If you've read my other journals, you probably can take the guess that I have no self-confidence and by looking at my pics, obviously I'm not the most attractive guy...actually you'd be lying if you called me attractive.My best friend and I (well he's gay) tell each other everything and he's been trying to help me build self-confidence, especially with my weight, I think that I'm fat but my close...

My middle school days are almost over. The huge DC trip is over and the end of the year graduation party is getting closer day by day. I'm not ready to leave behind middle school Derek behind just yet though...There wasn't any HUGE drama and things were just chill most of the time. I'm gonna miss that once I walk through the drama-filled doors of high school.Anywhore, I felt like I wanted to leave...

I've been thinking of writing a Final Destination story. Like an FD6. At first, I was thinking about using high schoolers or college kids, but then someone recommended I use celebs and make it a fan fic. I've never written a fan fic before so I want to know if that'd be something you'd read and also who would you want to be in the story.QUESTIONS1. Do you like the FD movies?2. Would you read a...

So obviously, everyone has heard about the recent Chardon shootings. My school is not that far from Chardon and we have been wearing their colors and making signs for the deceased kids, really helping them out.Earlier in the year, a ton of drama erupted when this creepy kid started stalking my best friend, she kept calling him a stalker and ignoring him, and he got angry. He called the guidance...

Sorta...kinda.....no not really.I was at science olympiad at the high school just an hour ago. After the class ended, about six of us stayed in the atrium and just talked. There was me, three of my friends from other schools, my friend from my own school and two sixth grade girls.Suddenly, the lights flickered. None of us though much of it. The janitor walked by and asked if we flickered the light...

Cliche? Definitely. Absurd? Absolutely. Impossible? NOT A CHANCE!!!!We all have that moment when someone whether it be a parent, a friend, or anyone ask what you want to be when you grow up. Most people have no idea. Not to brag or anything, but I've known my whole entire life what I've wanted to be. Now why is it that me, who has had their mind set since 4 years old gets laughed at when most...

Yes, it has been announced that Final Destination 6 will be in the works later this year. A lot of people hate these movies because of the repetition, but I think the storyline is good enough to make a million of these movies out of. Plus, the fifth one introduced the idea that if you take another person's life, you get their years and they get yours.Another problem people have is the deaths. How...

For those of you who have no idea what Nanowrimo is, it is an acronym for National Novel Writing Month. Every November, writers of all ages from all over the world go to write a 50,000 word novel within the 30 days of November. Any one who finishes and registers their word count wins great prizes. This year, the winners receive 5 free copies of their novel.I won!!!!!It was not an easy battle,...

Wow, I haven't posted a journal in quite a while. Here's one!I've been interested in ouija boards lately. I tried one that I made out of a piece of loose leaf paper and think I may have gotten a real spirit.I want to know.1. Have you ever tried a ouija board before?2. Do you believe they work?3. If you have tried one, did you get any responses?4. Have any tips on how to have the best results?This...

Lately, I find my life going too fast to even focus on. Halloween is right around the corner and my friends and I are so excited! My new kitty is getting bigger by the minutes, and school is going by surprising fast.First issue; Callie the CalicoOh yes, you're probably saying, "doesn't like everyone name their calico cats Callie?" That is true, but that doesn't take away from the epicness of the...

So a little more than 1 month of school has already past. I can't believe it! My grades are mostly good (besides algebra) and I don't hate any of my teachers...too much.For me the hardest subjects are French and Algebra. Science and English are cake and American studies falls somewhere in between.The first dance is coming up and with all the drama happening lately, it could be crazy enough for...

I'm a 13 year old straight guy. My passions lie in music and art. NOT in sports. I've never liked sports, never been good at them, never cared. People at my school now came to the conclusion that I must be gay because I hate sports.First off, it's not like I listen to Miley Cyrus and Big Time Rush. I cannot stand that type of music. I like Paramore, Evanescence, stuff like that. Even if I'm not...

Hey!! So, lately I've been in the need for some new music. First, I HATE rap, hip-hop, country, and electronic music. I like alternative/rock bands mostly. (a few exceptions). Here's just a few bands I listen to so you can get a little insight into what I do like.Paramore is my favorite!!!!FlyleafCartelCage the ElephantEvanescenceCassie Steele (not a band...just a chick who used to be on Degrassi....

Hallo! Salut! Bonsoir! Bonjour! Anyone else excited for Halloween??? I AM!!!! ^W^Sooooo, me and my three best friends are gonna go trick-or-treatin again this year!! We're all gonna be zombies but be like different types of people as well.Examples: one is gonna be a cheerleader, another a hobo, another a 50's diner girl.What about me???? Got any ideas of what I can be? (have to be guy costumes, no...

Hey! So did anyone watch the Degrassi Season Finale last night? After all the drama that's been happening this season, it was a relief to see it all turn out okay. But...bad news! We have to say goodbye to many of the main characters now that they've graduated. Soooo memorium anyone???HOLLY J SINCLAIR- She got her start on the show in season 7 when she became the new queen bee. She was snotty and...

So there's this girl I like. Let's say her name is...Megan. I met her two years ago when i started middle school (now gonna be in 8th grade). we talked a lot in 6th grade cuz we had a lot of classes together and stuff. This year though (7th grade) i was in no classes at all with her. My other friend....Don we'll say. Likes her too and asked her out. she told him no cuz she lied someone else and...

ready to call the loony bin on me? cool let's get started!!~One time when i was 3 i thought there was an egyptian princess at my window everytime i went to bed....yea idk why~When i was like 3 me, my mom, and my 2 grammas were in a resturaunt and these 2 teens girls kept looking at me and smiling at me and playin with me and stuff. when they looked away, I screamed "WOMEN!!!!" haha~ in 3rd grade...

Hello there people of Mibba. =)If you don't know, i write....millions of songs. i was thinking of maybe posting some as poems (names would probably be like song 1, song 2, etc) just to get some feedback and stuff. but would anybody be into reading them? i don't know if it's a good idea just cuz there's a possibility that someone might steal the lyrics and use them to their benefits. i think i'll...

I'm REALLY getting fed up with them. They're frickin EVERYWHERE! On YouTube, about 1/3 of the comments on a video are from haters who just tear people apart to make themselves feel better. Okay, I get you think you're a piece of crap that no one wants and you're having troubles but that doesn't mean that you need to make someone else feel bad to make yourself feel better. There are these things...

At school this year I noticed that people had been like judging me and saying stuff behind my back. I talked to one of my close friends and they said that because people know I like Lady GaGa they think I'm gay. It really ticked me off because that's really kinda stereotypical. You don't have to be gay to like Lady GaGa. I mean, I'll admit I like her much more than most people but, does this make...