Because I no longer have any.I thought I was doing the right thing, ending a friendship where I was being taken advantage of. But now, after spending the last 3+ weeks alone its starting to get very lonely. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know how to make new friends. Tomorrow at school I start a new trimester. That's all new classes with new people and new teachers. Three weeks ago...

Ive had a friend for going on three years. Her life has been much harder than mine, so when she blew little things way out of proportion, or flipped out at me or others around, I made it my mission to make it better. Even if I knew deep down, it wasn't my fault and/or job to fix things for her I wanted to help make her life better because it made me feel good to know i made a difference.Putting a...

and now I'm sad. Hes going off to college and hes leaving early tomorrow morning, so we said goodbye tonight. Were not all that close and crying is my least favorite thing to do, but I cant help it. I'm just really going to miss him. Even if he can be an ass sometimes. Most of the time, actually.Also I have family visiting from Canada and they're leaving tomorrow morning too. Sad, sad day. And I...

Ive been the last two years. The first year I mostly walked around and checked out random bands and got free stuff from booths. Last year I hit all of my favorite bands but didnt really walk around as much as I wanted to. This year I plan to have the perfect amount of both.So this is where I want your help.What are some bands that put on a great live show?What are some of our favorite bands?Bands...

I haven't decided quite yet. But I will say I'm extremely skeptical. Now I believe i love my family, because I wouldn't be able to live without them and would do anything for them. If it the same to be in love? Have you ever been in love? How did you know it was love?I kinda feel like people get married because that's the thing to do. You get comfortable with someone and once you hit mid 20s you...

I sure am. Before presentations I'm nervous. My heart beats quickly, my breathing speeds up, and my palms get sweaty. When i talk when I'm nervous my voice shakes like I'm going to start crying at any second.Now why would a person like me join a speech club? I don't really know. Everything I'm afraid of they do for fun. My best friend kinda forced me to, but I wanted to at first. I haven't really...

Over time, and especially recently, I have come to the realization that you really cant trust anyone but yourself. As sad as I am to say that, I really feel its true. I want to be able to trust my close friends but every time I feel like I'm putting a lot of faith in them they just let me down. Maybe its just my age and it will get better as I get older but for now people just take the trust I...

I want recommendations for anything.Books, music, story's (original, fan fiction, any kind! Except for twilight/harry potter. Books, yes. Fan fiction, no. Sorry. Unless, that is, if you have a great one that you think I must read)Ive been bored lately, and with school starting tomorrow I will need something to keep me from being too bored with the same old go to school, come home, eat, sleep,...

I was just sitting here on twitter and all of a sudden I felt the need to rant.So here we go.My best friend has always been kind of depressed. I never really know how to help her, but I crack stupid jokes at the right time and apparently its enough to stop her from doing things. Or so she says.She just updated her twitter and said "the thing is, no matter how many 'friends' i acquire, i know...

I guess i don't know too much about it but according to Perez Hilton he had a heart attack around 4:10 or so and was rushed to the hospital. He updated his twitter again around 4:45 and said he passed away.Michael was SUCH a big part of my childhood. I actually feel like crying right now. I know i don't know him personally but all through growing up, thats mainly what i heard when it comes to...

This year made a new best friend. Pretty quickly into the friendship she told me about the cutting shes done and just how sad she used to be but she was good now.Now mom is probably the stupidest person i have ever met. Basically, my friend is the mom and her real mom is a alcoholic pot head who wastes all their money and doesn't have a job so my friend has to care for 4 kids.Lately on twitter her...

This year my grades haven't been so good. First tri, I nearly failed civics. I was only like a few points away from failing.I told my parents i would do better. But guess what, I didn't. Grades are going home tomorrow, and i mostly have C's. Thats not all that bad, but no where near my best.I'm going to be grounded and its not like i will even have anything to say to them when they yell at me. I...

I'm in need of songs that remind you of friends or long distance friendship or moving away or missing someone.For my English final we had to write this thing and I wrote about a friend moving away and I need to make a CD to go along with it. I'm having trouble finding songs. I was just googleing stuff and all the songs that came up there are just going to make me seem like I'm a lesbian. I love...

I didn't sleep well last night and around 3 i woke up and took a shower. From like 5 to 6 i slept in like 10 minute intervals and i just had really messed up dreams, all the while, i was journaling about the things that were happening to me on mibba. Which is weired because i don't even feel like i post much on here.ALSO, i was wondering if you could help me with something. For my English final we...

I'm asking because my brother just came into my computer room looking for headphones and i took his earlier this week so i gave him them back. He was like "when did you get that"Thinking he was talking about the headphones i laughed and said i stole them from your ipod on the counter and he was like no that, and pointed to my ipod. I was obviously confused and i was like "...umm i got it for...

Also apparently at typing. The first time i typed coffee it came out soddee. I don't know.I'm going to be up all night so i make some coffee, which i hate, but this is definitely not strong enough. And the first sip i had i swolled wrong and almost sip it out all over our new laptop. I don't think my dad would have been to happy about that. I have to write a 5 page paper about global warming so i...

Whats the big deal?Everyone at my school is freaking out about who has dates and who is staying home doing nothing. I never saw why people thought it was such a big deal to have a boyfriend or to have a perfect valentines. Especially if you don't even really like each other.I remember in 5th grade i went to the movies with a huge group of people and i ended up "going with" some random guy that i...

I have been journaling about my brother for a while. And about how he's a pot head and stuff. This has been eating at me all week. Last Thursday night we were texting and he said we had to leave like ten minutes earlier to school and I asked why an he was going to smoke before school. In October he told me he would never do that, go to schoool high. Funny how fast people change. Anyway, I started...

I was sick yesterday so I just stayed home today. I'm not really sick but I just didn't feel like being around people.So I stayed at a friends house this weekend and she was playing with my phone. We have this friend, let's call him Bill, and she likes him. Lately he's been acting funny to her and she says he hates her. Now I have asked him before and he always said that he doesn't. So while she...

Why do some people think gay marrige is wrong? Are you scared? Because really, if your not gay yourself than why should you care at all. I mean it doesnt effect you.I want some real hard facts. Real reasons. And don't give me some crap about god not loving gays because if god is really real and if god made and loves everyone, then why not gays. In civics today we had a debate and the person who...