I need to get my thoughts in order, and I just - I can't figure this out.Jordan.Freaking Jordan.Jordan, who I'd never hung out with until Wednesday and it was like everything clicked. We started talking about TV shows and movies and stupid jokes and it was the easiest thing ever. We argued for twenty minutes about whether or not killing in war is considered murder and that was the first time in a...

I am just emotionally drained. Between having to work and classes and then going to Pittsburgh for Halloween, I'm just done.But the main thing is that I have this friend that's just... I don't know. She's treating me like shit, basically. Something happened at the beginning of this month - which was a misunderstanding - and I apologized profusely for it, but she refuses to forgive me.But then she...

Yes, I didn't update yesterday.This week has been insane. This weekend is the last weekend for a show that I'm in/stage managing. I've been called in to work all next week. I'm heading into Pittsburgh on Thursday. I have class. I have at least two scripts to write, camera angles to plan out, and actors to find.I have so much crap going on, I haven't been able to really do anything in my free time...

I am a very loyal person. So when someone does something to someone that is close to me, I get very upset.My younger brother has a core group of friends that are like family to me. They're all like my little brothers, and therefore I'm highly protective of them.I just found out that a senior on the football team degraded the shortest member of the team by peeing into his mouth while they were...

So I go to check my subscriptions on here, and there were like three or four stories missing from my subscriptions list.So yeah. Apparently there were stories deleted from Mibba. Really guys, really? They were some of the best freaking stories on here. I can't handle this.I'm seriously pissed right now. I mean, I just can't. Nope. No. Uh uh. Mibba, please stop doing this to my favorite stories....

This might seem a bit disjointed. Sorry about it. My mind is a bit jumbled as a whole usually.I was walking my dog today when a truck started to drive by, but slowed down to coast along beside me. I glanced over. There were two young men in the car, blatantly staring at me. Thoughts of why they were staring and slowing down filled my head. I wasn't too worried considering the fact that my dog is...

I haven't listened to it yet. I don't know why I haven't listened to the new album. It's probably because I keep forgetting that it's out and I've just been busy these past couple of weeks.But I promise that I'm going to listen to it when I'm done typing this.But...But...But...MATT'S HAIR.I'm not comprehending this. I mean, what? The last time I saw him he was all short hair or buzz cut and now...

It hit me today that it was over.Over a year after everything happened, and I guess a part of me had still thought that there was a chance. That even after everything, we'd still be the same people. The same guy that would smile secretively at me and make me come visit him at his job. The same girl that would talk to him about Weezer and politics and how annoying people can be.I'd thought for...

Alright, so I need a favor from, well, everyone.I'm not allowed to go into detail, but I need to get this person two hundred followers, or more.It would be a major help. I can explain everything in a week, but if you could help out, that would be fantastic.Also, I have a rant. There are only two more episodes of Teen Wolf left and I want to rant - well, talk in excess about how amazing and heart...

Can't. Breathe.Can't. Breathe.I just - He's my Doctor. I knew I had to expect this at some point, but now? He's going now? I can't handle a new regeneration. I - He signed on for series eight for fuck's sake.He's the Doctor that was my best friend. He made me laugh, he made me cry. He made me think about things. He made me fall in love with this show all over again.He gave me the Ponds. He gave me...

I made a mistake.I watched The Angels Take Manhattan, just to see if it still hurt.Let's check the vitals, shall we?Tears? Check.Pain? Check.Doctor's pain? Check.What hits me most is that letter. The letter that Amy wrote to the Doctor.Hello, old friend, and here we are. You and me, on the last page. By the time you read these words, Rory and I will be long gone. So know that we lived well, and...

So Friday I posted a blog that I deleted a bit afterwards.It was a couple of hours before prom, and I looked at myself in the mirror which let out the storm of insecurities. Issues that I'd thought I'd gotten over were being thrown in my face at full force, thoughts of I'm not good enough, I'm ugly, and I need to lose weight immediately began to run circles in my head.But after awhile, a thought...

Rule Number One: You do not come between me and my pets. Ever.Oh good Lord. Oh no. Hell no. So the former step mom (she moved out, but they haven't filed yet) decided to pull yet another lovely trick, and tried to get my dad to get rid of my cat.This cat is my baby, but he has to live at my dad's house because my dog at my mom's was still adjusting to our house when we got him. So he lives with my...

I'm sorry.I'm sorry I ditch people on roleplays, okay? I apologize. I have this crippling anxiety of telling people that I don't want to do one anymore, so I just don't reply and I hide. I know it's rude and crappy and about a billion other things. It's not an excuse, and it isn't a reason. It's just something that I'm working on.I'm sorry.I'm sorry that I have such an issue with actual...

I need to flex my writing skills. The muses are shrieking through my brain, telling me that I need to write something before it just explodes into a cosmic mess. So here's what you need to do:1. Tell me who you'd as the protagonist.2. Tell me who you'd like opposite the protagonist.3. Give me a song that I can base the story off of.I'm only doing the first.. Five. They should all be up by Sunday...

I haven't written in a while. So deal with me while I attempt to sort out my thoughts.Remember when I was like, totally and madly crushing on this guy named Dylan? Well, yeah. That didn't work out so well. And I was fine. I really was. I honestly thought that I was completely over him.That is until I found out that he and his current girlfriend are going to be attending my gig tonight. Awesome....

So far so.. Okay.I do have one question. For stories that you are subscribed to, how can you tell if they've been updated? Or do I have to click through every single one?Other than that, it is cool, I guess. Taking a little longer to load, but whatever. That could be because my brother is playing Black Ops online and hogging up all the gigs of crap.This is weird, but it shall be fun to play around...

I think I'm in love with you. I truly do, Dylan.But I'm so chicken I would rather tell perfectly good strangers than tell you. Because you're the first person to intimidate me. And make me nervous. And..I miss you. I miss hanging out with you. I miss seeing your stupid little smirk, and your inappropriate jokes. I miss us fan-girling over Weezer, and Hodge making fun of us. I miss our political...

You know how sometimes you just get into a weird mood all of a sudden, without a specific reason why? Well, that's how I feel right now. And it's starting to annoy me.This is not me ranting. This is not me bashing, this is simply me wanting to get my thoughts in order. So bear with me, if anyone even reads this.Are we growing up or just going down?One of my - former - best friends just got kicked...

I'm going to rant. Why? Because I need to. And I would like your opinions. If you bother, that is :)So there's this guy (as always). I started liking him, we're friends, blah blah blah. But here's the kicker. I am the girl that my friends come to for guy advice. I'm pretty good at reading them like a book. But now, I'm clueless when it comes to him. I have no idea if he likes me, or what.And I...