Wow, its so crazy to look back and see how my life has changed over the last few years. And everything really has changed.I don't even know where to start... I no longer live with Jonathan, he broke my heart. I had a gut feeling that I was pregnant around the beginning September and pretty much ignored it all, and everything was perfect between us. We both had great jobs(plus he was working on my...

Apparently I've been updating this about the same time every year and this is my third year doing. Not that anyone really reads it anyway but it helps me when I feel like I can't be helped. So much has changed since last year. I'm not longer in college, I no longer live in Batavia, I no longer live in my parents house, I've lost friends that I thought I would have forever and I've gained...

About a year ago I posted a blog entry named, "If You Really Knew Me...",looking back and reading it now I remember how scared I was, not knowing what was going to happen to me. Its been over a year now, and I'm doing just fine. I've risen above the doctor's expectations of me and made new records with the things that I have done since that day. Less than a year after the accident I went white...

Hi, my name is Carrie, and If you really knew me you would know...I grew up as the youngest of seven children in a mixed family, though now, I have a seven month old sister. I was always over weight and got picked on all through grade school, I was always one of the boys and never really had any friends of the same sex. I played baseball with my brothers and their friends. At age eleven my...

Hello!I Need your help!Truth or Dare.Chaos and Lullaby!Never heard of Them?Well they are just getting started!They have a show that's called D*mn RegretThey need dares and truths.Chaos does mostly any dares that people leave.While Lullaby answers the truths.But, Chaos will answer some questions.The questions can be about anything, from sex to music, to Chaos and lullaby themselves.They need both...

People who say anyone deserves to die need to have a good dose of Karma.People have said that Jimmy Sullivan deserved to die.Not to mention the people that have said that Tyler deserved to die.And Mikey was born to get cancer and die.On the Jimmy subject, he did not kill himself. I'm sure he knew he was going to..you know, just look at the last song he wrote. I mean come on. But if one more person...

Hello lovely word of Mibba. How are you today?I'll start you off with this...Cinderella walked on broken glass.Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.Jasmine married a common theif.Ariel walked on land for love and life.Snow White barely escaped a knife.It was all about blood, sweat, and tears.Because love means facing your biggest fears.And now...dun dun...

Hello once again!I have a new story thing and i need your help.Do you have a secret you can't tell anyone, but need to get it off your chest?How about a wish you're afraid to have?A confession about someone or something?Or even something you need help with.I've made a story called Secrets.It's a group thing, people can send me anything stated above or something else,and i will post it as a...

Hello love world of mibba.Im here to ask you all a favorI'm in need of some light reading.so if any of you writers out there want some honest feedbacktell me the name of your storyand tell me what you want to knowand i will read every word!promise.And if i really love your storyi will tell all my lovely mibba friends to read it as well.Now, as well as stories, i want to know your biggest fear.What...

When i found out, I thought I would wake up and this would all just be a nightmare. or a very bad trick. But i have found that this is real. Jimmy's memory will remain as his drums eco our heart beats. As a drummer I made a deal with my band mates. 'If I get to be half as amazing as Jimmy Sullivan you all will have to bow down to us, and video tape it so i will always have it to brag" We will...

ugh! i hate this! no matter what i do i piss someone off, or do something wrong. I just don't get it. I either have Tyler pissed at me, or I have Andy not talking to me. And when i need my friends all of them are busy. i understand, but it just kinda sucks. If someone needs me, i do what i can. But i when i need someone, no one's here. It sucks! i don't want to be, like helpless, but damn, i just...

if you could go back and change something would you?i neve would but i was thinking.if i had told someone about Sammi would he still be here? Would i not hate myself?The worst part is i dont think i could change anything.i wish i could i really wish i could.i wish i could have gone instead of mikey. That i could have gone through all that and not him. I would gladdly take him place. he loved life,...

More random thoughtsI have been told that I am strong. I wish I was. People have told me that I can deal with a lot. Which I can. I just don't know how much more of I can take. I can't talk to most people about it. Most have no idea why I don't just get over everything and move on with life. Hell I don't get why I can't, I just well I just can't. The people i talk to just tell me everything will...

If you would do me a favor and go all the way down to the bottem. Tis a link to my story please check it out. I love or hate is good for me.Hello world!I just thought i would put the stuffs in my head down somewhere.so here it is.My life has been getting better, and I like it that way.After Mikey died, i didn't know what I was going to do. I looked up to that kid. He was amazing. Well the day his...

i really don't know what to say.but i thought i should do something for Mikey.i miss the hell out of him.i still cant believe hes gone.and she tells me i shouldn't miss him.but i do! very much soi feel like i should blame someone. like its someones fault.but who's?"God's?"hah people always blame him.look how far that got them.as for me...i don't think this whole god thing is as good as most...

Ok i have this guy friend, and i luv him very much. He is one of my older best guy friends. OK i got my phone back about two days ago, and i started texting him, you know just to say hi. I was bored. Well we started playing the truth game. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's where you ask each other random things and you have to answer truthfully. Well it was going good. Untill he...

I am so pissed right now! this day has been hell!1.everyone thinks i like tyler, and i don't2.i had tostand there and watch the guy i like with another girl. i know doesn't sound to bad, but it really is.3.i just typed and made a really long first chapter for a now deleted story, and i walked away for a minute and it was all gone. as in every thing. even the description thing. the whole story!4. i...

hmm how has my week gone? pretty shitty if you ask me.i had maybe 2 or 3 good things all week.1. twilight-which i love2.Ashlyok just two.one of my best friends hates me now...foe something that i could care less about, i told her how i felt and she got pissed and is most likely going to go make most of my other friends hate me....gah! my brother is leaving...I'm failing math...gah! what ever.oh...

ahhh! am like flipping out! i almost got the guy i like to go to the movies with me but he said he doesn't know. ahh i hop ehe goes! i mean twilight is awesome but if he goes with us to see the movie it will be ohh i don't know it will just be amazing! ahh i can't stop smiling is that normal? i hope so! but hey! ahhh wish me luck.other than that its been pretty boring the plays over! which makes...

ok first do me a favor and don't judge me, they call these thing journals soo thats what im gonna use it for.today has been god a little dull but good. I like someone new. Its one of those things where you dont like them one day then they walk into the room and you get butterflies. its a little weird though, i mean hes one of my good friends-(not Tyler)- but its still weird. hes in my english...