3 years, huh?I can’t help but wonder what you were doing. I say this every year, I know, but it’s true. I want to know what was on your mind. Were you scared? Were you at peace? Who were you thinking of? Was it me, or your family, or your friends? I don’t know why I want to know so badly. I guess I just want to understand.Because even after all those years, I never understood you. I don’t...

So, seriously, do people still do comment swaps on here? Whatever, I'm going to anyway. Because for the first time in well over a year, I want to wh*re my own stuff out.Right to Choose is something I started late 2011, I think, and then forgot about. For a long time. But, now, I have no life since I finish work at 10am. It's leading to creativity and an excess abundant of energy. So I'm writing...

Hey there.Merry Christmas, baby.How've you been? I've been well.I've been working a lot, because I've decided that I want to go higher where I am, I want to get into management. You'd be proud of that, wouldn't you babe? I know I'm proud of myself for finally deciding on something. It only took a year to come up with it.I've been hanging out with my friends a lot too, we've all gotten so much...

Yeah. That's right. We found speed.At work.In the cleaning cupboard.We were rummaging around the shelves today looking for something to clean the floor with, moved a few things, and bam, there it was, speed.We came to many conclusions about why our weird cleaners always lock themselves in that tiny, tiny room. Yeah, it's an actual room, we just call it a cupboard.But anyway, since it was work......

Oh hey there, mam, I didn't see you behind that massive wall of bitchiness.Okay, okay, I know I shouldn't bitch about my mam, at least she's always been here for me, blah blah blah, but she's just... I don't know. It's the little things. That add up over time. Which end with me hating her.I'm sorry I'm not the perfect daughter you wanted. I'm sorry I can't be better. I'm sorry I threw my life away...

Violence in sports, ey? It's a tough one. Some people say it's just part of the game, others... don't.I'm with those who say it's not part of the game. It's disgusting, it's disgraceful. The team we played today, they don't even deserve names right now. They're just animals, actual animals. It was the single worst show of sportsmanship that I've ever seen.We're the bottom team, they shouldn't have...

I haven't had sex in months.I went out tonight, to town. The Elephant, which sucked, so we went to PJ O'Brien's, which was awesome, and then hit the clubs, starting with Red Square.And that's when it happened. Some very, very drunk girl cracked onto me, looking to experiment. It was her hen's night, and I was the closest person with a "gay vibe". We went to the middle of the dance floor. We...

So I already have a journal on the overview. Sue me.Anyway.Today marks fifteen years to the day that tragedy struck.Today marks fifteen years to the day of the horrifying Port Arthur massacre.The terrible event in which thirty five lives were taken and twenty one others were injured, following the actions of one crazed man armed with a gun.Of course, all this happened in 1996. Back before the laws...

Being treated like a professional piece of sh*t. Picking up shoes off the ground. Picking up half-eaten Wendy's hotdogs off the ground. Cleaning up customers sh*t that they dump all over the floor (sometimes real faeces). Listening to rude customers whinge and complain and get prices wrong, when you know that you are right. Listening to customers barter with me to try and get a cheaper price on a...

Okay, guys. I know I'm a few days early, but I'm going to really try and push it this year.Coming Home.I'm not asking you to comment it. I'm not asking you to critique it or pass down your judgement. I'm asking you take five minutes out of your day to sit down and read it. I'll be knocking something together over the next few days to add to it this year, and I'll be pushing it forwards and...

Ohhh, DeAnne Smith and Cal Wilson together in the one show... orgasmic. I'm in heaven, Mibba.Anywayyyy...So, I haven't felt this good in nearly two years, it's quite amazing, and for the first time in sixteen months, I had three full meals today - I had a hot cross bun for breakfast at work, and then I had spinach and ricotta cannaloni for lunch, and a chicken sandwich for tea. Bam three meals....

So. My friend thinks I'm clinically depressed and she wants me to start talking to her on a regular basis.I think she's an idiot.Regardless, she's f*cking adament on this and I'm quite annoyed. I'd rather not be depressed, if it's all the same with everyone. I'm sorta happy with my "nothing wrong with me and never has been" persona, depression would actually ruin that.God I'm so stubborn.I need...

We're not even dating. Back the f*ck off.I can't afford to send you 500+ texts a week.I physically can't stay up until 2am because you want to talk every Goddamn day.I don't want to forgo food because you want to sit outside and smoke when I'm on my lunch break.I can't throw away all of what I am because it doesn't involve you, so quit crying when I want to sleep, stop throwing yourself a pity...

adfakjfaWe did awesome at soccer today.Senior Women's Div 5:Munno Para 3; Flinders Flames 2.Senior Women's Div 2:Munno Para 6; Flinders Flames 0.A very good job done by all the girls.So... in the spirit...Everywhere we go;Everywhere we go;People always want to know;People always want to know;Who we are and where we're from;Who we are and where we're from;So we tell them;So we tell them;We are...

I got a call from the doctor this afternoon saying that I have to come in super early on Thursday now because there's a possible hairline fracture on my C6 vertebrae that they want to look at more closely. Fantastic.And I went to the dentist tonight and she gave me all these drugs and anesthetic even thought I said I'd take something else.Everything mixed together and I had a lovely reaction to it...

Bahhh.I feel like an asshat.I like this girl, remember, from a couple of Journals ago? Well, yeah, anyway, I still really, really like her, and half the team knows now - well, our little lesbian group knows - and they're all for it. But anyway.This girl is on holiday in Queensland with her girlfriend. Real bummer there. We're still texting and all that though, and last night I think I upset her....

I had a big long journal typed up but I'm deleting it to bitch some more about the girl who shoved me into the goal post. I can't believe she didn't get carded for that, I was the keeper for crying out loud. You never move on the keeper. It's the one thing you can not do.Well, you also can't pull a Rowy and push a girl so hard that she goes sprawling ten feet across the pitch, and when the ref...

'Scuze me, number 2 from Roseworthy.I don't know your name, and I don't particularly care either.I'll just call you number two.Now, I know you thought you were top sh*t yesterday. I know you thought you were better then us. But really, that's no reason for you to go and kick Bec H in the ankle. It wasn't her shin and you damn well know it, and that doesn't make it any better anyway.I hope you're...

I hate the things you say.I hate the way you make me feel like shit.I hate the way you take control.I actually f*cking hate you, okay?And you know what? You don't know anything.Don't ever rant on about how you Aimee dumped me and how you can fully understand why. You don't know anything about the situation, about what happened, and about how we felt about each other. You didn't even know her and...

'Scuze me, Stella Astaire, I did not get distracted.I don't do "distracted". I just get bored halfway through things. It's a bit of a joke, really.Anyway, most of you won't care. Some of you won't really remember.But I'm going to do this anyway. So suck it up.I used to be majorly active, and then I just... dropped off the face of the planet, only popping in occasionaly. And, the lovely, amazing,...