One of my best friends kissed me yesterday.He's a nice, smart, funny guy, he has good deodorant (believe this, it makes or breaks the boy), but he's not hot.He's a mad piano player.And he's taken.His girlfriend is my friend, and she's on exchange for a year, half a world away.There have been lots of rumours about us anyway, just because I hang out with him more now that his girlfriend is gone and...

We're walking in the airWe're floating in the moonlit skyThe people far below are sleeping as we flyI'm holding very tightI'm riding in the midnight blueI'm finding I can fly so high above with youFar across the worldThe villages go by like dreamsThe rivers and the hillsThe forests and the streamsChildren gaze open mouthTaken by surpriseNobody down below believes their eyesWe're surfing in the...

I love reading. It's totally awesome. So I am going to make a list of awesome books and suggest to anyone who can be bothered that they read them. I love the feeling of reading a book for the first time, not knowing what will happen, and it's delicious to read the first words. Reading the last is so sad. But I devour books, and in the second reading I go over everything. Sometimes it takes me more...

I got a deb ball coming up next year! It's exciting; I don't get a formal this year, which I really wanted (I wanted to make myself a really good copy of the Helena dress, but now there's nowhere to wear it so I won't), so I'll obsess over the deb. I'm the girl that just ties her hair back after brushing it each morning, who always wears pants and a hoodie, only uses eyeliner because it was her...

I've pretty much just come to the realisation that while the people here aren't that bad compared to others, this school is much worse than my last. Two boys I know have been suspending for being in a pub during school hours, with another underage boy (who is only a few weeks off being 18) having bought them alcohol with a fake id. A girl I know lost her virginity in year 8. Guys I thought were...

OK, for just under a year I've been meaning to get this video of my friends up on YouTube. One small problem...well, not so small. The file is 141 MB, which is WAY too big. And I don't know how to make it any smaller. Can someone give me advice (or step-by-step information that an idiot could understand, I'm not so good with technical computer stuff)? I'd love you forever and even send you the...

Well, that's lame. The guy who I thought liked me, who's been flirting with me, was texting me last night (flirting included), and then all of a sudden it's "We're friends for now". Fucking stupid. And Lucius Durden was doing well at cheering me up, and PoliticBoy's been pessimistic ever since I told him and said it was inevitable. And I've come sorta close to crying, but not close enough, and...

OK, so roughly 22 hours ago, I sent my ex (BassBoy) a text, saying I was sorry and would feel lucky if he forgave me for dumping him via phone and dumping him in general, and saying I wanted to get back together. He hasn't replied...And I've been spending time in the movie room with my friend and her boyfriend all day, and we were just watching Van Wilder/Saving Private Ryan. Part way through Van...

Well, more tangled shit of guy-ness, dammit, has been thrown at me. I'll copy out an MSN message from 5 minutes ago of me explaining la predicament (I am changing names to make me feel safe):all.for.frankie:Need to talk to BassBoyLucius Durden:whyall.for.frankie:Cos I'm confusedLucius Durden:aboutall.for.frankie:UsI told him I liked him, dammit, but I'm not sure what he thought of itLucius...

Basically, I think that story's gunna be on hiatus or something, because I don't feel like writing anything that could be deemed x-rated at school. Besides, I've never written anything like it, but I want it to be good and stuff. And I still only have a really small idea about it anyway.Besides, wouldn't you hate to be caught with something like that on your computer?Also, thinking about starting...

I like certain aspects of all my poems. Usually, they vary through my mind; the rhythm will change, the way I'm wording it, my entire IDEA to begin with. And occasionally, I read back and see something exactly right. And I wish that I could write the whole thing like that, because then it'd be perfect.Angel:*And he’s there,Waiting for me to smileAnd when I do,He’ll reach out to me*I...

Well, I've just read my school report. Which isn't all that exciting (good, but whatever).And I now own The Black Parade Is Dead!I just opened it. The special edition with the wooden box and mask and everything. OH SO HAPPY.This room smells like a woodwork room now. Like freshly cut wood. There are shavings in the bottom of the box.And I'm off to watch this DVD till it falls to pieces and my...

First, get a pen and paper. When you actually choose names, make sure it's people you actually know and go with your first instinct (so does this mean I can't put down Gerard? But I love Gerard!)1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a column.2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any two numbers you want.3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of members of the opposite gender.4....

Something vaguely stereotypical just happened to me. Last week for dance, we were told the costume was going to be a black dress for girls. I went op-shopping the other day, found this beautiful flowy long skirt that reaches my toes and a fitted bodice-y type top. $8! And I loved it. Still love it.But I go to dance today and everyone's wearing normal, fashionable short black dresses made of normal...

Sometimes I really do wonder, am I bisexual? Or am I just curious? Or, dare I say it, am I just thinking I could be because even though there is a large proportion who hate it, the people who are are wonderful people and hundreds more think it's a cool thing? I don't know.I definitely see nothing wrong with it. I wouldn't care if I was.I have yet to see a girl I find very attractive. I suppose,...

1. (People talking about Hannah Bond throwing her life away to emo culture)Any "emo" who is depressed because they're changed clothes and music has no idea about it. I'll admit, I am partly emo and not quite sure if I'm depressed, but it sure isn't the music or the image. I laugh at people who mock me; I listen to music to escape what other people do. It may sound like it romanticises death and...

I got a fucking date. I'm quite serious; this has never happened before. Never in my life has a guy asked me out to go somewhere on the weekend. And now it has. I got asked what I was doing this weekend, and now I'm going to be hanging out with this guy.But sadly, I still like my ex a bit, although he has this other girl (unless, like a friend said, he's trying to make me jealous). And I still...

I've decided to either use songs I'm listening to or just quirky things I work out in my head as titles. Anyway...I've been up for exactly 23 minutes. And I'm hungry. But no breakfast for me!! I might have to go down the street and buy something. I'll explain, because it's pissing me off. It's an outrage, I say!Wake up at 8am. Decide it's much too early because no-one's awake. Go back to...

Hey everyone. In the few hours I've been here (feels like a few minute), I've been bombarded with really nice comments and people started reading my story the minute I put it up! So I'll put up all my poems over a few days, and write a journal entry, and add another chapter to my story. Wow! I hope this continues.You know what frustrates me? Guys. I never get them, which isn't bad but it isn't...