So I haven't been on here in forever sadly. I love writing and being on here but I work.....ALOT. So instead of writing stories and journals I'm stuck working. Hell, I don't even barely read that much anymore! What has this world come to?!?!?But this summer will be awesome! I plan on writing all day before I go to work and reading oh yes AND listening to lots of music.Moving on.....I need your...

So I went though this whole dubstep stage and then I got out of it. So up instill now I didn't listen to dubstep but I'm starting to get into it again so I bought an iTunes gift card an I plan on going on a dubstep spending spree-with your help that it. So care your favorite dubstep songs/bands with me.That's kind of all this journal is about but since it has to be longer I'll ramble for the sake...

Before you read this I want you to know that I don't want or need your sympathy. This journal is simply here for me to vent because right now I'm loosing my mind. Right now I need to get everything out. Its like screaming a secret in the hallway of a school-it feels good to finally let it out and be free. So here I am screaming my secret and if you hear then . . . . . you hear. But I don't need...

I GOT A JOB! I'm so excited. I'm going to be working at a retirement home and pretty much serving and delivering food to the people who live there. Easy enough right? I hope. Watch its super hard and I have a spaz attack. . . . -_-Bummer thing about it is I have to work every other weekend (blah whatever, I guess I'll survive) and then I have to work holidays which is kinda going to be hard just...

So thanks to not having Internet the end of the school year-last school year-and during the summer I wasn't able to update any of my story's or put any out in till now. And believe me I have A LOT of ideas of story's I plan on writing soon. Along with finishing some of my others I already have on here.One of the story's I just put on Mibba is All Hallows Eve. It's a Halloween story and I thought...

I'm so confused right now. Like I'm never like this when it comes to guys, never. If you heard my last journal and if you haven't I suggest going and reading it (or not). I could actually sum it up quickly. Yeah I'll do that. It was just about this guy who's like a really good friend of mine and who of which lives next door and how I think im falling for him. When I say falling I think I actually...

Okay, so I've been friends with this guy for a long time. I mean since he moved in next door to us and that was in 2006.....I think? Yeah that sounds about right. He was just one of those kids who I could be myself around. We use to hang out everyday but when we started to get older we didn't hang out as much. But we just started really hanging out again last summer and like at first I would...

It's been forever since I wrote a journal and now seemed like a good time mostly because I need to vent and you guys seem like the perfect people to vent to. So first were going to start off with the stuff that's bothering me then move on to the awesome stuff like the concert I went to Friday!So just yesterday my friend came to town who of which we've had this thing between us for the last three...

Its feels like forever since I've been on here! I was just super busy since new years with school, flight lessons, and other things. But I've missed Mibba and writing! It was always in the back of my mind nagging at me. So here I am! On Mibba...and writing again!Good news! I JUST put out this awesome new story that's called,Because I could not stop for DeathHe kindly stopped for meThe Carriage...

Wow my tittle's a little random, just saying!Lonely. I always would think that I really don't need anyone. I have a lot of friends. It's always been easy for me to make friends but lately, lately I've been unbelievably lonely. Instead of txting people I'm turning off my phone, instead of writing like I usually do when I'm feeling down my computer is collecting dust.Maybe being lonely isn't the...

I haven't wrote a journal in a long time. Okay maybe it wasn't THAT long but it has been awhile. I think I've just been kind of "blah" lately and of course very busy with Christmas and everything which is OVER!=) I love Christmas but I can only stand so much of the dreadful music.HOLY CRAP OUR BASEMENT IS FLOODED!.....no but really it is my dad just ran up stairs having a spaz attack. I think spaz...

ONLY FOUR MORE DAYS TILL FRIDAY! Just saying.... Now if that isn't good thing to start a journal out with then I don't know what is!=PANYWAYS!Can someone tell me why my sisters just had a full blown star wars battle with light savors? They were making those little sounds that go with it when the sword moves. It was quite interesting to watch and amuzing. If the sword hits a hand or leg then they...

Im at school=( In math class. I don't think I was meant to go to school today. I mean really everything went wrong this morning. My car wouldnt start so dad had to take me to school along with my sisters. THEN there was a train! Then someone broke their ankle! Then, then, THEN! Bad things just kept happening. Dad almost turned around to just go home. Kind of wish he did.MY MOMS COMING HOME IN TWO...

So I don't really know why I'm so sad right now? Maybe because my best friend is being an a** or that my dad just yelled at me. REGARDLESS the sadness needs to go away! I DON'T LIKE IT! *calming down now*I'm starting to REALLY miss my mom and it sucks. Whenever I'm in a bad mood I'll go and just hang out with her or something. Not necessarily tell her what's wrong or why I'm in a bad mood but just...

My moms is out of town for a week! O my god how am I suppose to survive? Hmmm would it be bad if I'm going to try to sneak out? My dad would never know..... I would have to think about that one. I'm might be to much of a chicken sh*t to do that.I had to drive her to the airport Thursday because my dad didn't want to. It was sad. Mom was crying because she hates leaving me and my sisters even if...

Have you had a first love? Someone that you talked about the future with or shared things that you have yet to share with anyone else? Someone that would send you a txt and it would make you smile to yourself. That one person that knew when no one else did that something was wrong and that you were lying when you said you were fine.I have.My friend left in eight grade. We didn't know each other to...

I love reading peoples signatures on Mibba. Most of them are amazing! Is that weird? If so then well I'm just a weird person! I also love listening to songs and finding that sentience that they sing that hits home and makes you love the song ten times more! One of my favorite song quotes is from the best band ever, The spill canvas. I seriously love everyone of their songs."Heaven's not a place...

Okay so I've been bored all day and was laying on my bed doing nothing when an amazing idea popped into my head. Why don't I paint my bookshelf? I mean its white and looks boring. I think it would be cooler if it had some color. I've already cleaned all my books off of it and other junk. My bookshelves are always really messy, I just can't help it.Anyways sorry this journal is so short but I'm...

About five minutes ago my mom told me that I was blind. I was confused, mean I can see perfectly fine and yet she told me I was blind. I'm the type of person that wouldn't really ask what in the world she was talking about so I just nodded smiling. She went on saying that when a guy likes me I don't realize it.I guess that's true....I mean its not like don't know. It's just that I try to ignore...

So I'm quite bored at the moment. Plus I'm only functioning on four hours of sleep. Black Friday was brutal just because there was no room for sleep. We left the house at a 11:30 and just went from there. My mom got in trouble for sneakily budging in line (I've never laughed so hard when the worker walked up to her) and I might of accidentally dropped a small princess table on someones foot. Other...