Sequel: Fool With Dreams
Status: Completed :)

Bittersweet Sundown

“Well, I guess this is it then,” Ashlee said to no one, standing alone in the middle of her living room. She already had all of her necessary things packed and her big backpack was waiting her at the entrance hall. She had given her three pot flowers to Mrs. Hanson, a friendly old lady, living above her. Ash had been helping her with grocery shopping once in a week and Mrs. Hanson was like a friend to her. But she didn’t have to worry about her, Mrs. Hanson had a nice and caring family to take care of her. Looking at the room around her, she couldn’t help but feel a bit empty herself. This place was her home for the last three years but for some reason, it didn’t feel like she’d belong here. She didn’t know if she would come back or not. She had this screaming need to get away for a while and when she had told her boyfriend, Sean, that she was going to visit her friend for a week or two, he’d raised a huge fight, demanding her not to go. But she just couldn’t stay anymore. For all these three years they had been together, she had not once even visited her family back home. She had given up everything for him. Now she felt that if she won’t do anything for herself, she’ll die. Giving that room she was standing, one final look, she walked back to the hall. She needed to grab something to eat before getting on the road. After putting on her jacket, she took her helmet and bag, and then walked out the door, not once looking back. She needed to make some important decisions. The most important one was, will she stay in this relationship or not. They hadn’t broken up last night and she knew Sean would gladly take her back. She just wasn’t sure she wanted to be back. But she had to get away first, she had to clear her head and get rid of all that stress she was in for the last year. She didn’t want to make such an important decision with messed up feelings, she wanted to be 100% sure she’ll choose what’s right for her. That’s why she climbed on her bike and sped out of this town. She needed some time to herself and some long deserved vacation. She had not the slightest idea what was waiting for her on the road.

Author's note: As usual, I do not own anyone famous who may appear in this story. All character traits and acting is made up by me. I don't believe that any of these guys is like they are in my story. I actually only borrowed their appearance and names and some facts, that's all. And Jimmy will be in this story.
I do own Ashlee and her friends and the plot. Please do not steal.

I didn't plan on posting this story, I wrote it to my best friend, when she had to spend a long time in the hospital, to make her something good to wait for, a new chapter every day. She wanted it to be a fanfic of Avenged Sevenfold. Let's just say that she managed to make me a fan too. And she insisted that I'd post it here too. So here you have it. Laura, this is for you :)
  1. On My Own, I Need To Be Brave Now
    “Wow. It’s so blue,”
  2. Feel Like, *** Man, Can't Take This Anymore
    “Aren’t you supposed to be dead?”
  3. We Fell Apart, Let’s Make A New Start
    “Yes. I want to start over. I’m Brian,”
  4. I'm Lost In My Mind Again
    “Do you want to kill me?”
  5. I’m Not Coming Home, I Am Out Here On The Road
    “Captain Sparrow?”
  6. In Your Eyes I'm Nothing But A Lost Cause
    “That’s definitely you man, you got thrown with a shoe once,”
  7. I Wish I Could Turn Back The Time
    “Ashlee! Stop that crying and get up! Wake up dammit,”
  8. Would You Notice Me?
    “OH MY GOD! It’s Matt and Brian from Avenged Sevenfold!”
  9. All I Wanna Do Is Lose Control
    “Are you hitting on my wife?”
  10. Last Night I Blacked Out I Think
    “Why are we sleeping together? And why are we naked?”
  11. And Tonight, Let’s Enjoy Life
    “I don’t want to go there. I’m afraid of ghosts,”
  12. For All We Know We Might Not Get Tomorrow
    “I don’t want to spoil your fun Mister, but what the hell are you doing?”
  13. How Many Times Have You Been Pushed Around?
    ”Wait, what? I’m having a baby?”
  14. Delicious Lunch
    “So you are that little puppy Jimmy picked up on the road,”
  15. One Of These Days Maybe Your Magic Won't Affect Me
    “Take it easy now, bunny lover,”
  16. No Other Girl Can Set Me On Fire Like You Do
    “Oh my God! Your gummy bears are having sex,”
  17. And You Can't Take It Back Cause It's Already Done
    “I see the assassins have failed,”
  18. This Can't Be Happening
    "She's having a panic attack,"
  19. You Wanna Do WHAT?
    “I wanna come with you to that little trip of yours,”
  20. I Don’t Wanna Wake Up
    “I’m gonna marinate you in acid and then let you roll in a mix of sea salt and chili, and if you’re still alive, then you can bathe in lemon juice,”
  21. Memories
    “Next time don’t give small girls like me pills that are so strong,”
  22. Yes, I Have A Baby
    “Oh, Baby. I missed you so much,”
  23. Go The *** Away
    “Your ex looks kind of jealous,”
  24. Come On, Pussycat
    “But you do have your underwear on, don’t you?”
  25. Come On, Princess, I’ll Protect You
    “You’re not disappointing me. You’re interesting,”
  26. These So-called 'Scars' Will Never Heal
    “You really think you could kick my ass?”
  27. Every Now And Then I Feel The End Of Us
    “You do realize that you are begging for a bruise?”
  28. Make Me Feel Used
    “In that case, shut the *** up or get the hell out of my house."
  29. Pool Of Blood
    “I’m gonna kill that evil thing,”
  30. The Things I've Thought You'd Never Know About Me
    “What’s with that yelling ?”
  31. And I’m The One That Let You Down
    "You're leaving? Again?"
  32. Close Your Eyes, Re-write The Story
    “Oh, I want that red one that smells like strawberries,”
  33. Goodbye, Brown Eyes. Goodbye My Love
    “Zombie song?”
  34. Don't Wanna Lose It, But I'm Turning Down That Road
    May 6, 2010