Autumn's Monologue.

{thanks to XxLithiumLilyxX for making this! made my day!}

You know in those stupid romance movies how it’s always someone the main character sees every day that they fall in love with? How they seem to know everything and yet nothing about them but they still love them?

I know because I’m in love with someone I see each and every day. Even if it’s just for the ten minute walk to school, I see them. Most times they’re at my house but I’m hiding out in my room for fear of appearing a complete and utter idiot in front of them.

I am in love with my brother’s best friend.

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I'm using the song 'autumn's monologue' by from autumn to ashes as my basis for this story. I don't think it's going to be that long, but I needed to write something while I figure out where I want my other one to go.

You know my policy, if not--read if you want, comment if you want.
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Here are the lyrics that I had said I'd get up.
Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing...
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow!
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You dont.

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when i hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you...

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you dont see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you,
I'd break in two over you! Over you
I'd break in two,
I would break in two for you.
Now you see me, now you don't.
Now you need me, now you don't.