Shut Me Up

I watched from the top of the balcony as Mindless Self Indulgence went into their final song. I smiled as I saw Jimmy's head look up at the balcony. I nodded to myself and moved though the people standing upstairs and walked down the marble staircase. I walked out of the Newport and walked behind the Hall to where the buses were parked. As I made my way to stand next to the sandy colored bus a few people busted out of a door. Through the dim streetlight I saw Lyn-Z, Kitty, and Steve coming out of the door.

All I ever wanted was someone to love. That's what everyone wants, right? Well I found him, but I was too late. Now I'm hiding it from people and it feels horrible. But what can I do? He's married