I haven't written in years.. and it's so hard.When I left this site originally, I was in my senior year of high school. I had stopped writing because for once, my reality was better than my dreams. I enjoyed living my life over writing. And then Roger and I broke up, and things got hard and complicated and senior year got weird.And then I met Nelson, and went to college. I moved to Maryland,...

So, as of tomorrow at about 12 o'clock in the afternoon, eastern standard time, I will be an official camper at Camp Adventure 2008!As soon as I arrive at registration tomorrow, I won't be back for about a week (the 22nd). I might not be home after the end of Camp anyway, 'cause I might go see my best friend - who I haven't seen in about 3 weeks.I don't know, I'm really excited about camp and...

So my question is about stories. I had a story that I posted today, brand new - that I wrote a while ago. It was only one chapter, so I decided it must've been a 'one shot' but it didn't fit in with my folder, so I gave it it's own...thing.And it was there, I knew it was. I was on the phone when I did it.But it's not there anymore.Did I do something wrong? I don't know where it went. It's obvious...

i try to give every story on here a chance.say i'm on the stories page, and there's a couple of frerards i haven't read before, maybe some TAI stories, occasionally FOB or PANIC!. some with a million stars, some with only one or two. and then there's the stories with a description, and without. some stories that are well into 3 or 5 chapters, but no comments or stars or anything.i feel bad.so i...

So I'm listening to MSI's Tom Sawyer which now turned into You'll Rebel to Anything (As Long As It's Not Challenging).And started thinking.I was supposed to write a story based off of one of the lines in You'll Rebel to Anything.It's time you invested in a bottle of poisonso we don't have to hear about your bitching and moaningyou think you could afford a fcking bottle of aspirin...And then I...

yes, you heard it here first ladies and gentlemen.me, allison, the almighty allison ! ZERO. is having her birthday tomorrow, november eighteenth.i was born in 1992, and if you're too lazy to figure out the math - i'm turning fifteen.ahh yes, fifteen. i know, i have such a late birthday and if i was born in 91, this year would be my sixteenth birthday. but alas, i am only fifteen - and my "sweet...

why do i always get made fun of?i just don't get it anymore.people make fun of me all the time. for how i look, how i dress, how i talk, the music i listen to, the people i talk to, how i write, what i do. i just don't get it! is there something wrong with me?is there just something about me that people don't like, feel the need to point out, make fun of me and then constantly bully me?everywhere...

i'm pissed.i'm annoyed.and i'm mad as hell!there's so many things wrong!where to begin, where to begin.well starting with the guy i like. yeah, so he's got that girlfriend. and yeah, he's tried hooking up with me on more than one occasion. okay buddy, i got it. your girlfriend doesn't live here, but i'm the one person you do NOT wanna mess with! i'm so messed up (emotionally and physically), which...

okay, as much as i love frank iero, this journal is NOT all about him.Although I will say: Happy Belated Birthday Frank, and sorry I was too messed up yesterday to wish you happy birthday, make a journal, whatever.The following events will excuse me from it:So my day started messed up, Ana didn't get me any of the things I wanted for my costume. So I walked around the entire school dressed...

Tomorrow's Halloween!What is everyone being (if you are celebrating, that is)?I'm planning on being Frank (how cliche, I know) from My Chemical Romance. Only I'm the whole Revenge era, with the X's over my eyes, or red eye shadow, and I'm writing HALLOWEEN on my fingers. Somehow, I will get a hold of a red tie, and I'm wearing a white sweater and tank top (my white dress shirt is 3/4 sleeve and is...

i'm writing a story, called Time To Be Your 21. Heard of it? Eh, didn't really think so, it's mighty new, lol. It's a really short story - starring the lovely Jepha Howard.Now if you don't know him, I'm afraid IDK what I'll do, haha.Well anyway - there is something that is gonna happen in this story that I'm writing. And I need someone to be the bad guy that Jepha gets rid of for Casey. Any ideas?...

that's exactly what i am.worthless because i can't get over things.worthless because i can't get over people.worthless because i try talk to my bestfriend about my problems.worthless in the sense that i'm nothing.i can no longer do the things i love.to write.to read.to sleep.to play video games.unfortunately, he's everywhere. and it sucks, so much. because i'm weak, i can't fight this battle...

song: dismantle repair by anberlin.if you haven't checked out anberlin, i suggest you do. they are literally, one of the most amazing bands ever. they remind me of the academy is and acceptance, which are two of my favorite bands. so yeah. also, check out ALL TIME LOW. they are really good too, lol.well heres the reason i made this journal:i know frank iero has three dogs. now theres sinatra,...

why is everyone like...so obsessed with ferards/frerards?like okay, i'll read it - whatever. but i'm not like OD obsessed with them. occasionally, it can be cute or whatever, maybe even entertaining. i know people who write really good ones, those are the ones i read, the ones that i comment and subscribe to. but like, the horribly written ones that people fall in love with, just...why?i can't...

now i understand 99.9% of parents are supposed to tell you to clean your room. whatever; that's just parents. but during the week, i can't clean my room because i have school - shit i do after school - homework - and tons of other stuff. so i let my room get messy until friday or saturday and then i clean it. it's not even that big of a deal.how it started: my mother comes in and asks for a purse...

i've been listening to this song nonstop. and i don't know why. if you don't know what song it is; it's called :I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You) by Fall Out Boy. I had already liked this song but this morning, i was flipping through channels and came across the sauce on Fuse and it was like FALL OUT BOY DAY. and it was nonstop fall out boy stuff.and...

i have Taking Back Sunday's Miami on repeat. if you haven't heard it before, listen to it. listen to it everyday for the rest of your life, blast it continuously, learn the words, memorize the sound of Adam's voice, remember Fred's parts and guitar solos. It's seriously the best song in the world.well anyway, that's not why you clicked on this journal. i've always wanted to write a vampire story,...

it really does.i just don't know what to write.and i want to write another story.but i don't want to start what i can't finish. =(one shots aren't coming to me, i just feel useless with my writing ability.doesn't help that school is coming up AS WELL which ruins a lot.whatever, i'm gonna go watch the sound of music.who knows, i might get bored and start writing.btw; does anyone have a picture of...

okay i need a girl to be frank iero's girlfriend in my story this is how i disappear.but there are some rules:um, describe yourself a little bit.like what you like to do.how you dress.how you look.in the story you'll be seventeen, so i don't need a specific age.and, you have to be okay with frank smoking pot. (because in this story he does)and you have to be okay with drinking. because the girls...

camp was great! i had a lot of fun.i loved my cabin, girls five! i had a new counselor this year, sinead. it was her first year and i hope i made it good. <3 she was awesome. phyllis and lauren were awesome too but in some ways, really mean and annoying. sinead was never like that. =) so thank you sinead.i drank coffee everyday! and yeah, my allergies were pissing me off (and they still are)...