I Believe That You Belong to Me

Pain. Shame. Disgust.
That is what I cause other people
That is what I am
I don’t know how not to be
I’ve tried
Trust me…I’ve tried
But all I get in return is…
Pain.
Shame.
And ultimately disgust with myself
So I stopped
trying, that is
Because nothing else works
So why won’t he let me?

Acerielle Carter
© Stephenie Meyer
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Photo: amongstotherthings
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