Hey!!! So, I FINALLY have my soul/time back from my school work and shizz (at least for now) and plan to write more to Bring Me Back to Life so keep a look out for that. I have a pirate co-write out now that can be found HERE so it’d be cool if you read it and commented (not only for me but for my awesome co-author).I’m looking for new stories to read too, so if y’all would be dears and...

Alright, so I've got a paper/project due and I've been on tumblr and youtube listening to Gay Pirates procrastinating like the responsible college student I am. I'm also doing pre-writes to my story so it's not like that randomly fell off my to-do list, but me procrastinating has made me come up with a few ideas for one-shots and a possible new story, but I want to do a co-write since it's been...

I don't want a lover. I can't have a lover because someone else still has my heart for now, but damn I could use a cuddle buddy. Like just someone I could turn to after a bad day and just sit in silence while hugging. I want someone who'd just let me get angry and depressed and run their fingers through my hair just to calm me down. I want somebody that would grab me by the waist and let me fall...

Okay, so last night my sister and her boyfriend went out on a “date” and I was offered to get paid to watch my niece (yeah no payment because they couldn’t even afford their date since they asked me for money. I didn’t give them money though). They both came home shit-faced drunk (Justin couldn’t even stand and Air Head was just a mess) and it was after my niece was out to sleep so I was...

I want to be locked in a cabin with no internet access, phones, or TVs; just me, books, my laptop, and beer. I want the cabin to be somewhere in the forest in a beautiful winter scenery, but it's got to be fully heated. I want a cozy chair in front of a fire place with my type of music playing in the background as I actually write my stories and finish them. More than anything, I just want to be...

I hate when people talk to me about thinking about how my ten year old self would view my life now. I mean, yeah I get everyone gets that idea in their head and it fills them with regret, but that’s for others, not me. They expect me to answer with this big explanation on how my younger self would react to me now, but I can’t.This may not be true for everyone- hell it maybe the furthest thing...

So I’m just going to take this time to rant about how excited I am before I go crazy hyper.Alright so junior year my best friend dropped out of high school- but not before explaining how he needed a stable home before education to me- but he was still there for a lot of the time I had left at school. He even went to my graduation and that seriously made me happier than my parents going (though...

I love tumblr. Like, people there are just awesome... well at least the people I follow (lesbians, future serial killers, and awkward people). But yeah, the reason for this is this amazing and true poem on it.I once dated a writer andWriters are forgetful,but they remember everything.They forget appointments and anniversaries,but remember what you wore,how you smelled,on your first date…They...

I don’t want to live in my house anymore. I fucking hate it and I hate my mother. Always putting me down and making me feel like a parasitic piece of shit.“I gave you life!”“I’ve raised you!”“I buy you everything you want/need!”“You’re so ungrateful!”“I waste my gas taking you back and forth to places!”“I pay for your bus fare so you can go to school!”“You’re a...

I feel like complete shit, I’m fighting a stubborn depression (AGAIN), I feel like stabbing my stomach repeatedly because the pain is unbearable, I feel unbelievably lonely. The only thing keeping me sane is I’m going to see all my friends that I haven’t seen since graduation tonight at the high school’s winter concert and it’s going to be fun to hang out with my crazy friends again. I...

So I met a soldier today that is on medical leave because he has fragments of something in his leg. He's stationed in Afghanistan for this tour and he wasn't supposed to be back home until New Years. He was telling us that he's been to Germany, Afghanistan, and Iran and that this is his first time home for Christmas in two years. No one knows that he's back and he's taken multiple military planes...

Last night I had a dream that I had a two month old baby and I had them enrolled in my school’s daycare because I’m in college and I’m not going to let any child I may have in the future have the same life I did. I went to pick them up and one of the “teachers” was sitting there telling them that gays are sinners and will burn in hell and they’re going to burn along with them because...

I need new friends. Like I think I only have a handful that I actually never get annoyed with. I haven’t seen a good portion of my friends since graduation and the only ones I see are those who go to school with me. I keep trying to hang out with my friends from high school, but they don’t even have the decency to say no. Then they go and say, “I miss you! We never get to see each other.”...

Dying my hair:It started in my early teens with simple black streaks. My hair is naturally five colors and since the streaks I’ve gone from black, red, blonde (for a day), blonde and blue, blonde and red, and now it’ll be blonde and black.I can’t keep my hair one color for long, but I really can’t go back to my natural color.Piercings:I had my ears done multiple times when I was young...

So I take history of Rock & Roll in my college and my professor gave me this article to read and give an honest opinion on. The areticle was called "Negative Reaction to Rock 'N' Roll in the '50s... Here's my paper for him to read:After reading the handout I’ve come to the conclusion that even though everyone has the right to voice their opinions, it doesn’t mean they should (I’m not...

So I officially have too much free time on my hands and less people yelling at me to update my stories (considering I have three out so yeah). I honestly read more than I write and I feel like I’ve read more than enough good stories to actually put up a contest. Here’s the contest information:Theme-It HAS so be an original piece (no fan-fiction) and it can be a slash or notLength-Minimum of...

So today I went to my old high school’s pop’s concert (a concert that shows how the music program progresses through the years) and I literally felt left out. I wasn’t a part of the choir anymore and there were new fresh meat. I didn’t know the songs and I was WATCHING. It was great to see a lot of old friends and to know that even with my personality I was missed dearly. It was awesome to...

This shouldn’t be happening, not now at least. I never get depressed around Halloween; it’s my favorite holiday (hell the only holiday I celebrate). I can feel those feelings creeping up on me and crawling into my head, scratching and tearing apart my mind. Soon the thoughts will crawl inside of my skin making me itch to fall back into bad habits and the thought of it makes me sick. And I’m...