Every single one of you to pick the one show.The one concert that sticks out in your mind as the best.The most amazing night. The night you can't, won't, and hope to god you never forget.And go through your computer and find those crappy vids you shot from that night. Search for those shaky blurry shots. If you didn't have your camera, go on youtube. That's what its there for. [:Go on there and...

About four years ago, my sister tried pot for the first time. She told me. I flipped out.Why?-Cut to a DARE drug progam everyone has seen in 6th grade-Teacher: Weed is a gateway drug. Side effects. Blah fucking blah. Im just talking for the sake of "educating" you. When ive done pot before- blah blah blah.-End (strangely accuate) Scene-Yeah. I was mad at her. I made her promise she'd never do it...

Reading the myspace post secret page and its interesting.Do any of you read that?I was looking through the comments people have left and i noticed something. Certain people have left several comments. On every single page. There's three or four people who i keep scrolling over, leaving secret and secret. They leave their cell number and things like "I listen. Let your secrets out."But i really...

really.I've realized that I've taken this place for granted and it's no longer this beautiful and magical place. Sure there are certain moments (becoming less and less frequent) where I think, 'Wow. This is what everyone thinks it is." But there comes a time when all of that disappears. This lifestyle IS my life. The lifestyle everyone see's on vacation tv and the travel channel is this amazing...

Lately, ive been understanding how post secret really works. how strange it is when you see someones secret and you understand a part of your life.Someone who could be anywhere in the whole world. Something happened to them, something thats so similar to a past experience of your own. And they chose that one secret to send to this one site during this one week. And i saw it.2 weeks in a row, two...

writing writing writing just for the sake of writing.too much to write and too much time but too much laziness is whats stopping me from doing what would make sense.ive decided. fuck that shit. i dont even need to "fall in love." fall into some stupid highschool shit. are you kidding me? i dont know why this whole time ive been looking for and hoping for LOVE? hello, earth to fucking me, im...

because i came home to my grandma cryingand she wont tell me why.theres so many things it could be.so many things could go wrong.so many things have gone wrong.so many things are just wrong.she locked herself in the bathroom just now.im so worried...im so useless. i want her to be able to trust me. i wish we could be how its suppose to be.im so scared.what is going on.why wont you let me know.what...

I've heard in a looooong timeJanis Joplin's SummertimeI saw her on vh1 and was automatically blown away.vh1 is fucking school, i swear. screw history and trig and all that college shit.real education music is what i need hahahim not sure if this music player will post on here but heres the link:HereI'd never heard of her before but I'm so glad i did. it's honestly so beautiful and really like...

its three in the morning in my neck of the woodsand i was sound asleep about 8 minutes agoi went to bed at 2 ishand i get fucking scared awake by my bangle bracelet clanking together on the other side of my room.i sleep alone. i have no pets. no ones in my room.shit man im scared loli know this sounds totally pansy but it was freaky.get fuckng woken up by a jingling bracelet at 2:55 am?then walk...

postsecret.com is a pretty cool site.i heard about it though some friends and i checked it out.I dont reallly want to take the time to make a postcard and send it in,so i thought i'd try one on hereit wont quite be the same because the words dont come complete with a pretty personalized card but at least your secret is outso if you'd like, post in a comment a secreta secret you've always been...

I feel the need to tell somebody because everyone in my house went to sleep and I'm still wide awake O.OSo,December 21?I think it's the 21st.Shit, i dont know xDI waited around in the morning for my friend to pick me up.I hadnt seen her for a week and thats 10 years in best friend time.So we went to her house after dropping off some christmas gifts.And we watched Teeth.Have you seen...

Basically,this is just another journal filled with all the little things that are bouncing around in my head.All the little things that seem so big and problematic in my own little world. but compared to the real world, are actually pretty minor.I'm really glad i have this account. I feel like this is the one online place that's really my own. What i mean is, this is the one place where i'm...

I'm a teenager.I'm freaking lost,but thats just how it goes, right?I've been thinking a lot lately and my feelings are just all messed up.Here's how I see it:Going to school and getting good grades is what every parent (or well, most) wants from their child.They either do it causeA)they want to orB)they're goody and programmed obedientor don't causeA) they don't give a shit orB) they try but can't...

Okay so, I'm really into helping people in Africa like the situation in Darfur and diseases and poverty and such. I do what I can, considering I'm just a freshman in high school, like organizing things in my school club and supporting sites like Oxfam America but I just read this article that is a bit weird to me.Basically, this person, being African, is really against the term "Save Africa". He...

I'm stuck in this feeling.I, myself, don't own it or control it and until recently didn't even realize it's exisitance, but trust, it's there.I feel it and it hurts. Not much, but more like a slow throb that pulses, just a little. A slight pain, more like a sting, but I can't show it hurts. I won't show it hurts because I'll just give myself away.But, I want to shout. I want to scream because of...

anyone read it?If you haven't read it, you definitely should. I was reading it all week in school and it's one of my favorite books now.It's about this musician who used to be the frontman of this big metal band and he's into collecting really weird stuff. One day he buys this dead mans suit online thats supposedly haunted by this old man. And...well I don't want to say anymore cause I don't want...

My Ipod nano DIED.Stop laughing its serious.Betti was the best little gay green i-pod ever.I love himA LOT.And he will surely be missedA LOT.Especially by his boyfriend in Florida, another little gay Ipod, whos owner is Ciara Daily, and the other members of the Rainbow I-pod club from Stilwell.His death was an unfortunate accident. It happened while I was in the car earlier to pick up my step dad...

its that time again!the yearly blog of what went down for me and my new years resolutions =]Moments to Remembersooooooothis year ofTwo Thousand and Seventhe first really big one that comes to mind is1) Moving from Florida to Hawaii in April2) Meeting my Grandma and other family here in Hawaii3) Getting in a insane boyfriend (literally)4) First time getting drunk with a boyfriend in public...

so yeah this is just the blog i posted on myspace about it so i copied and pasted it cause im too lazy to type the whole thing again lolI have to say, it ties with the 1st My Chem concert as Best Night of My Life.i cant even describe how amazing it was.the setlist (not in order, i cant remember that lol).This is How I Disappear.Dead.Helena.House of Wolves.Cancer.I Don't Love You.Give Em Hell...

so yeah i just saw my chemand i was trying to read a frerard and it just felt...wrong.whats wrong with me?!it feels creepy because well, when i saw them i realized they were just guys. incredibly talented guys and after freaking out that i was actually seeing my heroes, i was just okay with it. i mean i loved the whole concert but i guess i kinda got over the fact of them being my Gods and being...