Status: My USB that had the rest of this story on it broke. : ( I am re-writing chapters and will update as soon as I can.

Do You Think You're Up For This?

I unknowingly begin rubbing my tattooed wrist and force myself to stop. I never thought I’d pick up that old habit again, but I find that I’ve been doing it increasingly often ever since I started having my suspicions about this.

I allow another minute to pass before I return, my stomach twisting itself into a jumble of panicked nerves.

I close my eyes and pick it up, but I’m too afraid to open them and know for sure.

I draw in shaky breaths and count to three in my head.

One.

Two.

Three.


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Sequel of: I'd Kiss You Goodbye If I Thought It Would Make You Stay
  1. Same Blood
    Like a cold day in August.
  2. Surprise, Surprise
    This is more than I can take.
  3. If You See Something, Say Something
    Genuine and unprepared.
  4. My Best Friend
    You're my best friend.
  5. I Don't Know How to Say This
    I've waited so long that I forgot what I should do.
  6. Breathing
    Spin me around.
  7. All Things Ordinary
    Will you stay near me now?
  8. Safe Ride Home
    Take my nervous hands.
  9. 1000 Times a Day
    It's hard but better together.
  10. In the Songs
    We made it through it all.
  11. Divine Intervention
    If you're calling me out, then count me out.
  12. Don't Say
    She might be gone tomorrow.
  13. Restless Heart Syndrome
    I'm a victim of my symptom.
  14. In My Eyes
    I can't see you all the time.
  15. Middle Management
    Must be one of those days where I got the shakes that just can't shook.
  16. Therapy
    I think that keeping this up can be dangerous.
  17. Sleep, Everyone
    Separation seems so wrong.
  18. Come Saturday
    All I know is that you're perfect right now.
  19. If I Surrender
    Is it gonna be easier, is it gonna be more than I can take?
  20. Failure By Design
    One more day on the verge of tears.
  21. 6 Months
    Don't mind me if I get weak in the knees, 'cause you have that effect on me.
  22. New Perspective
    I wanna live life from a new perspective.
  23. What a Catch
    Said I'll be fine till the hospital.
  24. Not Now
    I'll be here, waiting.
  25. From a Daze
    Because you're you.
  26. A Hard Day's Night
    When I get you alone, you know I feel okay.
  27. I'm Yours Tonight
    I know what you want to say before the words escape your teeth.
  28. Yesterday
    Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
  29. The Truth Is
    You know I'm having a moment right now.
  30. Sputter
    All along I knew that we would sputter out.
  31. You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away
    All we are is too fast for love.
  32. From Here to L.A.
    For the record, I'm tired.
  33. Get It Together
    Try to make yourself right.
  34. Bottles
    I ca't put my faith in anything.
  35. Run Don't Walk
    I'm a desperate cry for help.
  36. We Can Work It Out
    Try to see it my way.
  37. My Apology
    We move on.
  38. Sunny Day
    Feeling alright.
  39. When I'm With You, I'm OK
    It's all complete from here.
  40. History Lesson
    The End.