The last three or so years have been miserable for me. If you ask me now, I can't tell you why exactly I used to feel that way, only that it was one of the worst things I've ever experienced. I was only recently able to tell my therapist that I was feeling depressed, and that's only because I no longer feel that way. I never wanted to take medication or be diagnosed. I just wanted to fix...

An open letter to the people I encounter on Tumblr:I understand that you live in a free country and that you have every right to express your 'opinions'. But most of you need to step the f*ck down. Maybe it's just the people I'm following, but I honestly get so sick of hearing a hundred plus people getting so worked up over something almost entirely irrelevant to your life.Okay, so someone made a...

I can't really do that comment-swap shit, can I?You know. since most of the stories I write are slash (the rest are drabbles) and most of them are pretty terrible because I wrote a lot of them a couple of years ago, when I was just getting into writing. My writing has only become bearable in the past year, pretty much.No one in the journal section wants to read gay fanfiction, am I...

"Are you homophobic?" was a question asked today in one of my classes by a student."What? No. Why would I be afraid of gay men if I'm a girl?" And that was how my social studies teacher reacted to it. She responded like... like it was common sense. And it is, really.I know that people misunderstand the concept of "homophobia" these days. In fact, it's so commonly and frequently misused that it has...

I’ve always been older than everyone else. And when I say that, I don’t mean it in the literal sense. Physically, I am young. Mentally, I am… different. Older. I understand more than I’m supposed to. I can’t tell you how many times someone has said to me, “Are you sure you’re only thirteen?” And I would reply with a smile and a careful laugh. Of course I never took those words to...

Is anyone into anime?If so, I have a kick ass one. Literally the best one I have ever watched. It has brought me to tears on more than one occasion. And though often light-hearted and comical, it still has very dark moments.This anime is called Kuroshitsuji. Watch it. Watch it NOW.The art is also absolutely magnificent. It's Gothic-esque and just... stunning. There are two seasons of this. The...

I found a new type of music to fawn over, and it makes me smile real wide. Because most of these songs are actually happy. Not to mention old-fashioned. Allow me to enlighten you:Keep in mind that this is absolutely not my normal choice of listening material. I sometimes have unexplainable attachments to music, though. The Young Veins are a great example of that. I still adore Panic! though, and I...

Mibba, Ohhh, Mibba you make my heart buuuuuurn. If you know where that's from, brownie points to you.So I suppose my little break from Mibba wasn't exactly a very prolonged one. Can you blame me? Half of my life is on this site. I really don't know what to do with myself without Mibba. Okay, that sounds too pathetic. Let's rephrase that: I don't know what to do with myself without Mibba during the...

I'm leaving Mibba for x amount of time. I honestly, just... have nothing left here. Or maybe there wasn't anything here from the start, huh?Don't get me wrong, Mibba is my home away from home. My save haven. It has been for over a year now. I love this place, but... it's getting to be too much. I won't go into detail. There is no drama involved in this decision. Except for the drama in my head,...

Prompt # 24 : An important/ significant first that has happened in your life.I would have to say, since I obviously haven't experienced much at the age of thirteen, that an important first for me would probably be the first time I sang in front of other people. This really isn't such a big deal as I've come to realize, but you've got to understand how much of a freak I am when it comes to stuff...

Hey, Mibba!So, this is the first time I'm doing anything along the lines of 'self-promotion', but I'm finding this completely necessary at the moment. Okay, here's the deal: I just put up a new story. Contrary to many of my other stories, I'm actually working quite hard on this one. The idea came to me while I was doing homework, and I was drawn to it almost immediately.Now if you must know, this...

My favorite pet would have to be my cat, Cookie. Shut up. I named her when I was, like, ten. Anyway, Cookie is a lovely cat. She's kind of anti-social at times (like me) and a bit moody from day to day (also like me). She doesn't really like anyone else but her owner (me), which is a little concerning. She kind of fails to hang around other humans. Except for maybe my mom.But for some odd reason,...

Hey, Mibba.I guess I'll start off with addressing how much things have changed for me - on this site, in particular. I started off writing as a lost eleven year old who didn't know much about anything. The world around me was a blur of knowledge that I had yet to obtain. My first story two years ago, on Quizilla, was a load of crap. However, I am confident that I have improved greatly in those two...

Has anyone tried to go on Quizilla lately? I just tried going in - only because someone in another journal said it wasn't working - and I got redirected to MTV.com. I don't know if this temporary or not. I don't use Quizilla anymore, but this is still a bit upsetting to me. I spent a good year on Quizilla. And even though I was a sh*t writer back then, some of my first stories ever written are on...

So today I woke up to a teenage girl's nightmare. There were these minuscule little angry, red dots all over my f*cking face. And when I say all over, I literally mean everywhere. Now at first I didn't even see them because they were so small. And then I take a closer look in the mirror and bam.Who wants to play connect the dots on my face?Okay. So I've had skin problems for almost two-three years...

Hey. I'm just going to get straight to the point here.Have you heard of me? Seen me around, maybe? I've had the same username and avatar for quite a while now. I used to change it around every few days... but then I realized how confusing that must of been. Anyway, I've been a proud member of Mibba for over a year now, and well, it seems as if I'm virtually invisible on here.Okay, that's an...

Any My Chemical Romance fans out there?Here's an awkward, stupid story for you:Just a few minutes ago, I was talking to my aunt. Of course, being the overly-dramatic person I am, I was using hand movements and everything as I spoke. I was actually telling her about my teddy bear, and how upset I was that her demon dog had almost chewed it to pieces just a few minutes prior. (Don't make fun, man....

We are broken. We are worn and defeated - and we are young. Our youth is what holds as back, and our impending adolescence is what frees us. We are confused and lost, and we are completely f*cking fine at the same time. We are in denial, righteous, and ultimately wrong.Our morals are developing, our minds our growing, our bodies are changing. We know everything and nothing all at once. We are...

You're always wearing a smile that matches your lively eyes. Sparkling brightly - they always are, even when you're crying. Your eyes resemble the truest and closest of stars. Even though I hate to admit, they're a wonderful color. Something that no one in your life deserves to treasure.Sometimes I don't understand how it's even possible. After all of the misfortune life has brought you... You go...

"Why do we want to be something more?"When I eat, I can feel the calories slithering down my throat. I’ll just drop the meals - one by one. Less to consume. More to lose. Wait, no. It’s not a good idea.I’ve wanted to be skinny since I was a toddler. But back then, I didn’t know what the meaning of ‘eating disorder’ was. Back then, the only way to lose weight was to exercise and eat the...