair a lot more.I think that I'll start gradually lightening my hair until it...