Status: Still alive unless I'm dead

Say You'll Never Change

Not sure if this is boring and I should just delete it??
Uh yeah comment if you want more otherwise I would feel awkward updating if everyboy hates it.

Really bad summary:
Every body hates Oli
Oli meets Josh online
They fall in love
but Oli doesn't wanna leave his appartment
will he ever meet Josh in real life no one knows not even me

**TRIGGER WARNINGS: SELF HARM, SUICIDE, ABUSE**
  1. The loneliness will stay with me and hold me till I fall asleep
    Christina Perri - The Lonely
  2. Tell the porcupines to quit stabbing me
    Melanie Martinez - Dear Porcupines
  3. I need a little room to breathe
    You me at six - Room to breathe
  4. I've been through and seen a lot, left at the bottom and the top
    You me at six - Room to breathe
  5. Everything I touch turns to stone
    Bring me the horizon - Blessed with a curse
  6. I can't do this on my own
    Bring me the horizon - Don't go
  7. I'm better off when I hit the bottom
    Paramore - Turn it off
  8. You've got nothing to lose except for me and you
    You me at six - Liquid confidence
  9. When all that you've tried leaves nothing but holes inside
    Joe Brooks - Holes inside
  10. I feel, I feel so low
    You me at six - No one does it better
  11. Tides will bring me back to you
    Bring me the horizon - Deathbeds
  12. Just crash, fall down, I'll wrap my arms around you now
    You me at six - Crash
  13. Hold onto me
    Mayday Parade - Hold onto me
  14. Like a deer in the headlights I meet my faith
    Bring me the horizon - Deathbeds
  15. That little kiss you stole it held my heart and soul
    Bring me the horizon - Deathbeds
  16. I don't want the world to see me 'cause I don't think that they'd understand
    The Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
  17. I think that I might break
    Sia - Breathe me
  18. Nobody wants me to stay
    Jamestown Story - Goodbye I'm sorry
  19. Don't go, I can't do this on my own
    Bring me the horizon - Don't go
  20. The worst part is there's no one else to blame
    Sia - Breathe me