Hey guys, sorry for any typos or anything, on my phone.Just a blog to tell you my story updates wont be until October. Reason being is because i need a small break. I haven't been feeling myself.Schools a pain in my ass, ive been having problems forcing myself to be happy but i cant. When i try to type, i break down at random or give up because im not feeling great.My writing is shit, i never pre...

So I might delete this because I have a feeling the girl I like reads most of her fan fiction on her so.This is me venting a little since I have nowhere else to go but ignore if you want but I kinda need help.Tell me is it wring for me to like a 15 year old girl? My friends joke about it a lot and they tell me it's a sad case that I like someone who is two years younger. I dont really understand...

I never understood why people judge others so hard over what they have on their body. There is no need to sit there and judge someone about their facial piercings or the size of their tunnels instead of your personality and work experience?What does body modification has anything to do with them being a successful worker? I turned in my application for Claire's a few days ago and I hand them the...

My stories wont be updated because of warped depression. Jesus, my body hurts....WARPED TOUR STORY- July 18, 2013. Cleveland.Let me tell you how my warped went. We got up there and I reunited with a few twitter friends from when I meet them in April. We enter the place and ran to the AP tent to get a meet and greet slip for BVB and BMTH. WE GOT THE VIP FOR BOTH AND I WAS SUPER EXCITED!.We got in...

This is for the kids that wake up and feel like shit.For the kids that feel like they're nothing, a waste of space, as if they dont belong anywhere.For the kids who think they're not good enough for anything but great at fucking up shit. For the kids who look in the mirror and see their demons in their refection, the demons that take control over you in the middle of the night.To the kids who...

I need some advice, guys. I'm really confused and never have I ever felt this way or had this problem before. I'm posting it on here cause I could use other's opinion to help think this out. Also, the two girls I'm talking about both follow me on tumblr and twitter to yeah.Okay, so there is this girl that I've been talking to over tumblr and twitter for almost a year now. We've skyped, called each...

This is sorta like a vent but I wanted to see if anyone could relate and know what I'm talking about. Sorry for it being so long. Ignore it if you want.Here you are, welcome the world as soon as you mother gives birth to you.You grow up and every family member that saw you would say how adorable you are, how big you've gotten. "Mommy/Daddy! I want to go to school!" Listen to you. You're only 4...

I know right, It's funny. I used to laugh it up at people who fell in love with people who lives hours/days away. But now, I'm not laughing anymore. I've been talking to this one girl from Tumblr for awhile. We would tweet each other, skype inbox. Basically everything. She help me get over my crush that I could never have. She makes me feel better about myself and boast my confidence. She's really...

(Bad at wording my feelings.)You all are. I just wanted to put this small blog up saying thins because I have this one friend.Yesterday was going fine. We was joking around, laughing and we started play wrestling in the library acting like fools. Then I saw IT. The long red cut going across her wrist. She saw me look at her crazy and quickly try to hid it back under her sweater. It killed me to...

Baby, why did you go and leave me? :cShe left without a goodbye and went and disable her account. I loved writing with her and she was amazing. I was wonder why you haven't message me back. Why you didn't update. Poo, you was my first CO-Writer. Whelp. I love you angel. I hope you're still writing out here somewhere because you're pretty damn good at it. Upset at myself that I'm just now finding...

Thanks dad. That's a nice thing to say to me.My sister is 21 of age with a drivers license, a job and is working on becoming a nurse. I sit here. I remember in two years ago I had no fucking clue what I wanted to be. I said a writer but I'm not smart enough for that. I found the 2 most things that make me happy and smile: Photography and bands. My room wall is loved down with magazine pics I have...

Well, so it's out here that Mr. Rake got his girl knocked up to put it simple.First I would like to congrats him and his girlfriend, Crissy, for getting ready for such an amazing step in life together. Their baby is going to be adorable. In the new AP magazine (that people are still bitching about, already rant over that on tumblr) they do an interview on Ronnie. He was talking about how he's...

I mean, I have always been a fan, no lie, but i stop out of nowhere. A couple of days ago, my friend, whom is a huge fan, kept talking on and on about their new album. So I started back up andohmyfuckwhatwaswrongwithme?!I started back and it's like I can't stop listening to them. I have the song Devil's Night stuck in my head. I can say this: Their new album songs amazing so far. I don't have...

I remember when I got this message send to me on tumblr. I'm horrible at ranting and specking my mind but I just want to say something.I know that Ronnie has gotten himself in a shit loads of trouble lately and people are still on the ISS bullshit. I'm tired of all you "fans" and haters calling him a woman beater or that he abuse his fans. Now, Ronnie does certain things that's not okay and I...

~~~Personal- Just explaining things to my fans and such. Call me an attention whore if you want but I just need to talk....~~~Smile because I heard it make everything better if you do. They expect too much from me at this age. Im still trying to find my place where I belong but im struggling. Stay strong because there are a lot of people who would love to see you fail. “With the weight of the...

BOO!!Hi guys! Happy Halloween to all my followers on here and to everyone else out there. You're never too old to trick or treat! Not are you too old to dress up for it. I'm going to school today with my devil horns. Haha. Now the people who think I worship the devil because the music I listen to, here's proof xD.But enjoy yourself with friends today. Be safe and pay attention to you...

*Typing on my phone, need to vent. Laptop charger os broke*How does it feel to have a best friend by your side? Not just any friend but the one that is always honest and trustworthy to you. The one that actually gives all flying fucks towards you. The pne that makes you smile and feel wanted. Love.We have that friend.She would talk me out of self harming or hurting myself. Talk me out of suicide,...

Personal(Don't care don't read)I can't do this anymore. The staying strong part. Not cutting. Not trying to toss up my food. Today my best friend saw my right arm. She force me to talk it out but I wouldn't talk for 3 hours. She shove a notebook in my hand and tells me to write. I did. I told here that it's the same shit. Not feeling wanted. Being called fat, ugly, and a waste since the 3rd grade...

Okay! First off, let me say that only a few of my stories are going swell.I'm thinking about stopping my Sqeuel for my Asking Alexandria slash. Not cause "I quit" but cause I have no clue how to lace up a the plot and I don't really have the time for it..My Racky is great so updates will be flowing as well as my Andley and the Jakain slash. The update will be slow. Within 3-5 days maybe longer.I...

Not sure if I informed you guys that I have a crush on a certain girl at my school.Well, she 14 and I'm 16 but age doesn't matter, right? It doesn't bother me or anything cause I like her a lot.So! On Friday this happened. Since I suck at flirting and shit I started shouting out random bands. She likes some of the music I do. We talked about nothing really. Had a few laughs here and there. She...