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One Hundred Sleepless Nights
Behind every untrusting girl is a boy who taught her to be that way
I laughed along with her. “You don’t want to be a mom?”
She cleared her throat and gave me a weak smile. “I don’t think so, I mean, babies scare the fuck outta me and I don’t think I can handle them. I’m afraid I’ll end up like my mom and fuck up that kid for the rest of his or her life” She took a deep drag of the cancer stick.
Immediately I felt bad for bringing up that subject, I know it must’ve been tough going through what she went through, I don’t even think I could ever survive growing up without my parents. Growing up without my dad is already hard enough, I couldn’t imagine if I didn’t have my mom with me.
“I’m sorry”
“Nah it’s fine, but hey, look how I turn out!” She laughed. “Besides, to have a baby you have to be married first, that’s my number one rule. That’s also another reason why I could never be a mom, cause I don’t think I want to get married”
“Why not? I thought every girl wants to get married and have those expensive fairytale weddings and shit” I stubbed my cigarette butt onto the pavement.
“Well not me. After what happened to my mom, I don’t think I could ever trust anyone, or any guy for that matter, to commit myself to for the rest of my life”
“What if the guy turns out to be different?” I cocked my eyebrow, I felt a bit insulted somehow cause I don’t think I’m like what she described, yet she’s saying as if every guy in the planet are like that.
“I just can’t take that chance you know, I’ve had enough disappointment in my life. I don’t think I need another one, especially coming from a guy”
She cleared her throat and gave me a weak smile. “I don’t think so, I mean, babies scare the fuck outta me and I don’t think I can handle them. I’m afraid I’ll end up like my mom and fuck up that kid for the rest of his or her life” She took a deep drag of the cancer stick.
Immediately I felt bad for bringing up that subject, I know it must’ve been tough going through what she went through, I don’t even think I could ever survive growing up without my parents. Growing up without my dad is already hard enough, I couldn’t imagine if I didn’t have my mom with me.
“I’m sorry”
“Nah it’s fine, but hey, look how I turn out!” She laughed. “Besides, to have a baby you have to be married first, that’s my number one rule. That’s also another reason why I could never be a mom, cause I don’t think I want to get married”
“Why not? I thought every girl wants to get married and have those expensive fairytale weddings and shit” I stubbed my cigarette butt onto the pavement.
“Well not me. After what happened to my mom, I don’t think I could ever trust anyone, or any guy for that matter, to commit myself to for the rest of my life”
“What if the guy turns out to be different?” I cocked my eyebrow, I felt a bit insulted somehow cause I don’t think I’m like what she described, yet she’s saying as if every guy in the planet are like that.
“I just can’t take that chance you know, I’ve had enough disappointment in my life. I don’t think I need another one, especially coming from a guy”
- Goodnight, Dr. Death
- Common Grounds
- So You're A Musician I Presume?
- Did You Just Quote Obi-Wan Kenobi?
- Not Again
- I Never Want It To Be This Way
- All Time Low
- Yesterday
- Cliché
- Haven
- And It's Good Enough To Make Me Wanna Fall In Love
- You're My Kryptonite
- How Does it Feel? Well it Feels Like I'm on Fire.
- Salt to the Wound
- Is This What It Feels Like?
- I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
- Crawl On The Ground, Up On Your Hands and Knees
- We Fell In Love and Now We're Both Alone
- I Don't Ever Want to Lose My Best Friend
- Four Letter Word
- Clarity and Salvation
- Can You Come Over To My LA Place
- Don't You Worry Child
- I'm Crying Underwater So You Don't Hear The Sound
- "That Asshole!"
- God Hates Us
- Medal of Honor
- Kissing You Goodbye
- Decider, Decided.
- “Hurry up bitches! I’m gettin’ married!”
- Anything You Say Can and Will Be Used Against You
- For The First Time
- The Unfaithful, The Sinner, The Victim.
- I Should've Seen it Coming But I Guess I'm Not the Only Fool
- The Great Escape
- Destination London
- The Last Fight