Sequel: You're The Only One ›
Don't Hold Your Breath
"Do you remember when we shared our first kiss? When we were in the bathroom at the diner, and you were crying because of what your dad said?"
"Yes. Of course I remember."
"Remember how I promised everything would be okay and I would always be there for you?"
"Yes."
"I wish I could keep that promise."
Ryan Ross: A Senior in highschool. He hung with the cool kids, and his life seemed perfect. If you were observing from the outside. Because inside he was a mess. Having to deal with his sexuality, and his abusive father. Then he's also dealing with the fact that his father blames him for the loss of his mother. But when he finally begins to make a friend, a real friend, not someone who likes him just because he's "cool" things begin to look up for him. For a little bit at least.
Brendon Urie: New in town. His parents moved him to Vegas from Chicago. His parents are strictly Mormon, and pressure him to be as well. He attends church to please his parents but doesn't care for the religion himself. One of the main reasons is his closeted homosexuality. He comes from a large family of homophobics, and fears what would happen if they found out. He finds it harder and harder to hide when he falls in love with a boy that his friends warned him to stay away from. Hefinds out about Ryans secret and feels the need to be there for him. Even if his feelings tend to get in the way.
Warning: Contains slash, alcohol and drug use, abuse, violence, rape, drama, suspense, and weird homophobic people.
If yo don't think you can handle it, then I suggest hitting that back button.
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Melt Your Headaches, Call It Home
Northern Downpour - Panic! At The Disco -
You're A Regular Decorated Emergency
Camisado - Panic! At The Disco -
It All Depends, What You Qualify As Friends
I Have Friends In Holy Spaces- Panic At The Disco -
Bruises And Contusions
Camisado - Panic! At The Disco -
He's Not Bleeding On The Ballroom Floor Just For The Attention
Time To Dance - Panic! at The Disco -
Sometimes My Mind Plays Tricks On Me
Basketcase - Green Day -
I'm Tired Of Being Who You Want Me To Be
Numb - Linkin Park -
Have some Composure, Where Is Your Posture?
Time To Dance - Panic! At The Disco -
Were All To Small To Talk To God
Behind The Sea - Panic! At The Disco -
I'm Dying Not To Hurt You
One Day Robots Will Cry - Cobra Starship -
In Our Dreams We Can Be Complete Again
One Day Robots will Cry - Cobra Starship -
Trade Baby Blue's For Wide Eyed Browns
G.I.N.A.S.F.S. - Fall Out Boy -
What The worst You Take From Every Heart You Break?
Helena - My Chemical Romance -
Because I'm Broken, And I Don't Feel Like I'm Strong Enough.
Broken- Seether feat. Amy Lee -
I'm The Son Of Rage And Love
Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day -
Someone Get Me To A Doctor, Someone Get Me To The Church
Vampires Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance -
For God Sakes Preach With Conviction
I Constantly Thank God For Estaban - Panic! At The Disco -
Do You Feel Like A Man, When You Push Her Around?
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus -
I Am Not Afraid To Keep On Living
Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance -
Drink Up Baby. Stay Up All Night.
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The Biggest Lie
The Biggest Lie - Elliot Smith -
The Hardest Part Of This Is Leaving You
Cancer - My Chemical Romance -
How Wonderful Life Is, When Your In The World.
Your Song - Elton John -
You Had Plans For Both Of Us That Involved A Trip Out Of Town
Miss Misery - Elliot Smith -
I Miss You
I Miss You - Blink 182 -
At My Most Beautiful
At My Most Beautiful - REM -
I Want To Hold You High And Steal Your Pain.
Broken - Seather & Amy Lee. -
I Love Everything About You, That Hurts.
G.I.N.A.S.F.S. - Fall Out Boy. -
I Can See Through You Cuz Your Wearing Thin
Haha Youre Dead - Green Day. -
Blow Me A Kiss Before He Goes
The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance -
Cuz You Haven't Learned A God dammed Thing.
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance -
Take My Hand And My Whole Life Too
I Cant Help Fallin In Love - Bob Dylan -
Cuz I Needed The Money, Whats Your Excuse?
Slow Motion - Third Eye Blind. -
I'm Not O-***ing-Kay
I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance. -
Economy Sized Dreams Of Hope.
Macy's Day Parade - Green Day. -
Waiting For The Day They Feel Good.
Mad World - Gary Jules. -
Build Myself A Wall Up On Happy Highs
Oh Glory - Panic! At The Disco -
Something That'll Never Happen
Attention - The Academy Is... -
A Fire Burns Today
East Jesus Nowhere - Green Day -
I Saw You There
Vampires Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance -
I'm Mr. Bright Side.
Mr. Bright Side. - The killers -
We'll Love Again, We'll Laugh Again.
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance -
This Is The Time And This Is The Place To Be Alive
Wine Red - The Hush Sound -
Are We Demented Or Am I Disturbed?
Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day -
As Days Fade, And Nights Grow, We Grow Cold
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance -
I've Been Tracing Your Steps
The Ending And The Beginning - Forgive Druden. -
I Promised You A Heart You Promised To Keep
Prelude 12/21 - A.F.I -
When I See Your Smile, Tears Fall Down My Face.
Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus -
All The Things That You Never Ever Told Me.
The Ghost Of You - My Chemical Romance -
What A Beautiful Face I Have Found In This Place
In An Aeroplane Over The Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel -
I'm Not Gunna Lie, I Can Be A Nasty Guy.
Kiss My Sass - Cobra Starship. -
Please Take Me Back
20 Dollar Nosebleed - Fall Out Boy -
I've Got A Secret.
Chelsea Smile - Bring Me the Horizon. -
A Beautiful Lie.
A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds To Mars. -
Designer Drugs And Designer Friends.
The City Is At War - Cobra Starship -
I'm Aware Of What You've Done
No More Sorrow - Linkin Park -
Bloody Sunday
Sunday, Bloody Sunday - U2 -
All The Things We've Put Eachother Through
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance -
When You're Alone, Will You Comfort Me?
First Try - Brendon Urie -
The Ending and the Beginning.
The Ending And The Beginning - Forgive Durden