My Journey on a Pirate Ship!Once upon a time there were was a ship of pirates. The pirates on this pirate ship were: Kayla, Natalie, Emily, Haley, Sydney, Mikala, Andrea, Courtney, Patrick, Capn’ Matt (because I already call him that), and this one kidd named Dustin, who will be thrown over board. They pirate ship was called “The Revenge”. They were all crew mates, and worked together to...

I have been single for about 17 years.and I am tired of it.I want a boyfriend to hang out with and hold hands with and just be around.And it is frickin' hard to find one!and I try and flirt with boys...and it doesn't work....and I'm not sure what I do wrong...or what I am not doing at all?and I would be very thankful for some help... (:Soooooooosince i am a bit of a failure in this area....Anyone...

There's times like these that I feel, empty inside.Like there is nothing I have special enough in my life...I'll smileI'll laughBut on the inside I feel....hollow.Like I'm just filled with air, and at any moment I could float away to no where.I want to lay down somewhere and just stare.Observe everything and TRY and find something worth moving for..I don't want to think.I don't want to do...

Things in my life have been moving up since my birthday and last journal entry.>I got a job.>I made a new friend.>I threw out my old things I didnt need.>I fixed everything that was broken.And so far, its been great. I have been helping someone through a bad time and letting them vent. And I feel great! I personally feel like I have just been reborn, or started over in a new life. I...

Tomorrow is an important day for me.I am starting over.Basically, I am throwing away what I am done with and finishing what I started.I'm done.I'm tired of feeling this way.I'm tired of trying.I know the feeling.I felt it.I understand know what I didand What it did to others.I want them as a friend again.I want to get more friends.I want to be a better me.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^My list.I plan...

My heart can stop beating now.maybe it will change how I feel.Maybe it will take away my feelings.But its not right now.My heart may has well been ripped out, thrown on the ground and danced on as a sacrifice.I feel bad for the things i think on a certain subject, but I can't help i because I want them to happen.what I just found out?I PRAYED wouldn't happen.and The thought of it happened made me...

I'm falling apart.I had the worst dream last night.I literally sat up and cried.I dreamt that my friend was over with her boyfriend(who I also like) and she made out with him right in front of me...and that shouldn't be a big deal...but it was.And it broke my heart, it further made me realize, I can't have him, because she does...And my mother came in my room and asked me what was wrong but I...

I feel like I am falling.Constantly.Like I am falling into a bottomless hole and forever falling, never landing.And I just feel like locking myself in my room and not coming out for a week.I can't stand to walk down the halls at school anymore because I feel like everyone is watching me and thinking the same thing, wondering what I am doing and what I am going to do next.And even if they aren't...

:'(Today is not good.I just found out the worst thing ever......My best Friend....is gone.Moved.for reasons I will not speak of.But gone.Today was the last time I would EVER see her at school.and now I never will again...And even though I cry and scream, i know she probably won't be back.The reason is so heartbreaking, I can't stand it.I can't stand to even think it happened.and it raises anger...

Anger.That's not even a good enough word to describe what I'm feeling.Everyone thinks im a no-good-country-hick-that sleeps with her cousin.that's NOT TRUE.Just because I live in the country doesn't make me a country hick that cant understand anything. I'm not saying that there isn't people out there like that, But that doesn't make everyone of us that.I'm tired of saying "oh I live in...." and...

I have no idea what to say.Seriously.My thoughts are so jumbled that I cant create a coherante thought.Anything considered a thought is zooming around in my head, impossible to catch.I'm trying to thinkk, about what I'm thinking about, and it's not working out so well.My mother keeps suggesting medicine to take this state I'm in and make it better, but I doubt over-the-counter medicine could take...

Job Searching.It will be the death of me.Some places I go to I very politly ask "Do you know how old you have to be ro work here, part time?"and they respond: "Yes, 16" or whatever age it is.or they say "We're not hiring."Not. What. I. Asked.Really? I think its kind of rude when they say that, becasue jsut because you're not hiring, doesn't mean I don't want an application.That or when they tell...

Heyyyyyyy residents of Mibba!never got to say Happy New Year, so there you go:)If you are a reader of my "journal" things on here, you know about my friend that "likes" me.Well now he Loves me.which is freaking me out!How do I even BEGIN to respond to that????You know how you see all those movies about how one person says they love the other and that person has a whole Epiphany and realize they...

I don't know about all of you, but I am ready for 2010 to end.Everything just went down hill, for me, these last two months.I constantly fight with my friend Brandon(which I don't know how much longer he will want to be my friend.), fighting with my parents,I really hope 2011 has more to offer for me.I'm ready to get rid of the fighting and there be no more problems. I want the rest of my Junior...

In case you don't know what ^That means: Best Friends Till You Give up.Thats whats happened lately.that friend who likes me>Gone.I have no idea what happened, but a lie turned him against me.The start?A friend said I was calling him a Stalker and Begger, he believed them, DIDN'T ask me. and ignored me for about 3 days.heartbreaking.Two days later he Facebook messaged me. Yeah MESSAGED not...

I really hate straight boys.no offense if you are a straight boy reading this.But seriously.My guy friend likes me, I don't like him that way. And he is all "lets not talk for a while" Why might you ask?Because he asked if there was anyway me and him would EVER be "more" than friends.I said probably not.because I just don't see him "that way"he knows this.he has asked me out 3 times and I have...

I truly believe this world runs on Love.I mean look at everything.Movies, Music, Books, Magazines, Tabloids, TV shows, this list can go on.Every movie always has a Love part, if its not mainly based off that.I mean I am tired of watching a movie about a girl who I can predict will fall in love with the guy in it. Seriously, Love appeal works for people, it grabs their attention, I get that, But...

Have your friends ever tried yo get you with another guy/girl?My friend s right now with her friend "Kyle"I know what he looks likeHe doesn't know me.I doubt he does.I just went on a date, What else do you want from me!?And even if "Kyle" does know me, he probably won't like me.I mean yeah I'm nice, but seriously, I have only been told I'm "Beautiful" by one person, and I don't feel that way about...

So I am curious(like I always am):DSo How many of you all(that are reading this currently) have seen the new Harry Potter movie??I went to see it the Friday it came out(With a friend) as i mentioned in an earlier journal, and it was AMAZING:DI was almost late too, somebody was in a car accident RIGHT when school let out so I was trapped in the parking lot, then traffic was baked up right OUTSIDE...

I hate it when boys call me "baby" or "babe".I have no idea why, but I hate it.Its like if you're going to give me a name that's not MY name, give it thought, not just "babe".It makes me feel cheap.Now if your called that, NO OFFENSE to said comment about being cheap. I don't think you are. I just feel that way if I am called that.But I don't know, I have no problem if a friend calls me that, but...