The Crimson Lotus

Ruki has always been special to her. Every song he's written has somehow managed to touch on the difficulties in her life, and every performance he's ever given has only strengthened her theory on him- he's only looking for happiness, like her, and he just hadn't found it yet, just like her.

But as a teenage girl dying from the disease called cancer, Maddie almost knows that she will never be truly special to him. She knows that he'll smile and spend her last weeks with her, but she doesn't know if she can ever make the impact upon him that he and his music have made upon her. Hope, she believes, rests in him and his ability to make her feel at peace through her final days.

Happiness, she's decided, rests in fulfilling the dream of at least having the man whose art had gotten her through so much know who she was.