Hey.......Betty here.Hi....I'm setting up this kind of Evanescence fan site and I need help!I don't want it to be one page long....but I need more stuffI have loads of pictures but if you want to send me some more, go aheadIf anybody has any quotes/icons/banners/facts/whatever I would be most grateful if you could send them to meThanks*cheesy smile*I'm available...

ARGH, ALICE, YOU ZANY, GORGEOUS FLOWER!!!!!!!!!!!!Yeah, I'm kinda freaking out over Alice at the mo.She's my friend. I've only known her since September.I don't even see her that much in school.The other day I was angry and miserable and she came to talk to me and walked me to class when my other friends went off and left meThen she drew me a pictureOf Me!I love itIsn't she just sooooooooooooo...

I think I had a panic attakI'm not sure. I've never had the pleasure of one before, but I think I had one last night.I...well, something happened. I lost all my trust in someone I'd held so close to. I felt so betrayed. I had trouble breathing properly and my heart felt all fluttery. My eyelids were twitching too-I'm a freak.I went up to my room and lay on my bed. I closed my eyes and tried to...

Yes, a very vain title but seriously....do I look like Lyn-z?I've been flicking through my photo comments and lots of people have been saying I look like Lyn-z but personally, I just don't see it. I asked my mum who said I looked like my dad.Yeah, helpful.I asked my nan and showed her a picture of Lyn-z and she said:Oooh, no, she looks very strange. I thought Gerard would have better taste than...

Yes, I play the harp. I bet I'm the only person on Mibba who does not play a rock instrument-guitars, bass, drums. Instead, I play recorder, clarinet, piano and harp, but they are seriously cool.I only started playing the harp a few weeks ago and it's surprisingly easy. I have a knee-harp which is a small version that you rest on your knee.What really annoys me though is that my brother and I have...

YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It's Gee's birthday!!!!I have been telling pretty much everyone I know, including my parents who told me he's getting old.=IMe and my friend, Kiya my MCR budd, like to mark days like this. So yesterday we decided to have an MCR party!!We were high on Skittles at the time...So we both wore our MCR hoods to school and I made these....Pretty funky, eh? I spent all night icing them...

Hmmmm....I like this font.Anyway, I need fashion advice.I know I've always had an unorthadox approach to clothing, for example:.The Mirrorball Dress.The Yellow Fishnets with Stripy Legwarmers. The purple mini skirt With Odd Knee-High Socks.The Mini Kilt, Home-Made NewRock's and Black Lipstick. The pink tutu with black lipstick.Today I walked out in public wearing red Converse, grey skinny jeans...

I was supposed to be helping my cousin decorate her new house today but we just went upstairs and looked at pictures on her laptop while our grandma and her mum did all the wallpaper-ing.She'd scanned some pictures from a long time ago onto there and it was so embarassing!There are so many pictures of me when I was a baby and a little girl. It was almost scary. She's got pictures of me dressed a...

I've had blue bits put in my hair. I know that doesn't sound very professional, seeing as though my own mother is a hair dresser.They're very, very bright.My hair's kinda blue anyway. The dye I use is called 'Cosmic Blue' which is black with a hint of blue. I think it looks pretty cool, seeing as though I have 3 different types of black on my hair.I used to be blonde too.I know these boys who call...

Yeah, it's another journal about Panic's new album but y'know, it's become a part of me.For Easter, I decided I wanted a present as well as chocolate. My brother got a Slipknot album and I told my mum I wanted Pretty.Odd.I kinda forgot it came out the day after Easter, which looked like it was going to cause problems. I HAD TO LISTEN TO NOTHING BUT SLIPKNOT FOR A WHOLE DAY!!!!Y'know, they're Okay...

I really need some full-on boy love photos, Frerard would be great.See, I wanna get my friend an Easter present...yeah a bit late but still. He's really funny and giggly and petty fememine, but he writhes in fear whenever he sees Frerard. I drew some Frerard in my sketch book and he was really afraid of it,once he realized they were both male. So I wanna send him an e-mail with a link for some...

Emzilly-my hilarious, dirty-minded, beautiful little chipmunk has decided to change her usernameAnd she's kinda used my name in itIt's so awesome! We were just randomly talking and she has renamd herself Bettys Bra, which is pretty cool. So if anybody can think of any clothes or some other dirty type thing so I can return the favour, I'd be most graciousSo I guess this journal is a shout out to...

She was talking about me again.Usually, I don't mind when people talk about me, it's just normal. But it's when Katie does it...in front of me too.It hurts.I ws just walking into The Corner and she was walking towards me. She turned right on her heel and walked towards Chole and her friends, the old hardcore Year 11's. I thought nothing of it so went with Kiya and sat on the bench. Katie was...

I'm dimly aware that the title does not make any sense but bear with me.Emma isn't ignoring me-she is being as loverly as usual. We had great fun. She and Kiya still hate each other but I think it's down to them, not me.I had Assembly this morning which was pretty boring. Before the teachers started rattling on, I talked to Luke about equal gay rights and showed him some Frerard picture I...

What do you do if your true friends aren't really acting like it?Well, maybe they are. Maybe it's me, pessimistic, miserable, droopy old Betty, ungrateful and selfish and non-deserving. Yeah, maybe it's me.Maybe it's my fault.At the beginning of the year, me and my best friend, Kiya, made friends with a girl called Emma. She likes Frank Iero, gives out shiny tape and has the biggest eyes I have...

My aunty gave birth on Tuesday 4th March at half-past-eleven at night to a little angel called Alexander Joseph Davis.Seriously, he is THE most cutest thing I have ever seen in my life. He's so small...he has tiny ears and a cute button nose and perfect rosebud lips. I held him-it was the first time I've ever held a baby and wow. It was probably the most awesome moment in my life so far.He came...

Today, when I woke up, the ache in my chest wasn't there.I don't know why, but since August last year, I've been feeling really, really down. It just sweeps over me and refuses to go away. It makes me realize how different and odd my way of thinking really is. It makes me feel as though I'm on a different page than everyone else like I'm seeing the world through different eyes. It's really...

Today was strange, a mix of good, bad and fake tan.....Which may not sound interesting, but maybe it is to you.I was in a bad mood this morning. I just feel like that sometimes. The ache in my chest has become familiar and it's happening frequently now. I just wake up and feel it.I guess part of it was Ellis's fault but thinking back now, though I hate to admit it, I guess it was my fault. I...

My school life really SUCKED todayMy iPod* Frank Bernette* ran out of charge last night while I was listening to The Used, right in the middle of Liar, Liar so I couldn't listen to it on the bus. We had Assembly and our Head of Year was moaning so much we were late for English.In English we didn't even do proper work. I know it sounds totally pathetic to say that made me annoyed and a teensie bit...

[font-3]I am so angry at the moment as if you couldn't tell.....AND it's to do with MCR....I was talking to some distant kinda relatives about music and everything. I was with my brother and two other people who I am not naming....but My Chemical Romance came into the conversation. One of these people said: Their music is very dark and very depressingAnd the other person saidIt's so...