If your heart stops beating

Gerard has a problem. The band knows that. They've tried to help him, but nothing seems to work. Frank is getting fed up, but he still can't manage to stop Gerard getting drunk nearly every night.

This is set before the Black Parade, starting in 2004.

This is NOT a Frerard. There is no real yaoi in this story. The relationship Gerard and Frank have is one of best friends. Don't look at their playfighting and tell me that's too intimate to be just friends. I'll bash your face in. Joking, joking.
But seriously. It's not yaoi.
  1. Chapter 1
    Drinking problems
  2. Chapter 2
    Sorry it's short.
  3. Chapter 3
    And then...
  4. Chapter 4
    More of the boy down the hall. (Kinda short, sorry)
  5. Chapter 5
    SYSTEM ERROR: A string of screamed expletives does not count as a Short Description.
  6. Chapter 6
    More Alec!
  7. Chapter 7
    Fathers
  8. Chapter 8
    We fish you a Merry Christmas, We fish you a Merry Christmas...
  9. Chapter 9
    Parade...
  10. Chapter 10
    Cheryl
  11. Chapter 11
    Courtroom proceedings
  12. Chapter 12
    The verdict. Sorry about shortness, although the fuzz makes up for it, does it not?
  13. Chapter 13
    Practise, my friend. Practise.
  14. Chapter 14
    Chat.
  15. Chapter 15
    Birthday.
  16. Chapter 16
    More Birthdays. And Shakespeare! (Rather Long)
  17. Chapter 17
    Quite a bit of Mikey in this one... Well, not really. Hospitals!
  18. Chapter 18
    Visiting the hospital
  19. Chapter 19
    Slightly short. Sorry. But a new POV!
  20. Chapter 20
    Chapter 20. YAY!
  21. Chapter 21
    Hospital Visit.
  22. Chapter 22
    New POV. >.< And hospital visits! Slightly short.
  23. Chapter 23
    Nightmares
  24. Chapter 24
    Oooh! That's all I'm saying.
  25. Chapter 25
    Birthday, yay! Long chapter to make up for an absence of what, FOUR DAYS?
  26. Chapter 26
    Comment! Ooh, and BIG developments.
  27. Chapter 27
    Tangentish. Brotherly love! Oh, that's always good.
  28. Chapter 28
    Explanations. Ew, Mikey's a girl!
  29. Chapter 29
    Fuzz. Cute Alec. Cute Jamia. Cute Frank.
  30. Chapter 30
    Aw... fast-moving. I feel like I need to fill it out more. Oh, well, here you go.
  31. Chapter 31
    Christmas!
  32. Chapter 32
    Tangents!
  33. Chapter 33
    Memories. Sad memories. And birthdays! Well, birthday.
  34. Chapter 34
    New Year.
  35. Chapter 35
    First day back at school... And bullying discussion (again).
  36. Chapter 36
    Aw poor Alec
  37. Chapter 37
    Betterness.
  38. Chapter 38
    Recordings.
  39. Chapter 39
    Sadness. Cliffhanger. Oh so sad! This is the chapter with a bang.
  40. Chapter 40
    Fast Forward. And fuzz. And Family. And Memories. And Nostalgic, Happy Sadness.
  41. Author's Letter