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Status: Complete 12/14/11

Scream Me a Dream

Soya Toivonen has always lived her life according to the plan her parents set. Now at 28 her life collides with that of her old friend Ville Valo. Will she continue on the path her parents expect or veer off onto the path she always dreamed of taking?

Disclaimer: Members of HIM, CKY and The 69 Eyes do not belong to me but to themselves. I do however own the Toivonen Family along with the Kolars, and any other orginal characters. :)

And a big thanks to bamckyhimlover for making the wonderful banner that is in the Prologue! Another big thank you to Valo.Vixen for the beautiful banner she made! Another big thank you to mia uccellino for the layout she created!! (Layout and banners were changed in 2017 since Photobucket won't let me get the urls back D:)
  1. Prologue
    1996
  2. Chapter 1: Rehearsals and Concerts
    Friday, May 7th, 2010
  3. Chapter 2: The Dance
    Saturday May 8, 2010
  4. Chapter 3: The Mistake
  5. Chapter 4: The Reunion
  6. Chapter 5: The Ride Home
  7. Chapter 6: Never Doubt Lily Lazer
    Sunday May 9, 2010
  8. Chapter 7: Serious Talk
  9. Chapter 8: Meeting Up
    Monday May 10, 2010
  10. Chapter 9: Loose Plans
  11. Chapter 10: Tours and Unopened CD’s
  12. Chapter 11: Where I Want to Be
  13. Chapter 12: Goodbye For Now
  14. Chapter 13: Love Drunk
    Tuesday May 11, 2010
  15. Chapter 14: A Notebook of Dance
    Thursday May 13, 2010
  16. Chapter 15: Westchester
    Friday May 14, 2010
  17. Chapter 16: Reveling Information and Tests
  18. Chapter 17: Conversation with Dunn
  19. Chapter 18: Wake Up Call and Shopping Trip
    Saturday May 15, 2010
  20. Chapter 19: Dirty Laundry
  21. Chapter 20: Tackling for Tattoos
  22. Chapter 21: The Solved Case of Godparents
  23. Chapter 22: The Interview
  24. Chapter 23: Bathtub Conversations and Pillow Talk
  25. Chapter 24: Phone Calls Part 1
    Tuesday May 18, 2010
  26. Chapter 25: Phone Calls Part 2
  27. Chapter 26: Plans and Arrangements
  28. Chapter 27: Injury at Castle Bam
    Thursday May 20, 2010
  29. Chapter 28: Arrivals
  30. Chapter 29: Surprise Concert
  31. Chapter 30: Impi
  32. Chapter 31: New Living Arrangement
    Friday May 21, 2010
  33. Chapter 32: Tuuditan Tulisoroista
  34. Chapter 33: The Largest Push Known to Mankind
  35. Chapter 34: Nothing to Talk About
    Evening of Friday May 21, 2010 – Morning of Saturday May 22, 2010
  36. Chapter 35: Setting Up
    Friday May 28, 2010
  37. Chapter 36: Showcase
  38. Chapter 37: The Award
  39. Chapter 38: Dinner with a Warning
  40. Chapter 39: Promise Me
    Saturday May 29, 2010
  41. Chapter 40: Memory Lane
    Sunday May 30, 2010
  42. Chapter 41: Dog Piles
    Tuesday July 13, 2010
  43. Chapter 42: Presents
    Thursday July 15, 2010
  44. Chapter 43: Finalizing
    Friday, July 16, 2010
  45. Chapter 44: Missing
    Thursday July 23, 2010
  46. Chapter 45: Fighting, not good for the soul
  47. Chapter 46: Feeling Better
  48. Chapter 47: Lunch with Jonah
    Friday July 24, 2010
  49. Chapter 48: A Family Portrait
    Tuesday July 27, 2010
  50. Chapter 49: The Kolars
  51. Chapter 50: The Mad House
  52. Chapter 51: Coming Out
    Evening of Tuesday July 27 - Morning of Wednesday July 28, 2010
  53. Chapter 52: The Interview
  54. Chapter 53: Home at Last
    Saturday August 7, 2010
  55. Chapter 54: Hide and Seek
  56. Chapter 55: A Brush of a Hand
  57. Chapter 56: The Reunion
  58. Chapter 57: The Bet
  59. Chapter 58: Official
    Sunday August 8, 2010
  60. Chapter 59: Moving In
    Monday, August 9, 2010
  61. Chapter 60: Baths
  62. Chapter 61: Elli and Inka
    Tuesday, August 10, 2010
  63. Chapter 62: Knees, Elbows and Smart Cars
  64. Chapter 63: Time
  65. Chapter 64: Meeting
    Monday August 16, 2010
  66. Chapter 65: A Better Understanding
    Evening of Monday August 16, 2010 - Afternoon of August 17, 2010
  67. Chapter 66: Was I Suppose To?
    Thursday September 16, 2010
  68. Chapter 67: The Date
    Saturday September 18, 2010
  69. Chapter 68: First Fight
  70. Chapter 69: Dull? Us? Never.
    Evening of Saturday September 18, 2010 - Morning of Sunday September 19, 2010
  71. Chapter 70: The Magazines that Starts it All
    Afternoon of Wednesday September 29, 2010 - Morning of Thursday September 30, 2010
  72. Chapter 71: Cell Phone Free Day
  73. Chapter 72: Falling together, Falling apart
  74. Chapter 73: Just how sick, is sick?
    Friday October 1, 2010
  75. Chapter 74: He’s still a little monster
  76. Chapter 75: Getting Ready
    Thursday October 14, 2010
  77. Chapter 76: Unbelievably Happy
  78. Chapter 77: With Snow Comes…
  79. Chapter 78: She Cried
    Friday October 15, 2010
  80. Chapter 79: Done and Everyone Knows
  81. Chapter 80: Three Pretty Important and Significant Words.
    Sunday October 17, 2010
  82. Chapter 81: Star…what?!
  83. Chapter 82: Support
    Monday, October 18, 2010
  84. Chapter 83: Checkmate
    Tuesday, October 19, 2010
  85. Chapter 84: Another Step Forward
    Wednesday, October 20, 2010
  86. Chapter 85: The Ever Wise Jyrki
  87. Chapter 86: Where do you see yourself?
  88. Chapter 87: War
    Monday October 25, 2010
  89. Chapter 88: Payback
  90. Chapter 89: Peer Pressure is a Bitch
  91. Chapter 90: Stupid Green Drinks
    Tuesday October 26, 2010
  92. Chapter 91: Worth Dying For
  93. Chapter 92: But what do you do?
  94. Part 93: Troublemaker
    Evening of Tuesday October 26, 2010 - Morning of Wednesday October 27, 2010
  95. Chapter 94: Vaimokseni
  96. Chapter 95: Floating
  97. Chapter 96: Take Off Your Shirt
    Thursday October 28, 2010
  98. Chapter 97: What Matters in the Long Run
  99. Chapter 98: Blessings
    Saturday October 30, 2010
  100. Chapter 99: Tease
  101. Chapter 100: Too Much to Ask
    Evening of Saturday October 30, 2010 - Morning of Sunday October 31, 2010
  102. Chapter 101: A Day All Our Own
  103. Chapter 102: Green Looks Good on You
    Monday, November 1, 2010
  104. Chapter 103: Let’s Shoot for May
    Evening of Monday November 1, 2010 - Afternoon of Tuesday November 2, 2010
  105. Chapter 104: Get the Man Some Strings!
    Saturday, November 6, 2010
  106. Chapter 105: Presents and Planning
  107. Chapter 106: Ville Valo: Sleepover King
    Evening of Friday, November 12, 2010 - Evening of Saturday, November 13, 2010
  108. Chapter 107: 11:58pm
    Sunday November 14, 2010
  109. Chapter 108: On the Back Burner
    Monday November 15, 2010
  110. Chapter 109: Aikuisten Lelukauppa
    Tuesday November 16, 2010
  111. Chapter 110: Another Linde Lecture
  112. Chapter 111: Cupcakes Before You Go
    Sunday November 21, 2010
  113. Chapter 112: Happy Birthday Baby
    Monday, November 22, 2010
  114. Chapter 113: Family Man
    Friday December 17, 2010
  115. Chapter 114: Tattoos
    Saturday December 18, 2010
  116. Chapter 115: Bad Days Do Get Better
    Sunday December 19, 2010
  117. Chapter 116: “Motherly” Conversations
  118. Chapter 117: In Public
    Wednesday December 22, 2010
  119. Chapter 118: Merry Christmas
    Saturday December 25, 2010
  120. Chapter 119: The Worst Argument We May Ever Have
    Wednesday December 29, 2010
  121. Chapter 120: His Side of the Story
    Wednesday December 29, 2010 - Saturday January 15, 2011
  122. Chapter 121: Her Side of the Story
    Wednesday December 29, 2010 - Saturday January 15, 2011
  123. Chapter 122: Airing It All Out
    Saturday January 15, 2011
  124. Chapter 123: Just…Think About It
    Sunday January 16, 2011
  125. Chapter 124: Fixing This
    Monday January 17, 2011
  126. Epilogue