Sequel: You're The Only One

Don't Hold Your Breath

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"Do you remember when we shared our first kiss? When we were in the bathroom at the diner, and you were crying because of what your dad said?"

"Yes. Of course I remember." 

"Remember how I promised everything would be okay and I would always be there for you?"

"Yes." 

"I wish I could keep that promise."  


Ryan Ross: A Senior in highschool. He hung with the cool kids, and his life seemed perfect. If you were observing from the outside. Because inside he was a mess. Having to deal with his sexuality, and his abusive father. Then he's also dealing with the fact that his father blames him for the loss of his mother. But when he finally begins to make a friend, a real friend, not someone who likes him just because he's "cool" things begin to look up for him. For a little bit at least.

Brendon Urie: New in town. His parents moved him to Vegas from Chicago. His parents are strictly Mormon, and pressure him to be as well. He attends church to please his parents but doesn't care for the religion himself. One of the main reasons is his closeted homosexuality. He comes from a large family of homophobics, and fears what would happen if they found out. He finds it harder and harder to hide when he falls in love with a boy that his friends warned him to stay away from. Hefinds out about Ryans secret and feels the need to be there for him. Even if his feelings tend to get in the way.

Warning: Contains slash, alcohol and drug use, abuse, violence, rape, drama, suspense, and weird homophobic people.

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  1. Melt Your Headaches, Call It Home
    Northern Downpour - Panic! At The Disco
  2. You're A Regular Decorated Emergency
    Camisado - Panic! At The Disco
  3. It All Depends, What You Qualify As Friends
    I Have Friends In Holy Spaces- Panic At The Disco
  4. Bruises And Contusions
    Camisado - Panic! At The Disco
  5. He's Not Bleeding On The Ballroom Floor Just For The Attention
    Time To Dance - Panic! at The Disco
  6. Sometimes My Mind Plays Tricks On Me
    Basketcase - Green Day
  7. I'm Tired Of Being Who You Want Me To Be
    Numb - Linkin Park
  8. Have some Composure, Where Is Your Posture?
    Time To Dance - Panic! At The Disco
  9. Were All To Small To Talk To God
    Behind The Sea - Panic! At The Disco
  10. I'm Dying Not To Hurt You
    One Day Robots Will Cry - Cobra Starship
  11. In Our Dreams We Can Be Complete Again
    One Day Robots will Cry - Cobra Starship
  12. Trade Baby Blue's For Wide Eyed Browns
    G.I.N.A.S.F.S. - Fall Out Boy
  13. What The worst You Take From Every Heart You Break?
    Helena - My Chemical Romance
  14. Because I'm Broken, And I Don't Feel Like I'm Strong Enough.
    Broken- Seether feat. Amy Lee
  15. I'm The Son Of Rage And Love
    Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day
  16. Someone Get Me To A Doctor, Someone Get Me To The Church
    Vampires Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance
  17. For God Sakes Preach With Conviction
    I Constantly Thank God For Estaban - Panic! At The Disco
  18. Do You Feel Like A Man, When You Push Her Around?
    Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
  19. I Am Not Afraid To Keep On Living
    Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance
  20. Drink Up Baby. Stay Up All Night.
    EDIT: READ AUTHORS NOTE (Between The Bars - Elliot Smith)
  21. The Biggest Lie
    The Biggest Lie - Elliot Smith
  22. The Hardest Part Of This Is Leaving You
    Cancer - My Chemical Romance
  23. How Wonderful Life Is, When Your In The World.
    Your Song - Elton John
  24. You Had Plans For Both Of Us That Involved A Trip Out Of Town
    Miss Misery - Elliot Smith
  25. I Miss You
    I Miss You - Blink 182
  26. At My Most Beautiful
    At My Most Beautiful - REM
  27. I Want To Hold You High And Steal Your Pain.
    Broken - Seather & Amy Lee.
  28. I Love Everything About You, That Hurts.
    G.I.N.A.S.F.S. - Fall Out Boy.
  29. I Can See Through You Cuz Your Wearing Thin
    Haha Youre Dead - Green Day.
  30. Blow Me A Kiss Before He Goes
    The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance
  31. Cuz You Haven't Learned A God dammed Thing.
    Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance
  32. Take My Hand And My Whole Life Too
    I Cant Help Fallin In Love - Bob Dylan
  33. Cuz I Needed The Money, Whats Your Excuse?
    Slow Motion - Third Eye Blind.
  34. I'm Not O-***ing-Kay
    I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance.
  35. Economy Sized Dreams Of Hope.
    Macy's Day Parade - Green Day.
  36. Waiting For The Day They Feel Good.
    Mad World - Gary Jules.
  37. Build Myself A Wall Up On Happy Highs
    Oh Glory - Panic! At The Disco
  38. Something That'll Never Happen
    Attention - The Academy Is...
  39. A Fire Burns Today
    East Jesus Nowhere - Green Day
  40. I Saw You There
    Vampires Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance
  41. I'm Mr. Bright Side.
    Mr. Bright Side. - The killers
  42. We'll Love Again, We'll Laugh Again.
    Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance
  43. This Is The Time And This Is The Place To Be Alive
    Wine Red - The Hush Sound
  44. Are We Demented Or Am I Disturbed?
    Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day
  45. As Days Fade, And Nights Grow, We Grow Cold
    Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance
  46. I've Been Tracing Your Steps
    The Ending And The Beginning - Forgive Druden.
  47. I Promised You A Heart You Promised To Keep
    Prelude 12/21 - A.F.I
  48. When I See Your Smile, Tears Fall Down My Face.
    Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
  49. All The Things That You Never Ever Told Me.
    The Ghost Of You - My Chemical Romance
  50. What A Beautiful Face I Have Found In This Place
    In An Aeroplane Over The Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
  51. I'm Not Gunna Lie, I Can Be A Nasty Guy.
    Kiss My Sass - Cobra Starship.
  52. Please Take Me Back
    20 Dollar Nosebleed - Fall Out Boy
  53. I've Got A Secret.
    Chelsea Smile - Bring Me the Horizon.
  54. A Beautiful Lie.
    A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds To Mars.
  55. Designer Drugs And Designer Friends.
    The City Is At War - Cobra Starship
  56. I'm Aware Of What You've Done
    No More Sorrow - Linkin Park
  57. Bloody Sunday
    Sunday, Bloody Sunday - U2
  58. All The Things We've Put Eachother Through
    Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance
  59. When You're Alone, Will You Comfort Me?
    First Try - Brendon Urie
  60. The Ending and the Beginning.
    The Ending And The Beginning - Forgive Durden