I'm staring at my keyboard, trying to think of some way to just... let it all out. Let every single thing that's bothering me out.The thing is, this isn't just some teen angst that...No. I'm trying to make excuses, but I know there is none. I know that... I know I'm being weak. I have no right to feel the way I feel. I have a nice life. I finished school, high school at least. I have a computer, a...

I'm scared to think. I'm scared to sleep. I'm scared of that in between moment where you're not quite asleep, but you're not quite awake yet, because the walls come crashing down. I scare myself and I can't tell anybody.I've never actually told anybody what I'm feeling or thinking, because I'm scared of them. I'm scared of what they think. I'm scared they'll hate me for being so weak. I've almost...

I've just had a thought. Its about how everyone in the world is/could be gay.You know how some religions say there is such thing as "rebirth" and if you're bad in an earlier life, you come back as a lesser being? (Putting it simply.) Well, since most of these religions also consider women to be lesser beings...then isn't possible that a mans soul could end up getting put into a woman's body, (or...

Hello!I'm working on my poetry portfolio for college, and I was just hoping, in order to fatten up my portfolio, if some of you lovely mibbians would be willing to give my prompts?I'm majoring in Creative Writing with an emphasis on Poetry, which is why I need to fatten up my portfolio.Most everything in my portfolio is on the subjects of cancer, love, hate, lonliness, that kinda of stuff.But, the...

Alright, less than thirty seconds ago I made a decision that I'm probably going to regret before I finish this note, but no matter how crazy it makes me, I am going to attempt this to the best of my ability.I'm challenging myself, and I need you to help me.The Challenge:Write the longest poem I can without it seeming ridiculous and too long. Basically, I want to write a 1500 word poem without it...

Who wants to put the music back into music television? All music fans.Who wants to meet their heroes and tell them just how much they mean to them? Everyone who's ever been inspired by a musician.What if I said, with enough votes, we can get both of these things to happen? What if I told you that with enough signatures and votes, we could get a show that everybody would love. Meet & Greet. The...

It all starts out amazing. You're in your room, staring at your new clothes, your new haircut, you're new you. You think, ‘Yeah. This is it.’ You can't help but feel amazing about this new different style you’ve come up with. You’re going to be different, refreshed. And you’re going to love it. In fact, you do love it…But the second you step out of your room, that cocoon of safety...

Im sure every girl makes this promise to themselves: I promise i will never cry over a guy. Am I right, or am I right?I've been the girl that is one of the guys, never had a boyfriend, etc, for as long as i can remember. And one simple boy was able to make me break my promise to myself.I sore to myself no matter what i would never cry over a guy. And yesterday, i cried over a boy.I knew him for to...

I woke up about ten minutes ago, got on my computer and checked my email. The first thing i see is something about The Rev, and being he is my biggest inspiration as a drummer, i click on it.I see that it says he died. Naturally i went on google, and everywhere i look there's more and more about it. Even though it happend just yesterday.Though i didnt know him, I cry for him. I cry because he died...

Okay…so I’ve officially gone insane.Last night I was being my normal self. I was on the computer, reading stories on mibba, commenting, all that good stuff. When I hear people outside. I thought it was just those neighbor kids that like to walk around at 11:30 at night.( Maybe 10:30…like I said I'm going insane) . but then they come up at my window and start talking!“ yeah that’s Riz’s...

i feel stupid...but i just found out when Tokio Hotel will release the new album!October 2, 2009, my gut is literally churning with excitment. i mean hoenstly, it's Tokio Hotel, and i have been excited for the new album for MONTHS.And not to mention, it's on one of my lucky days that the album will be released...i find that flipping awsome.who else is beyond excited about the album? does anyone...

God, I hate just being the girl guys either hate, or just want to be friends with.It get's annoying after a short time, I like one of my best guy friends, and he likes and is dating one of my friends that goes through guys like bottles of water in a desert.It's not fair, because no matter what i do i still like him...I start liking someone else, oh look there he is in the back of my mind.Try...

Whoa...I was watchign this movie on tv the other day, The Ring Of Darkness( check it out, it's a really good movie), and so this main character, Xavier, looks familier...i watch it for a little longer and i finally realie who he looks like.Synyster Gates, Brian Haner, whichever you prefer calling him, they look alike...so i now have a guess on what our dearest Syn will look like in the far...

Did anybody else see the pictures?Poor guy, what'd Gustav do to deserve soemone to beat him up with TWO BEER BOTTLES smashed to the head...?Assholes is what they were...two against tiny Gustav...wtf?i felt tears in my eyes when i saw the pictures, and i couldnt get through the whole video.Gustav is practically my inspiration...one of them, i play drums and i watch him for techniques and when one...

I have a theorie, well actually, I have many theories.But there's only one that is actually important, and no it's not the vampire theory, nor the later you stay up the easier it is to wake up theory, no my theory that is important is, DIO.DIO, is my theory, and since nobody understands me when i say DIO i thought i'd explain it and see if i have anyone that agree's or disagree's.So let's do...

I bought the album yesterday, and I listened to it.For those that said Nothing Personal was ATL's worst album, they have very high expectations...too high.I found all time low's new album their best work yet, especially the songs Walls and Too Much.I dont understand why some people found the CD a dissapointment, I was/am actually impressed that they could get better.There's no doubt that all time...

I just found out, and i'm probably the last person to find out about this...but come on Panic...why?Ryan and Jon, are leaving? How the hell can Panic continuenon without their lyricist and their bassist???Brendon, Spencer, Ryan, Jon, please please please just say this is just a prank your pulling on us. Please.Panic is an amazing band, granted their latest album isnt the best, it was still pretty...

No I do not think All Time Low sucks, especially since i havent slept in two days in antisipation for the new CD.It came out six hours and eighteen minutes ago, but I have to wait until six o'clock tonight before i can feast my eyes upon the glory of their new album, and listen to the songs.Not that I have weightless and damned already memorized...because I dont...but if i did...it wouldnt matter...

Heartache. Yeah I know what it is.But when he asked me, I lied. I lied through my teeth. I told him I’ve never felt heartache, so I couldn’t tell him that it was bad. And I lied well. He hadn’t the slightest clue.I told him I’ve never been in a relationship so how am I supposed to know what breakups and heartache feels like, he believed me, and moved on to a new subject.I hate that I lied....

So, I got a letter in the mail today. Didn't know about it even though I was the one that got the mail. Anyways, my mother always goes through the mail in her room, so she comes out and asks me, ‘should I be worried?’ I was confused because I couldn’t figure out what she was talking about, when I saw the letter in her hand.The first though that hit my mind, was, ‘oh shit she got a letter...