The funny thing about it, is the story without it, the story is mine and I wish I could say it ended just fine

^^ Love that band and that song (HE IS WE-Happily Ever After)So it's been awhile yeah?So I still haven't gone to fashion school... Slack I know but hopefully I will actually start making some of my designs and trying to set up a website this year or at the start of next year. I have however been promoted at work and now work in the office in 'Accounts Payable' so I am the one who pays for all the...
March 15th, 2011 at 10:12am

Earthquakes, super heroes, super villians and towning it!

So kind of freaked out at the moment because in Christchurch (South Island, NZ) on Saturday morning there was an earthquake that measured 7.4 on the richter scale. Now I live in the North Island on the Kapiti Coast and I even felt, and my brother felt it up near the middle of the North Island as well. Majority of Christchurch and the surrounding areas have only just got power back now, and mostly...
September 5th, 2010 at 12:07pm

I don't understand this cruelty, but now I see

Hey, how is everyone?So I wish I could say I'm wonderfully happy, doing great and have finally sorted myself out, but that would be lying and thats the one promise I have been able to keep lately. Not lying to everyone, or trying not to at least, I just tend to avoid the questions instead... Not sure if thats better or worse though. I miss me, I miss being happy, I miss being able to not worry,...
June 21st, 2010 at 04:56am

Hit me, knock me out and let me go back to sleep, I guess, I remember every glance you shot me, un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat

Even though I know you're never going to read this, I have to say it. I'm sorry for everything I ever did to hurt you but please believe me when I say I never lied to you once while we were together. When we broke up and I said you didn't mean anything? I lied you meant everything to me. I just hope you are happy now, and you don't hate me. However I wouldn't blame you if you did. I hurt you more...
May 31st, 2010 at 04:33am

Crawl down dead lovers' lane, the maze of memories stained, embrace the pain again, and lose yourself alone in the dark.

Wow. I haven't been on here in quite some time. Glad to see it hasn't changed too much. Must say I have fallen in love with H.I.M. all over again at the momentMy life has been rather hectic lately. Been working full time and spending my weekends out and about, trying to keep up with all the different groups of friends. It's harder and more time consuming than I thought it would be. My average week...
May 16th, 2010 at 11:23am

Forgive all your mistakes, There's nothing I wouldn't do, Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss, You know it's so hard to say goodbye w

So the last week was rather hectic. Busy busy week at work with the bosses deciding I should do leadership roles... Which I don't really want to do. It involves a lot of paperwork and probably extra hours, though I suppose more money would be good.My birthday was quite good. We (this being my parents, my aunt and Suzie) went out to eat at this lovely little restaurant called Vella on the Coast,...
April 26th, 2010 at 05:43am

I could follow you to the beginning, just to relive the start, maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all of our favourite parts

Absolutely adore that song ^^ All I Wanted by Paramore It is just wonderful gorgeousBusy busy busy, thats me.So had my party on Saturday night, half the people who said they were going to come didn't bother to show up or even message me to let me know until half way through the party. Stupid so-called friends. So consequently had far to much food and fizzy drink, and could have saved myself a lot...
April 19th, 2010 at 11:08am

Blanket Man and Bunnings

Hey all,Guess what! On Friday Blanket Man came into the Bunnings store that I work at, and he brought stuff! With money, he brought a broom and a dustpan. We aren't quite sure why he needed them, but everyone was talking about it. It was crack up, oh and Bret McKenzie from Flight of the Concords, was in like an hour before Blanket Man, it was like celebrity morning at Bunnings. For a grnad opening...
April 18th, 2010 at 05:57am

I feel what only I can feel and if that don't appeal to you, let me know and I'll go, 'cause I flow better when my colors show

So my birthday party is less than a week away, I did however finally start making my costume XD I will be going as the Mad Hatter from Alice in Wonderland, made and designed by me, based around a top hat. I've nearly finished making the jacket, just have to do is hem and cuff it, then I only have the dress and the hat to make, hopefully I will be able to do that tomorrow. Else I will have to try...
April 11th, 2010 at 06:46am

Interesting vegetarian meals?

HiDo any of you guys know of some interesting vegetarian meals? If so can you please list them in the comments section or message them to me. I've just started up again as my parents and doctor have said I'm allowed again. I have mainly been eating falafel patties with salad or vegetable stir-fry with noodles for dinner. I'm going to get some tofu tomorrow, but not sure what I'm going to do with...
April 4th, 2010 at 08:56am

And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. I can't let go of this dream

My oh my, easter weekend already. This year is going far too fast for my liking, I have so much I wnat to do, need to do before summer comes again.Over the last few days I've eaten far too much junk food, but I suppose that comes with being socialable. I have also decided to try vegetarianism again, I used to be a vegetarian by choice when I was younger, but due to the fact my body seems to have a...
April 4th, 2010 at 07:17am

I'm waiting, I'm waiting everyday until you come back down, come back down again

I am sitting around listening to good old 48 May (A New Zealand band that was popular in about 2003) and Bowling for Soup. It brings back soo many memories both good and bad. But it also helped me to come up with a brilliant way to decorate my room again, I'm going to print off hundreds of photos and stick them all over my walls :) Also my friend Daniel is going to come help. I am also going to...
March 28th, 2010 at 09:39am

Together we stand, I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand

In regards to my last journal, I thank you all for your responses. You all helped restore my faith in younger generation. Oh an update on what has happened with the boy I know (note the know not knew) as much as I'd love to say it was for attention I can't. The police found him passed out in a train tunnel about 10minutes before the scheduled train was supposed to go through, 10minutes later and...
March 28th, 2010 at 05:41am

Important question, I want/need to know what your answer is

Here it is.If someone you knew, not neccessarily someone you were close to or that you knew particularly well was going to commit suicide would you try to help said person?I ask this because About 4 hours ago a boy I know, one of my best friends ex's to be specific posted on facebook that he was thinking of it seriously this time, and all his so-called friends just commented asking for stuff he'd...
March 26th, 2010 at 10:40am

I said these people and places are getting old, in the streets of shame where you've lost your dreams in the rain...

Today is the day. I moved back into my parents place, out of my flat. I am soo glad to be out of there, William has been driving me insane lately. Which isn't good because he is one of if not my best friend. He's just so ignorant and lazy like today. I got to my parents place (which is an hour from where I was living) with all my stuff ready to move into mum and dads, and I get atext message from...
February 21st, 2010 at 09:58am

Strawberry Cyclops are oh so wonderful

I am currently eating the best frozen yogurt ever! It is great, though rather expensive, around $4 for a pint... But i think its worth it and definitely better for me than ice cream.Thinking of getting AIM but don't think I'd get many friends on it... So still thinking...Started designing again, now just got to start making those designs come to life, once I do i promise i'll actually put pictures...
February 17th, 2010 at 08:23am

? ? ??The Sunday Knight Spoons, and their many adventures? ? ? ?

So last night for my friends 19th birthday we went into town dressed as a rock/pirate/metal band called the Sunday Knight Spoons, complete with hair, make-up and fake instruments made of cardboard. We got several strange looks and a few comments about how the Sevens were Saturday night not last night but oh well. We also got several positive comments generally about Clare and I, "Awesome Keytar!"...
February 7th, 2010 at 11:35pm

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind...

My ex decided he wants to be friends... I had nearly forgotten all about everything, then suddenly its all back. I hate that about past relationships.Anyways, I finish work at my store on the 27th then work at another store till the 14th of March. After that I get to go see my family, including my little brother and sister who I haven't seen since last July! However may end up staying at my work...
February 2nd, 2010 at 08:38am

My gosh! Strippers, music and drunk work mates... What a night

AC/DC aka Acca Dacca were absolutely AMAZING! Who knew that they would have sooo much energy and stage presence at their ages! Angus Young, was non-stop for two hours and did a fifteen minute guitar solo. Oh and he stripped, which was absolutely hilarious to watch, and he had AC/DC boxers on, classic. Far too many girls in the mosh pit not wearing bras and pulling off their tops though. Other than...
February 1st, 2010 at 07:03am

Can not wait until tomorrow!

Thats right I am going to see AC/DC live in concert tomorrow night! I am soo excited Luke and I are both going to be super happy at work tomorrow before we go, like bouncing off the walls happy/excited! I didn't get the tickets for free though, but I did get them for $50 when they are normally $160, because Luke managed to get two more tickets for free and 'cause he's soo awesome offered me 2 of...
January 29th, 2010 at 04:32am