Tomorrow

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Hello my name is Nikki Sanders.
Yes thats right im Matt Sanders aka M. Shadows little sister...
Or was .......
Ive done so much shit that I wish I could take back
All the shit that ive done caused him to never call me his sister again.
I wish it wasnt that way But its my entire fault.
Sometimes I just wish he had killed me that one night
But he didnt....
he said he couldnt live with himself if he did
Maybe all this will change or maybe it wont.
I guess we will have to see whats going to happen wont we?.....
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Better description of her

name: nikkita nicole sanders
nicknames: bitch, nikki
Stage Name: Ms. Fuck up
instrumnet: Drums but can play guitar / bass/piano
looks: around 6'1,eyes are a blackish grey color, skinny, black hair with pink, purple, blue streaks
personality:doesnt ask people for help , bottles emotions , bad temper when pissed, doesnt talk much, doesnt want many people to know her except the few she has let in- her band and her step dad,
pericings: septum(bull ring) lip 3 times, tounge 2 times, labrett, eye brow, ears all the way up, tregus's, and belly button
tattoos: fuck up across collar bone,flaming heart with a snake constricting it, a picture of her and matt when they were little with the words " the reason im starting new" on her left arm, deathbat on lower back
other: has a bad past and doesnt talk about it, loves to listen to music and draw her emotions but mainly draw the picture on her arm
  1. Chapter 1
    Revised grammar on 4/18/12
  2. Chapter 2
    i feel like I'm talking to a wall
  3. Chapter 3
    flashback
  4. Chapter 4
    your telling me.....
  5. Chapter 5
    making new friends?
  6. Chapter 6
    the beginning of the barbeque/ party
  7. Chapter7
    the barbeque/party part 2
  8. Chapter 8
  9. Chapter 9
    threat
  10. Chapter 10
    Thank You
  11. chapter 11
    break down and cry
  12. Chapter 12
    I’ll start at the beginning
  13. chapter 13
    a good cry makes you weak
  14. chapter 14
    Your a good friend . She's lucky to have you.
  15. chapter 15
    part 1 of 2
  16. Chapter 16
    part 2/2 -- 1/2