well, i had a million dollars but i spent it all.i have had... one of those days.well, i'ts more like a week. or four.high stress. low productivity.apathy is running rampant through my school-- senioritis settled in about two years ago, and people are falling left and right to it's symptoms.i have very very little motivation.i have very much homework.why is this?because high school hates me.not...

i wrote a poem today in english,because i can't manage to pay attention,not matter how much sleep i get.but...i don't think i'm gonna post it,not just yet.i think i'm gonna waittwenty-ish days.give or take.see how things play out.i subsequently fell asleep in sociology,texted friends in study hall,and showed off my power rangers pictures,along with the stories of slimer induced sharpie...

i don't know if yesterday got better or worse,but i didn't sleep much.my friends make me happy.they make me laugh when i want to cry.and that is the best.it is the best thing in the world, the best feeling, when someone you hardly know can make you fall on the ground laughing, almost crying, halfway choking, hardly breathing, almost to pee-your-pants obnoxious hilarity.that is amazing.thank god i...

don't bother, angel, i know exactly what goes on.today has sucked.i woke up to a downpour with sore muscles and my mother yelling at me for being late last night.i woke up with my boy on my mind, knowing that i might not see him until friday. and hating it.i woke up with my friends on my mind, wondering what mischief i would get into today and with who, hoping that at least one person would be...

so, i delete all my photos, and now i can't upload any.of course not.and i FINALLY get the bbcode to work, and i can't have a tab to indent each line in my story.figures.you have no idea how annoying that is.i'm a grammar nazi. this is very upsetting for me.i'm so tired, too.and i didn't do my homework. swell.and now i'm hella tired and i have to keep writing cause of the dumb rule.i mean, i...

i'm getting pissed.i finally got up enough courage to post my effing story on this effing website and now the effing bbcode won't effing work!agh.i hate bbcode.please help me before i throw my computer off the roof.i seriously don't understand.i only want to to the damn description!aaaaahhhhh.frustration.xxahhhhheven more frustration!damn 100 word rule!i'm gonna stab my computer with my pen.come...

You think you know someone's face.You see it everyday; you think about it when they're gone; you memorize every detail; you picture it when you miss them; you read it for reactions; you know what every emotion looks like; you know the nooks and crannies; you have your favorite parts, expressions, details, features; you could recognize it from any and every angle; you could see it in the dark; you...

idon'tcare.idon'tcare.idon'tcare.idon'tcare.idon'tcare.basically, i don't care anymore.i'm sick of people, i'm sick of school, i'm sick of work, i'm sick of life.i'm over it all.i have too much shit to deal with and not enough time.i don't need other people's problems on top of my own.i don't want to hear it.i have a few things to say to a few people, without actually saying them.1. it sucks that...

[ISLAND -- THE STARTING LINE]you have this tendency of being exaclty what i want.and more often than not,you're exactly what i need, too.i can't believe that you are with me, and even if i don't understand it, i am eternally greatful.because at this rate, i can't be with anyone else.sometimes i think about how scared i am.how vulnerable i am in this position. how i can't do anything if you leave....

woahhh.so many things are changing in my life.first, the new boyfriend. who isn't really new, we've been together for more than a month,but he's new to mibba, for the last boyfriend i spoke of was a different one.but the story is not that he's new,it's that i think imightjustlovehim.but i shouldn't be spewing that all over mibba, for a slightly heart-broken ex has a mibba, and may or may not read...

i'm in theology class [yay jesus]and i'm supposed to be doing reasearch for some term paperon The Act of Supremacy in 1534[which is the thing that made King Henry VII the ruler of the English Church].buuuuttt... that ain't gonna happen.and i haven't written on here in like, months.actually, i't been almost two months now that i think about it.i really oughtta write on here.i've been writing in my...

i'm definitely in english class,and i'm way too lazy to be doing the project that he assigned,so i'm posting sutff on mibba.good choice.sooo... yeah.my hair smells like cigarettes, even though i don't smoke,because i was hanging out with my friend manda before class.and,uhm...ice cold vodka tastes really bad,especially when the orange juice is frozen solid so you have to chase it with yellow...

the dress that i was going to wear to winter formalis apparently"inappropriate",according to my dear father.so now i have to go dress shopping sometime in my crazy weekend.FXCK.gawd,i hate it when my parents think that they know everything.now i'm supposed to go dress shopping with my mother.HELL the fuck NO.so i think im just going to take her debit card,go on a shopping spree,and tell her that...

... i really like that statement.i think i'm gonna use it as a story title,once my lazy ass gets around to actually posting another story.so i'm basically just really bored,and i can't sleep, and i can't write, and i can't read,'cause i'm getting distracted pretty easily right now.i've just got a million and one things running through my head.i'm apparently going for coffee tomorrow with a guy...

i'm just bored and avoiding my homework, and this is pretty much afree ticket for my imagination to take over. usually i would be thinking up some story line, or writing poetry, but i just started thinking this time. so i just let my mind wander. so now i'm writing it down.what is this connection that we feel? why is it that humans get so emotionally attatched to one another? we have this inate...

so, i was really hung up on my ex.but, you know what?i don't need him.that's what i've decided.i don't need anyone that i haven't already got.and if he just wants to be friends,then fine, we're just friends.i miss him,and i'll probably miss him for a while.but we aren't getting back together, and i've come to that realization now.and i'll just have to deal with that.also.i had an epiphany during...

oh, fuck.okay,so i'm not usually the sleazy type.but,one time,ONE FUCKING TIME,i got drunk,and i kissed him.his name's nick.we got together shortly after that.we dated for about two weeks.an extremely physical couple;i should have seen it coming.he broke up with me through a text message.i was still hung up on himi still am.he's the guy that i've gone the farthest with,the one that i fell for the...

please,please,PLEASEread my lastest poem,[still] standing.i really need to hear some opinions on it,'cause i wrote it today during french class,andit's kinda abuot my ex, but kinda about my fear/need of love.andi wanna know if i should post it somewhere where he will read it [ie: myspace/facebook]soif you would read it,i would love you forever.[cookies to all who read it.]pleaseandthankyou!xx

warped tour, 2007.it was saturday in chicago.well,tinley park.we got lost on the way there,picked up my friends from downtown chicago,andalmost got jumped at a gas station on the south side.i had 4 hours of sleep, two coffees, and a shit load of sun block.i had a freek energy drink on the way down there...it made me look like i chewed on a frickin' highlighter for breakfast.there were these crazy...

okay.soif anyone read my last journal,it was about my 18 year old f*ck buddy, quaid.okay,so,just to put it out there,we weren't techinically f*ckbuddies.we never really got past 2nd base.it got pretty heated once,butit stopped before it got too far.[i'm still a virgin,and i'm not about to give it up to someone i've known for like two weeks.][okay, three weeks. whatever.]anyways.i hadn't talked to...