You want to talk about my heart? Whats "really" inside that Jennifer Epervary? Wells whats inside is rubble of something that was once a beautiful city. It has been torn down for ages. For years. The happy people of it's once glass city, dead from the fire, from the hate from the shadow's or sorrow, which I left upon my self. Because once they torn me down, I was too dead to bring myself back up...

Thats what You get...I slept over Cassie's house, and Kate came. She wasn't all about her self, she was more cool. I felt happy for once in a while. I might be put on drugs, Anti-Depressants. I guess, Maybe, that'll help. I don't know. I feel okay know, I still feel nothing, it's quite confusing. I'm happy Calhi isn't my friend, or is pretenting to be. I know she hates me. Well Bitch, I HATE...

From hundreds of miles you cry like a babyYou plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm stayingI know I know I know, I'm still your loveHe doesn't understand does he? He sits there hating him, telling me that, his ass his, his. He told me he kissed her WHILE, oh yes While They were dating. He says that he's going to kill him for kissing her. But How can he hate him? So, he kissed her, what did she...

I love you as Much as I love RapOkay, so I was supposed to go to the Mall with Kate and Cassie, and this hot 8th grader Hayden. I waited about three hours for the call. I txted her four times. Then I just gave up, and deiced to screw it. So I was bored all day, no one wanted to go to this haunted house with me, every one had excuses. I can't because my mother's a bitch. That's the bes Excuse I...

Wondering was he really hereIs he standing in this room?No, he's notcause he's gone, gone, gone, gone______ gone.I guess I'm sad about that kid in my German class I liked. I don't talk to him any more, I mean I want to he's cool but, I don't know. I'll be awkward. I would be really awkward. I don't want to be friends with this one girl any more. I mean I don't know how to tell her, she's always...

Okay people I want signs. Like "I love you Signs". =D I want some. And I'll make a a Whole section in my profile where I'll put them! =D If you do I'll seriosuly love you forever. I'll even be nice enough to make you one! =D Just make me one *graawrr* And message them to meh! Pleasee? They could say, "I love KTHxBi" or they Can Say, "I <3 Jen Jen" I don't care, write "I love you" in a different...

I held myheartout on my handsI hold my heart out way to much. Why can't I just keep it in my chest, forever. Never let any one close, never let any one touch it or even look at it. Because every time I take my heart out, it some how becomes broken or cracked. I'm sick of feeling like shit all the time. I try to give my heart out to people but it always seems to be hurt after wards. I feel like...

Hey Mister DJYou gotta put a record onHey YeahI wannaD.A.N.C.E. TonightOkay so, I had a normal day, and she still didn't get off my back. And Anna over reacted a bit in English I think, but I might of gotten my facts wrong. I don't know, it's not my problem. But I do think she over reacts alot. But whatever. I was walking out of History and Up to my locker. I got my stuff and I'm walking with...

It takes Just one person push you off the______egdeAnd just push you off completely. Maybe it's not them, it's you. How much angery and hate builds up, how much builds up is amazing. The Irritation she wraps on me. Like a bug bite itching, continuously, but your hands are tied to the chair. You want to fucking itch it soo bad just so it can go away, the irritation, the annoyance would just go...

maybe, I need to see the daylightto leave behind this half-lifedon't you see I'm breaking downI'm soo emoty feeling. I have so much work to do. I have a German project due, which i didn't even start. I have to finish a bunch of math problems. And I can't focus at all. I just stop and frown, become empty inside. I can't stand to do anything. i feel sick and I just want to end everything, I mean i...

OmggOkay I had my Homcomming at my high school last night! And it was soo much fun! Though no one asked me, it was fun while it lasted. I had soo much fun. I went with Jessca, she was my date. And we raved soo fucking hard it was amazing! :D Most of the song were hip hop crap but it was totally, worth dancing. I danced with like three hot senior guys and chris this Sophmore that's friends with my...

goodbye to yougoodbye to youThe over Reactor. OKay so she walked in, talked to this guy. "Do you likehim?" "Yeah He's pretty Cute." Then she Tells her, "Yeah, he likes him!" Then she tells him, "I know some guy who likes you."And he knew it was him who liked him. So he tells me. "EW! he likes me!" So i asked him "Do you like like, him?" Then he said, "EW no!! I don't like him! GROSS!" "Well thats...

Cause jersey just got colder andi'll have you know i'm scared to deaththat everything that you had said to me was justa lie until you leftnow i'm hoping just a little bit strongerhold me up just a little bit longeri'll be fine, i sweari'm just gone beyond repairToday, was like anyday, I guess. But this past, I don't know weekend, My mother's parent's came for a visit. These Grandparent's are...

(Lyrics- Chris Daughtry)Now that it’s all said and doneI can’t believe you were the oneTo build me up and tear me downLike an old abandoned houseI went on the bus on the way home right? Well, it's kind of a shuttle bus to the middle school because they don't have enough buses for the middle school, or something queer like that. Bus I didn't notice that it was the guy's I like bus. But I don't...

And I don't understand why?Here are some reasons I think, the causing of my depression:+ We watched the 9/11 movie and i lived in Ny, and I thought i lost my dad. And plus I knew like 15 people that died.+Eric has been slamming me in to lockers brosing my arm+MY science Teacher is a bitch.+ My s.s teacher is a Rapist bitch.+The Guy I like is a jerk.+ My Dad has been away alot and We've been...

You: no he wants to piss me off by huging u but when he ttalks to u he is really talk to to u hes not doing anythingSo he hugs me to piss you off?He Hugs me just to get you Mad?And so he using me?But you still don't understand how much that breaks my heart?How much I give care into this boy but he just uses me in thanks?That breaks my heart.Yet you don't underrstand and rub it in my face?So you...

I had a sleep over with Nisssa and Alex(My sister's Friend) Carly. First wwe went to the movies, then watched Tv. I'm extremely tired and I can't seem to fall sleep again. Le Sigh:It's 6:43 in the morning and I'll talk to you if I wake up later.Jen Jen

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty faceThe kind you'd find on someone that could saveIf they don't put me awayWell, it'll be a miracleDo you believe you're missing outThat everything good is happening somewhere else?But with nobody in your bedThe night's hard to get throughAnd I will die all aloneAnd when I arrive I won't know anyoneWell, Jesus Christ, I'm alone againSo what did you do those three days...

I woke up this morning with something in my throut. It felt like a bug was crawling up my throut from y stomach, and it's been feeling like that all day. Gross...Today was a normal day, but i fell Asleep in the shower, thats not new. MY mother went to the doctors for surgery for her skin cancer. Hopefully this'll be the last time she goes.Now that I listen to, "You don't Know what Love is." By the...

From The Selection from the Stories I have on Mibba, I think i should clean out, get out the unliked and bring in the New. I need your help to try to see what stories people liked and stories people didn'tHere are my Stories: I'mNot OkayDEAD!Road Trip I Know a Girl, She Puts the Color inside my world.(Click links above)Read the storys and comment this Journal, only leaving the Tile of the Story...