My cousin died

Here is the article in the news about it. Well one of them at least. There are many. My cousin was the 18 year old driver they mention, AJ. He was going too fast and another car cut in front of him so he swerved to avoid that car and hit a telephone pole.I was at the hospital all last night with him. By the time we all got to the hospital he was in surgery but they couldn't save him. They declared...
September 21st, 2013 at 08:27pm

Mibba I need help with something

Hello Mibba. I know that I keep coming back here then disappearing but I’m a busy person. Also I have been very sick. I got a cold that turned into Bronchitis which turned into a pulled and inflamed muscle. Then I got a cold again. I currently am suffering from the cold symptoms, upset stomach, body aches, and fever. I’m sorry. For real, I want to come back. I want to start writing short...
August 20th, 2013 at 08:11pm

Mibba help me out here. Recommend me stuff.

Hey Mibba it’s been ages since I’ve been here. I really do want to get back to mibba. I have been gone for a while and I miss it. I’ve been a member of mibba since 2007. I really miss everyone here and I miss the stories. I have one or two I will hopefully be posting soon.Here’s a quick update on what I’ve been doing lately. I had a book published in April. It’s a young adult. I also...
July 27th, 2013 at 09:26pm

I am officially a real published author. Also I just turned 20.

First of all, my birthday was on Friday. I am now 20 years old. I am both happy and sad about that. I know I will never be a teenager again which is both good and bad. Oh well...I haven't been on mibba in ages. I took a break for two reasons. One is I was busy with my career as an author. The other reason is that I felt alone here. No one talked to me. No one commented on my stuff. It made me...
May 1st, 2013 at 08:02pm

Is anybody out there?

Is anybody listening?I just don't know. I'm so tired of feeling alone. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being treated like dirt. I'm tired of everywhere I go people not liking me.This is the second time I have tried to post this blog. I was going to rant about all of the people in my life treating me like a piece of garbage and how alone I feel but I'm not going to type it all twice. It really...
February 18th, 2013 at 02:19am

Blizzards and Writing and a picture of me

I have never seen a storm like this in my life. It’s so crazy. We got three feet of snow here. Our street still hasn’t been cleared though so we’re snowed in. My sisters are excited that they don’t have to go to school tomorrow. I really hate snow. Every time I look out the window it’s so weird.Here is a gross picture of me in the snow on the first day of the blizzard. The snow was in my...
February 11th, 2013 at 02:28am

Avengers and other stuff. Can we be friends?

Well, as most people know I’ve become obsessed with the Avengers. I love them so much. I had to write an article to apply for a position on the Mibba staff so I of course chose to write a movie review on the Avengers. I wanted to write an article about something I know a lot about and am passionate about. I’ve never really written an article before so hopefully it came out okay. You can read...
February 1st, 2013 at 11:06pm

Archive of our own

I never even knew what AO3 was for a long time but now that I do I really want an invite. I've been reading stories on there for a while and I like it. I want to post some stories of mine on there but I don't think I want to wait for an invite. There's thousands of people still waiting and I know that means it will take forever for the site to send me one.Do you use A03? Do you like it there? Will...
January 24th, 2013 at 01:32am

I am stronger than this

My anxiety has been acting up some for the past couple days. Every so often it happens. It really sucks while it's acting up but after a while I am able to breathe again and I feel better. I go back to normal...or as normal as I can be. But this isn't the point of the journal. I have been doing my best to stay calm the past few days and then my whole night was totally trashed.I got told by my own...
December 17th, 2012 at 03:15am

Publisher interested in me, Nanowrimo, Obama. Advice or help anyone?

It's snowing outside. I don't even like snow. It's only the beginning of November and we just got through a hurricane. This sucks but I am so not letting it ruin my good mood.First of all, go Obama! I voted for the first time last night and I was so proud to vote for Obama. I feel so much safer knowing that our country will be in good hands. Also, a few more states finally voted yes on marriage...
November 7th, 2012 at 05:55pm

Nanowrimo and please vote on my character's names

November is approaching so fast I can barely believe it. I am doing Nanowrimo for the second year. I am excited and nervous. I did it for the first time last November and succeeded. I also did Camp Nanowrimo in July and succeeded again. I am proud of myself and the two novels I wrote. Nanowrimo is hard but it’s so rewarding too. I’m actually going to be uploading my first Nanowrimo novel on...
October 23rd, 2012 at 06:39pm

I just really don't understand. Life is not fair.

This girl I went to school with is expecting her second baby. She just turned 18, just graduated high school this summer. Her baby is not even a year old yet. She’s married but she has no job and hasn’t grown up at all since having a child. In my opinion she isn’t fit to have a baby. I dated her once and I’m ashamed of it. Out of all the terrible stress she has caused in my life one good...
September 12th, 2012 at 02:56am

I Can't Choose A Title, Writing, and Art

Someone once told me writing is like birthing a baby. While I wouldn't exactly compare the two I suppose there are a few similarities. I am currently working on two stories that I plan to upload soon here on mibba. One is a My Chemical Romance fanfiction which is going great. 'Birthing' this story has been easy so far. It already has a title, I designed a layout for it, and the writing is just...
September 5th, 2012 at 12:36am

A Bear Almost Ate Me

I love going for walks and bike rides. During the summer though it gets so hot that I usually don’t go as often. I can stand the heat but I have an allergy to the sun that gives me a weird rash type thing and it makes my hands swell. My purity ring once got stuck on my finger this way during the summer when I was taking a walk and I had to use butter to slide it off.My two younger sisters...
August 17th, 2012 at 02:47am

Having Babies

First of all, my mother and I had this wonderful conversation about babies. She said she wished they could screen for mental illness like depression and anxiety disorder while a woman is pregnant. She said if she had known I was going to have depression later in life she would have had an abortion. I'm not really sure how to feel about that. It kind of does hurt my feelings and I definitley don't...
July 25th, 2012 at 01:36am

Love and Relationships

I hate to be that person that is so in love that it's almost sickening. I don't hate to be in love though. I have never been happier. While things aren't nearly perfect in my life I'm doing better. Some things are definitely looking up. I am growing up and making plans. I am ready to start my life and I'm really ready to start it with this girl. I want to give her everything and make her as happy...
July 11th, 2012 at 06:38am

Nanowrimo and Stuff

I have been so busy lately but I guess that's not a totally terrible thing. Yesterday we had our 4th of July picnic and my sister's 16th birthday all in one before we went out to see some fireworks. My sister was happy because she had Justin Bieber balloons and I got her a big One Direction book. I baked a dessert and helped cook and was running around trying to get everything ready. It was fun...
July 8th, 2012 at 06:00pm

Writing away (Plus a photo of me)

I have decided to do June's and August's Camp Nanowrimo. I did Nanowrimo for my very first time in November and I have a great novel because of it that I am trying to get published. I am not going to stress about June's novel. If it reaches 50,000 words that's wonderful (and unexpected) but if it doesn't no worries. I'm also doing Julnowrimo but I'm not going to stress about getting 50,000 for...
May 28th, 2012 at 03:48am

Camp Nanowrimo?

First of all I just have to say new mibba is messed up. I don't like it. I joined in 2007 and Mibba never really changed until now. It's so confusing and there are so many issues that it's driving me crazy. I'm especially sad that I can't see my old profile that I worked so hard on. It's all gone because I never made a custom layout for my profile, just used one of the ones that mibba had. I am...
May 26th, 2012 at 12:39am

Tell me what you think? Please help...

So I didn't think I was going to get into this writing workshop. I was planning on going up there with some people from my writers group and we were going to see if we could get in but I was sure we wouldn't. I was planning on sitting at the place and editing my Nanowrimo novel which I have been trying to get published. Well, I just got an e-mail today saying I got in and it's tomorrow night. I am...
May 1st, 2012 at 03:31pm